Saved My Life.

Diana was bullied all her life. For her weight, personality, interests and that made her insecure. She was a very pretty girl, and she didn't see it, and people bullied her for the way she chose to look. She couldn't handle it, and she started self harming, and missing her meals. Then one day, while scrolling on twitter, she noticed a band called 'One Direction' she had never heard of them before. She started listening to their songs, and things started changing, for the better. One member in particular, changes a lot!


1. Just the start

Diana's POV 

My alarm went off, which meant school. I hated school! not just because of the lessons, and that it's boring as hell, but the students there.They hate me. They bully me everyday. I don't even know what I've done, for them to be so mean to me. 

It started off, when I was 14. It was a normal school day, and I was with my boyfriend Jamie. He was the nicest boy ever, well so I thought. It was time to go home from school, and while walking home, I received a text. I didn't know who it was from, but the text read: 'Hello there! you don't know me, but I know you, and if I'm honest I don't like you! From tomorrow onwards, your life will be hell, and rumors will be spread. Goodbye Diana! 

I was so freaked out, and as soon as I got home, I went upstairs and decided to call Jamie. I asked if he could come over because I needed to talk to him, and he was on his way.

I heard a knock on my bedroom door, and I knew it was Jamie. 

"hey!" he said walking in and giving me a hug. I hugged him back and sat him down on my bed. I got out my phone, opened up the message, and said 'read this' and gave him my phone, so he could read the text. Once he read it,he looked up at me.

"who sent this?" 

"I'm not sure" I said sounding a tiny bit scared

"well don't worry, you got me and you can talk to me Ok? The rumors the person spreads, I won't believe ok?" he said with a smile. 

"okay, thank you!" I said and gave him a hug. He had to go home, and when he went, I had my tea. Once I had finished, I went upstairs to do my homework. I'm not the type of person to do my homework all the time, but when I have nothing to do, and I need to get it done, then I do it.When I finished my homework it was late so I went to sleep. 

I woke up to the sound of my alarm, and got up. I got changed had breakfast, and left for school. I walked in to the school doors, and everyone stared at me. What did I do? people started whispering things about me, and people were shouting; whore, slut, cheater, worthless, ugly, bitch etc. I was shocked by what they were saying. I ignored it, and walked away. Jamie texts me, saying meet at the back field, by the bench. I started heading towards the bench, and when I saw Jamie, I went to go and give him a hug but he gently pushed me away, rejecting the hug. I stood away a step, and asked what was wrong.

"what do you think?" he said in a moody tone, Gee what was wrong with him?

"I don't know what your talking about? what's happened?" I asked him confused.

"well you cheated on me, that's what's happened!" he replied raising his voice. 

"what? I would never in my life cheat on you!" and it was true I wouldn't, but he wasn't believing me. 

"well why is there rumors going around, saying you were kissing some other guy, and you are cheating on me?" he said upset.

"huh? I Haven't kissed another guy! I've been with you on the weekends, and at school all day, so how can I cheat on you? and don't you remember that text from yesterday? and you said you wouldn't believe the rumors!" I said almost in tears.

"well I never thought the rumors would be like this!  I thought it was just a joke. I'm sorry Diana, but I can't do this any more." he started walking away, and I was shouting his name, but he wouldn't listen to me. 

And that is how it all started.But the week after that, it got worse. I remember hearing something about self harm, and how it calms you down and it releases your pain. So I got a razor blade that I normally shaved my legs with and glided it across my skin. It hurt. But I felt calmer. I done it another two times, and then I thought it was time to stop. I went to school again the next day, and someone spotted the cuts, and soon enough everyone knew. And to this day, I still get bullied and unfortunately, I still cut. I've heard of people listening to music to get distracted from cutting, but I can't, there are other ways to try and get distracted from doing it, but they just don't work with me. I just needed some sort of distraction.


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