Change My Mind

I don’t know if I’ll ever love someone as great as Harry so that’s why I never want to forget this feeling. That’s why I’m scared of moving on. I don’t want to forget what it feels like to be in love with Harry Styles, especially the feeling I got when Harry Styles used to love me back.


68. Contracts

Harry's POV

I return from the bathroom and walk back into Tom's office and see Ivana setting my phone on the table.

"What the hell are you doing with my phone?"

I sit back down and grab it and see that the screen is black.

"Geez, calm down. I was just checking the time."

I narrow my eyes at her and then glance at her wrist.

"You know that metal thing around your wrist, that's called a watch. It tells you the time."

She scoffs and rolls her eyes.

"Or can you not tell time yet?"

"Stop talking to me."

"Gladly," I say, giving her a fake smile.

"That's enough, you two," Tom interrupts us. "Let's get to business."

Tom, along with Ivana's manager, sit in front of us, both of them with a bunch of papers in their hands.

"Alright, we just need to sign some papers and all of this will be over," Tom says.

I put my finger in the air. "I found something in the contract that I would like to bring up."

Tom raises an eyebrow at me, and Ivana and her manager just look at me.

"What is it?"

"I saw in the contract that neither Ivana or I were allowed to disclose our fake relationship to anyone. I kept my end of the deal in regards to that but Ivana didn't."

I know I sound like a kid telling on her but she needs to suffer the consequences of her actions.

"What?" Ivana exclaims.

"It's true. Ivana willingly disclosed that information to a number of people. They can back me up on this."

"I...I-I didn't know we weren't allowed to," Ivana stutters.

Ivana's manager looks at her sternly. "So it's true?"

Ivana just blubbers while I sit there with a smirk.

"Well, that just changes a lot of things," Tom says as he turns on the computer. He starts clicking away and Ivana's manager just runs his hand through his hair as he goes through the papers on the table.

"Well, Harry tried to sabotage everything trying to get me to break up with him before the contract ended," Ivana accuses.

"I have no idea what you're talking about. Do you have any proof of that?"

Again, Ivana is left to stutter before she crosses her arms and leans back in the chair.

Tom takes a deep breath. "Alright. So, the contract said that after the breakup, we were supposed to mention you in interviews for a while before everything died down. I guess that's good for you, Ivana. But...since you breached the contract, I'm afraid we can't do that anymore."

"What? No! It's not my fault. I didn't know!"

"What made you think that it would be okay to tell people about a fake relationship? You didn't think that it might spread around and reach the media?" Ivana's manager says, annoyance present in his features and in the tone of his voice.

That shut Ivana up.

"So, Dean, you agree with the terms of the new contract?" Tom asks.

Dean takes a deep breath and nods. "Yes. I apologize for the trouble."

"No worries. Let's just make things clear...for everyone."

I stifle a laugh as Tom emphasizes 'everyone' towards Ivana.

"Because the contract was breached, this means no more PR for anyone. That means in interviews, no one is allowed to mention the other. Nothing about the relationship. All you can say is 'no comment'. It's like it never happened. And if someone breaches this contract, the other party has the power to sue that person."

My smile widens, as does the scowl on Ivana's face.

"Perfect," I say.

"Alright, so we'll just sign the new contract and...that's it," Tom says.

I practically jump up and down in my seat. I take my phone as I wait for the papers to be printed. I notice that the screen opens up in my call log and the name on the top of the list makes me freeze in my seat.

I start to put everything together. Ivana. My phone.

"What did you say to her?"

Ivana looks over at me, her scowl slowly turning into a smirk.

"What did I say to who?"

"Stop the bullsh*t. What did you say to Lily? Why did she call? Why the hell did you answer my phone anyways?"

"I have no idea what you're talking about." Her smirk widens as she starts playing with her fingernails.

Tom and Dean just ignore us, surely not wanting to involve themselves in Ivana and mine's drama.

"Excuse me," I say before I stand up and go outside into the hallway.

I call Lily's number and pace back and forth as I wait for an answer.

One ring. Two rings. Three rings.


My heart drops in my chest and I close my eyes. I lean back against the wall.

I know why Lily was calling. She read my letter. I know she did. There's no other reason for her to call me.

And now Ivana had to ruin everything. Again.

I could barely get out of bed today to come to this stupid meeting. But I just wanted it to be over. And I'm so glad it finally is. I never have to deal with that devil again.

This past week has been hell. Apart from going to mine and Lily’s spot, I've barely left my house. Ed and Louis would visit me often, making sure I was okay and distracting me. The other lads would visit occasionally, too, all of them distracting me or cheering me up.

I just hold onto the hope that we'll eventually see each other again or at least talk to each other. I just keep telling myself that it's not over and that I can't give up. I'll see her again.

And all that hope relies on the letter that I wrote to her.

Every day I've been wondering if and when Lily would read the letter. I was worried that she won't see it until she moves into her new flat but now I know she has.

If she decided to call me, then that means that she wasn't upset with the letter. A part of me was scared that she would be, that she would be upset that I'm still trying to win her back and that I'm asking for another chance. I'm sure if she were upset, she would just not bother talking to me.

But she wants to talk to me and now I have no idea what she wanted to say.

And the fact that Ivana answered the phone, Lily must think something, especially since she won't answer her phone now. But she should know that Ivana and I are over. She should know that I hate her.

Did Ivana say something to her?

I go back into the room and sit back down, facing Ivana.

"What. Did. She. Say?"

Ivana looks over at me, annoyance on her face. Hopefully she can take into account the desperation in my voice.

"She...she just told me to tell you that she called."

"That's it?"


Well, at least Lily didn't hang up. And she told Ivana to tell me that she called. That means she's not upset. Hopefully.

Finally, we sign the papers and I get out of there as quickly as I can. I don't want to waste one more second around Ivana.

I call Lily's phone again as I make my way out.

One ring. Two rings. Three rings.



SHORT CHAPTER BUUUUUT I'm planning to update every 1-2 days IF I get the number of votes and comments that I set :)

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