Resisting you.

She doesn't attention seek. He adores attention. She has no friends. He has everyone at his feet. She loved him. He broke her.


6. 6, day one






So I sit here at the welcoming lecture, it is so boring! I don't care let me go and see Mexico already!! I glance over to see a smirk on Harry and Jess's face, they know I'm pissed, so does Harry but he doesn't even stop laughing to say I'm sorry, I did not want to hear them last night, yes I feel a little bad for ignoring Harry all day, but he deserves it. 

"That's all, so if you would like to go out for your break now and we will see you in here afterwards thank you, please stay with your partner" sir said dismissing us, I immediately storm from the torture chamber. 

I sit down and wait for my number to be called, 13. 

"Hello" please fuck off Harry, I am in no need for your shit.

I just turn my head and now it down a little, preparing for what I may say or may not. 

"I didn't think you spoke to ugly frogs" I say looking up with pure hurt in my eyes. 

"You heard?" He questioned going bright red and swallowing hard. 

"Everything" I say looking at him with disgust. He just looks down and wipes his eyes. 

"I'm sorry" exact- wait is that an apology? 

"For what?" I ask with anger, there's lots of things he needs to apologise for not just this. 

"Last night," Harry says with guilt. It's not enough though. 

"Unbelievable, you apologise once and expect it to be ok?! Well Harry you god damn thought wrong. I don't want to speak to you again." I say getting up, I don't need to hear his apologies cause saying it does nothing proving it, that's different. 

"Wait!" Harry shouts as I storm to wait somewhere else. I don't know where just not with him. 

"Thirteen" oh thank god, saved by the guy that's taking us to our table. 

So I walk toward him to figure out he's in a suit, he has glasses, brown eyes, a beard, browny grey hair and slight wrinkles. 

"Ok thirteen? You will be at table 48 over the other side of the building a hall called tallfoot" he said in an American accent, is everyone american? 

"Ok thanks" I say quietly before walking out the door, quick footsteps are caught with me though, argh why does he feel the need to follow me, I know we have to sit together but is prefer to walk alone at least.

I walk ahead only to be caught up again. God sake what's his problem?! 

"Lana?!" He calls hoping I'd reply, no, no I'm not because I'm not falling for his trade, he had his chance and he blew it. He knows that. 

"I said I don't want to talk to you" I say rolling my eyes speed walking. 

"Fine, be that way just don't say I didn't apologise" he said angry. 

"You apologised once, what you've ever done can't be defined with one apology! It can't even be cleared by words what you've done has emotionally scarred me so you realise that?! I have bruises they will fade but the pain, the pain will last forever" I say pushing past him, I don't need his words I don't need him, I just need my mother and Jay, but I can't even speak to jay since she's gone. 

Harry just stands in the spot with guilt in his eyes, I hope he feels bad, he took away three years of happiness and well three years can't be given back. Heck I even remember the first time he hurt me. 


"Lana?! I can't believe it was you that told everyone about us" Harry said walking up to me angrily. Wait I didn't say a thing about us to anyone! 

"I didn't Harry! I didn't tell anyone!" I say in my own defence. 

"Then how did people find out? We were supposed to be a secret you are, well you were my secret girlfriend and now everyone found out!" Harry shouted, well I didn't tell anyone and I still don't know why I'm a secret. 

"Harry, I didn't tell anyone, please don't break up with me!" I plead with tears welling up in my eyes. 

"You did it all yourself you bitch why did I trust you?!" Harry said getting angrier, scaring me a little. I looked up to him and he just gave me evil and venom. 

He then raised his hand and smacked my face, he looked horrified in what he done but at the same time pleased, he smirked knowing it hurt me and walked away. 

*-End of flashback* 

I shake at the mind reflex. 

I turn a corner to see Jess, ew. Is all I can think of I don't want that anywhere near me. I walk past her with my head down. 

"Eww look who it is" it's me Jess. 

"What do you want?" I ask with courage in my tone, I pissed off so I guess I have the right to snap at her.

"Did you enjoy last night? Cause I certainly did" she said as I shudder a little it's disgusting. 

"What? I was out all night" I lie. 

"Well while you were out I was well having a little ride" she said hinting, I think I'm gonna be sick. 

"I didn't really need to know that" I say like I'm clueless but she knows I know. 

"Listen here. If you spread it around then I swear to god I will hurt you" She spikes in my ear. 

"Go for it cause I will tell everyone and see if you do anything" I'm not scared of her, I'm not even scared of Harry right now. 

Some more people begin to witness what's going on and begin to crowd around. 

"Oh and audience, let's let them hear this shall we?" I say raising my eye brow, smirking walking up to the front area if the crowd. 

"Hey everyone guess what Jess was up to last night?" I shout turning my head back to Jess which seems to be storming closer. 

She pulls my hair well tugs it it doesn't hurt at all.
I slap her and she lets go I punch her stomach and she collapses. I walk up to her smiling. 

"If you challenge me again then it'll be worse you got that?" I ask angry. She just nods and I make my way through the gob smacked crowd and carry on with my tracks. 

I get into the filled hall and found my table i take a seat next to a group of others they don't go to my school. 

"Hey I'm Lana" I say as they look unfamiliar to my presence. 

"Hi I'm Lydia, this is Mia" says pointing to the other girl next to her. 

"Nice to meet you" I say smiling, still American, gosh the accents are so cool! 

"So how long have you been here?" I ask to Lydia. 

"We arrived yesterday you?" She replies ending with a question. 

"Same here" I reply with a tooth grin, Lydia is so pretty, auburn hair with brown eyes, her hair falls into curtains suiting her eyes perfectly. 

Mia has brown hair that also falls into curtains but tucked behind her ears I noticed her eyes are a green colour, she has single pierced ear lobes both with blue ear rings in. 

"Who's your partner?" Mia asked looking to the empty seat next to me. 

"Ergh Harry, I despise him" I say slouching in my seat with folded arms. 

"Why?" Lydia asked, then right on cue Harry came storming in making an entrance. 

"Who's that? I'd like to get to know him" Mia said biting her lip, if only huh? 

"Harry" I say with a blank expression. 

"Oh sorry, I didn't mean it why is he so angry?" Mia asked feeling a little guilty. 

"Cause I punched his fuck buddy" I say smiling, I looked over to see harry searching for me, uneven breathing, clenched fists, this can't be good. His dark green eyes connected with me and his face turned to anger I tuned away. 

"Guys promise whatever happens please stay with me today?" I say shaking a little letting them easily feel my fear. 

"We promise, but why?" Lydia asked, furrowing her eye brows with a sympathetic look. 

"Cause no one wants to get on the wrong side of Harry" that's all that's needed to be said, I can't tell them, somehow I need to hint it across though. 

"Ok" Mia said knowing that's all I'm going to say, I look behind me to see harry getting closer and closer as he storms not taking his eyes from my feared brown ones, my attempts to rip my fixed stare from Harry's mean gripped eyes is failing, I gulp as he comes to a halt.

"Lana outside now" Harry said through gripped teeth, I feel a warm hand gently grab my wrist, I turn back to see Lydia nodding. 

"She needs to stay here" Lydia said saving my arse, thank you for great pretty people.

"Babe, I need to speak to her" Harry said not even looking at her, she shoots him a weak glare before turning back to me with a smile. 

"Then you can speak to her here" Mia said smiling, I know she has a little thing for Harry but at least she's sticking up for me. 

"Fine" Harry said slightly annoyed he sat down next to me before pressing his lips to mine. 

"Thank you" Harry said shocking me, I jumped back in surprise, I didn't expect anything like that, he leans again pressing his lips to my ear. 

"But now the bitch is on my case can you sort her out?" Harry asked, but no. This is his problem now not mine. I smile to him and press my mouth to his ear like I've fallen for his tricks. 

"Harry, I'm not just a thing that can sort out your one nighters, be a man and do it yourself instead of getting the annoying thing to do it for you" I say making his smile drop. I smile cheekily at him before turning round to a confused Lydia and Mia. 

"Don't worry this argument has ended" I said rolling my eyes over to Harry that seems back to his angry self. 

"Ok listen up! Today is the day that you can look around and let loose a little so be back in this hall for six stay with your partners and don't leave the campus" a man said, English! Finally! 

I get up forgetting about Harry, he can go shag one of his sex slaves. 

"Lana!" Harry shouted again annoyed but has that stopped me? Hell to the no! 

I feel a strong grip on my wrist before I'm swung round to be face to face with the boy. 

"We need to talk." Harry said quite serious, oooh serious face on! 

"Why?" I ask laughing, I feel like I'm better than Harry now, like nothing can stop me  from having a good time. 

"Because I made a promise" Harry said confusing me. 

"To who?" I asked, what is this boy talking about?

"Your mother, I promised her that I would take care of you." Harry said softening up a little. 

"Well you can tell her you've already hurt me, mission failed" I said scowling at him and he knows he's done wrong.

"I'm sorry." Harry said pleading for my forgiveness. 

"Your words just don't make my heart melt, until you can prove it I don't care." I said blank, I don't even care he can say it all he wants but I seriously don't care of his words.

I looked for somehow a reply from Harry but nothing. 

"That's what I thought" I said walking off, I passed partners that seem happy making me feel a little sad, I can't take the happiness any longer. Oh a classroom! I open it and hmm blue and grey, a piano! 

I look around to see if anyone's about but no one seems to be here. 

"I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead" I sing passionately while playing the chords. 


"Shit! Oh my god! You shat me up!" I say holding my chest, I thought I was the only one here, I guess I'm wrong. 

"Who are you?" I second, as the mystery boy becomes closer, brown hair, blue eyes. 

"I'm Tyler" he said sitting down next to me. 

"That was really good" he also said placing his hands in the keys I blush a little due to his compliment. 

"Thank you, why are you not with your partner?" I ask, well I wonder if it's the same reason as me. 

"Oh, well we fell out but she's happily chatting to some boy" Tyler said, wait, could it be Harry?! 

"Wait, did he have curly brown hair and dimples when he smiled?" I ask a little jumpy, what if it is? Then maybe we could do a deal and swap partners. 

"Yeah why? Is he your partner?" Tyler asked holding back a smile, I hope he has the same idea as me. 

"Unfortunately" I say with a saddened face, but if you had a partner like Harry then you would be sad. 

"Well maybe we could erm I know we don't know each other but maybe we could switch partners?" Tyler asked looking down picking at the sides of his nails.

"Yeah" I say his head rose in delight and a smile emerged upon his face. 

"Great! Well should we go find them?" He asked, bad idea, shaking my head; his eyebrows furrowed up in confusion. 

"We fell out, well I'm in a mood with him" I say finishing with a bite to my lip. 

"Why?" He asked, oh dear no questions! 

"Cause he's a massive womaniser and a dick" lies. I have to lie. He is a player and a dick but a huge amount of information was missed out p, is I have to lie! If I didn't then well god knows what Harry would've done by now, for all I know I could be dead! 

"Hmm, I guessed aha, well why don't we just make him jealous?" Tyler? What are you getting at? 

"What do you mean?" I question biting my lip once again. 

"We get close, then we you know, pretend to go out" Tyler, you are a genius! 

"Yes! Ok that one deserves a high-five" I say holding up my hand for him to slap. 

He does what I offer and closed the deal. 

"Then it's a plan cause I hate Kayla, she's my partner" Tyler said sighing. 

"Well if things go well then we can make her jealous too" I say patting his back, I don't know why cause he just seems annoyed not upset but hey oh everyone loves a pat on the back right?

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