Dark ll || Z.M

'I am not going to loose you again Brook!' he yelled at me, his eyes fully on anger. 'Zayn I can do what I want to do!' I shouted back, finding my voice. He grabbed me and pushed me against the wall, 'In those three months you seem to of forgotten your mine' he whispered harshly, 'you seem to of forgotten, you do as your told' he snapped.


45. Last GoodBye.

Brook's Pov

“Can someone please explain to me what's going on here?” Zayn asked us, “Do you want explain?” Drake smirked, I gulped. “I will go and get us drinks” I spoke, and turned. “Brook” Zayn called, “Just explain” Zayn whispered softly, touching my arm. “I can't” I told him, and walked into the kitchen catching my breath. I leant against the side board, and trembled pouring drinks.

“Brook” Zayn spoke from the door way, “What happened?” he asked me. “I don't want to talk about it” I told him, “You need to tell me what has gone on with you and my dad” he snapped, “I can''t” I told him again, “Brook, no more secrets you promised!” he yelled at me. I turned to face him, and he was red in the face but his eyes were soft, “I don't want to ruin everything” I spoke, “You won't if you just tell me” he reached for me and stroked my cheek.

“I met him a few years ago, I was fifteen... he was telling me everything I needed to hear” I spoke softly, he shook his head slowly. “He told me I was pretty, and I believed him... when he said he loved me and he would wait” I shook, and Zayn let me go, pacing the room shaking with anger. “He lied” I whispered and closed my eyes replaying the memory of the man pulling at my skirt. “Stop” he whispered clenching his fist.

“Did you two...” he asked, I shook my head “My dad came in and stopped him” I whispered, he rushed over to me taking me in his arms. “I will get rid of him” he told me, “Don't... he might of changed, he is your dad give him a chance” I told him, “He hurt you... I don't want to be anywhere near him” he growled. He took a few steps out, and then stopped turning around leaning against the door, words struggled from his lips. “Is that why you love me?” he asked, nervously.

I looked down. “Your a lot like him, you get angry, but you can change your mood and then you can be perfect again, but he was never perfect... he was never you, he never will be you” I spoke, “I don't want to be like him” he snapped, “You only ever fell in love with me because I was like him” he sighed, I shook my head. “No, your like him... but your so much different, your so much better” I told him, “Your going to have to do so much to make me believe that” he spoke slowly and walked out.

I followed him down the hall and he walked into the living room that was still badly damaged from the bomb two days ago, but the boys had fixed it up as best as they could and it would do for now anyway, “I want you to leave” he shook with anger at Drake, “She told you then” he smirked, “Get out” Zayn snapped. “Me and you seem to have the same taste” he laughed standing on throwing on his leather jacket the way Zayn did. “Leave!” he yelled and I stood beside him, and grabbed his trembling hand, “Drake go” I snapped, “I am guessing you haven't missed me?” he spoke, I felt sick near him. “No she hasn't now go” Zayn yelled.

“Son-..” Zayn cut him of, “I am not your son” he snapped. “You'll need me soon enough” Drake spoke and walked passed us, “She is a good one though, from what I remember anyway she was very good” Drake winked at me, Zayn went for him, put I pulled him back. “Just go!” I shouted at Drake who smirked on the way out. Zayn moved passed me knocking my arms away, and walked up the stairs, slamming the door behind him.

I stood in hallway, and Liam came outside. “What the fuck was all that?” he asked me, I shook my head “Don't even ask” I told him, “Any more secrets?” he asked, I shook my head, hoping I didn't have any more. Moments later Zayn came down the stairs with his jacket in his arms, “Come on” he told me, “Where are we going?” I asked him, “Out” he snapped. I nodded slowly, looking at him then too Liam and he gave me and sympathetic smile.

I walked out of the house with him, “Get in” he spoke, as he got into the car. “Where are we going?” I asked him, as he started the engine. He ignored me and drove off the drive and now the road so fast, I was scared to move. “Zayn” I snapped at him, “I said we are going out” he spoke, “Where?” I asked him, he rolled his eyes. “Too the airport” he spoke, “What?” I asked confused. “Your going to say goodbye to Harry, we are closing every door that we have left open, then we can officially move on” he spoke.

“We don't have to do that” I whispered, “You want to say goodbye, so does his... I want everything over and done with now, so we don't have any more nasty surprises” he spoke, I grabbed his hand that was on the gear stick. “Thank you” I whispered. We drove then in silence, “Harry might of already of left” I spoke, “If he has then you can call him, you both need to say goodbye if your both going to move on” he spoke, “I want you to be happy Brook, that is all I have ever wanted” he spoke, “And its dick

head's like my dad that have stopped that, so starting now anything that will make you happy, that is what we will do” he spoke, “Pull over” I told him.

“Wait, turn down there” I pointed, he obliged and turned. I unclipped my seat belt as he stopped the car. I moved over the gear stick, “Want to know what would make me happy right now?” I asked him, he nodded smiling and I straddled him and wrapped my arms around his neck, he grinned at me as I moved down to his neck, “You haven't touched me in so long” I whispered against his neck, he moaned under the control of my lips.”Fuck Brook” he moaned, I smiled.

He pushed me back so back was against the steering wheel. I rolled my head back and he kissed down my front and down my chest. I smiled and ran my fingertips through his hair, “I love you” I gasped as he ran his warm hands up my shirt, I was completely satisfied with him just kissing my neck and having his hands touching me, but I felt him beneath me and began to palm him through his trouser, he let me go and rolled his head back at my touch, he shook from anticipation. “Fuck” he moaned, “Brook...” he panted, I smiled as the sound of my name was wonderful from his lips. “I love you” he spoke grinding his hips as he let go under my control.

I moved from his lap and he breathing was heavy, so was mine. “Your perfect” he told me, “Your not too bad yourself” I laughed at him, he smiled at him. “Come on lets get driving” he spoke, after he cleaned himself up with some tissues that were in the glove box. We drove down the hectic motor way but eventually pulled up outside the airport. “I will wait here, go” he told me trying to smile at me happily. I kissed him softly, “Thank you” I told him.

I got out of the car and ran inside the busy place, I tried calling Harry's phone but got no answer. I knew where his gate was, all the flights to America left the same place. I ran down to the only place he could be, but then when I got there the guards blocked me they told me that the flight had already left, and everything around me slowed down. I almost broke until I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned around and saw Harry. I hugged him, and the dropped him.

“You were just going to leave?!” I shout at him, “Nice to see you too” he spoke. I pushed at his chest, “Why aren't you on your flight?” I asked him, “Mine is the next one to leave” he spoke, I sighed and hugged him tightly. “Don't you leave me with out saying goodbye again” I told him, “I didn't want to get upset” he spoke, “Well it hurt me more that you didn't say goodbye” I pout, he sighed. “I told Zayn about you giving me away” I told him, “What did he say?” he asked, “He wasn't happy about it but who expected him to be” I spoke, he nodded and sat down on the blue plastic chairs.

“I hope America gives you everything you want” I told him, “I hope Zayn gives you everything you want” he told me, I nodded “Me too” I spoke. I sat down beside him, “It feels like forever ago that we sat down in that hospital room after the fire, doesn't it?” I asked him, he nodded “When we had sex for the first time?” he asked me, I nodded laughing “In that hospital bed” I chuckled, “I felt terrible after that” he spoke, I nodded in agreement.

“It all worked out for the best though, didn't it?” I asked him, he nodded slowly “I think we will all end up where we were meant to be” he spoke, “You'll find someone better than me” I spoke, he smiled “I don't want anyone better than you” he spoke, “You do, I was never good for you was I?” I spoke, he shook his head. “We were never good for each other” he smirked, “You know, I wouldn't change anything” I spoke, he laughed at me lightly. “You wouldn't?” he asked me, “No, I don't regret anything, because all the things that we have done, that all of us have done... gave us now... this moment” I spoke and grabbed his hand.

“I wouldn't want to be any where else but here right now” I spoke, “I am glad I fell in love with you Brook, if someone was going to break my heart... I am glad it was you” he spoke, I smiled at him. “I am glad you let me” I spoke, he laughed at me. “Will you call me when you land?” I asked him, he nodded slowly, “Yeah” he told me. “Good” I spoke. “Brook, I am not going to call for a while though” he told me, “What?” I asked him, “I want to get over you, and having your voice in my head is going to be hard enough, I don't need your voice on my phone too” he told me, I nodded.

I laughed looking up at him, “Your wearing that still?” I asked referring to the tatty piece of fabric I had given him, to hold his hair back. “I never take it off” he told me, I laughed and pulled it into place, “Better” I smirked.

“Flight boarding” the over voice spoke. “That's my que” he told me, “Make sure if anyone takes your heart, they fix what I broke” I told him, and let a tear escape, he wrapped his arms around me. “I like to feel broke, It's a reminded that we were real” he trembled, his arms fell from me. I sighed and looked at him, and he put on a smile. “I will call you” he told me, I nodded and dried my eyes, seeing him walk away through the doors. I knew it was over then, and a piece of me died. Though a piece of me was fixed.

I turned and walked away, I heard my name being called. I turned around, and saw Harry running back out dodging people. “Brook!” he yelled, I looked at him. “I forget something” he spoke, “What?” I asked, “This” he spoke, and bent down grabbing my face with one hand and kissing me softly, I touched his hand which lay on my cheek. I pulled back, “No” I pulled back, suddenly that fixed piece was broken again, because I couldn't let him go. “I am sorry, I just needed the taste of your lips once more” he spoke, “Go, you'll be late” I croaked, and took a deep breath. He kissed my forehead and walked back.

I stood there for a moment evaluating my thoughts, he kissed me. I didn't do anything here, so Zayn can't be mad at me. I walked out back to the car that Zayn had patiently been waiting, I got in a closed the door, closing my eyes and leaning my head back. “Zayn...” I whispered, he knew something had happened. “I don't care, I don't care what happened back there, if you just talked and said goodbye, if he tried something with you or you tried something with him... its over now... and it won't happy again, no more goodbyes” he spoke, I nodded and wiped away the tears.

“For the record, I didn't do anything... I didn't” I told him, he nodded “I know, I knew you wouldn't” he spoke, I nodded and sniffled. “I want to go home” I whispered, he nodded “I know doll” he sighed and started the engine. We drove home in absolute silence. Nothing my Zayn's steady breathing and my heavy sobs could be heard. We got back to the house, and it was quiet everyone had gone out, and the silence was becoming a thing that was rare, so I took advantage. “I am going for bath” I spoke, Zayn nodded “I will make us some tea or something” he told me, I nodded.

I walked up the stairs, and ran a hot bath. I lay there until I heard a knock at the door, “Can I come in?” It was Zayn, “You know you don't have to ask” I spoke, he walked in and I covered myself with bubbles. He sat at the side of the bath, on the floor so he was eye level, “Things are going to get better now, okay?” he asked me, stroking my cheek and I nodded at him. “I am going to make you so happy” he spoke, I laughed and nodded kissing him softly.

The phone rang, and Zayn ran to answer it. “Hello?” I heard, “He's awake?” he asked, I sat up straight, and pulled a towel around myself. I stepped out of the bath and went to the hallway where Zayn was stood. “Right, good man, we will be there soon” he spoke, Zayn turned over to me. “Niall's awake” he told me, I sighed in relief. “Thank god” I ran over and hugged him, “If you want to leave now, I suggest you put some clothes on so I am not... distracted” he spoke, I laughed.


I am not even sure who reads this anymore! Does anyone I feel like there is about three people, please comment if you are because I am not writing if no one is reading 😲😲 xx

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