Over Again

It's been a year, to this date.One full year since I had to say good bye to my best friends,fiance,and daughter. As far as anyone can tell by looking at me I'm good but on the inside, I'm just empty.


2. Oh

My eyes finally met Niall's and his were both shocked and happy. 

"Don't tell them,"I quickly said to him while walking past him. 

I felt him try to stop me but I just walked faster. I couldn't be faced with that. Jenna would know and then we'd just be back to that horrible night from one year ago. I made my way back to my apartment and shut the door quickly. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I was going to walk to take a shower when I heard a knock. I turned on my heels to open it and there stood Niall looking both out of breath and upset. 

"What the hell?" Niall said while he stormed in. I didn't know what to say I just stood there,frozen. I missed him. He was the only I could always count on to act wildly immature with. 

"Hi,"I just said and smiled. He smiled back and pulled me in for a hug. I hugged him back tightly. 

"Come see everyone,"he suggested while pulling away. I just shook my head. "Why not?"

"I don't really think it's a good idea,"I shrugged,"what about Jenna."

"She's long gone. Her father,what ever he did,got taken down,his whole operation. We all miss you so much,"Niall admitted,"pleaseeeeeeeeeeee." He pleaded.

"Fine,"I said shyly," let me go change." 

I ran to my room and put on a pair of white jean shorts and a simple black tshirt. I walked out and Niall excitingly holding the door open for me. Here goes nothing. 

As we arrived to their door I could hear them. Chatting away and laughing. I had no idea how they were going to react. 

"Just wait here,"Niall said with a smile as he opened the door and shut it quickly. "Guys! I have a little surprise for youuuuu."Niall sang while coming back to the door. 

My heart was about to beat out of my chest,the butterflies in my stomach were going crazy,and I could feel my palms starting to sweat. I saw Niall poke is head out of the door and give me a reassuring smile and he held out his hand. I just stood there not knowing if was actually a good idea of not. I looked up Niall and he gave me a reassuring smile and a nod. I took a huge breath before taking his hand and having him lead me inside.

I stepped into the room all eyes I've missed so much just stared at me,except Liam and Avia's. I'm sure they were shocked,so was I. I first met eyes with Monique and the water works began. She quickly stood up as fast as her pregnant self could and enveloped me in a hug. 

"I fucking missed you,"she said while sniffling. 

I got bone crushing hugs from everyone. We were gathered in a weird huddle when we heard the door open. Harry was blocking my view so I couldn't quite see who it was. 

"What are you guys doing?"I hear Liam's voice half laugh. My heart skipped a beat and my breathing became heavier. Harry looked at me as if to ask if he could move so Liam could see me. I just nodded and he stepped to the side. 

Liam's eyes met mine and they became wide. Avia was positioned on his hip and her head was rested on his shoulder and eyes closed. I didn't even think. I just walked up to him and threw my arms around his neck and buried my head in the crook of his neck, place a missed very much. His arm instantly wrapped around my waist pulling me closer to him. I heard everyone else quietly leave the room. I slowly pulled away. 

"I can't believe it," Liam sighed while studying me,"you haven't changed that much. Except for this,"he said while reaching to tuck a piece of my hair behind my ear,"and this,"he said while tracing the tattoo I got a few days ago  on the inside of my forearm. I just nodded while looking at his finger against my inked skin. 

Liam took my hand and lead me over the the couch. Avia was still asleep on his shoulder. I couldn't help but stare at her. Her black hair that use to match mine was slowing in soft waves a little past her head. 

"She misses you,"Liam said as he noticed my stare.

"I don't think she even remembers me," I said while tucking one leg under the other.

"No she does. Every time I would show her pictures of you or you and her or us she would always grab the picture and smile while touching you,"Liam explains while shifting her a little,"here,hold her."Liam insisted while handing her to me.

I softly grabbed her little frame and cradled her to my chest and her head rested on my shoulder. I closed my eyes and kissed the top of her head inhaling her scent. My baby was finally back to me. I was unbelievable  how much I missed Avia. I would stay up all night most nights just scrolling through all the pictures I had of her. I never thought I would be able to see my daughter again but as I held her close I knew I could never leaver her again. I opened my eyes and Liam was just gazing at us.

"Now we can go back,"Liam smiled.

"Back to what?"I asked.

"To the way we were before that night last year. A family,"Liam pointed out while smiling at me. 

I looked down and bit my lip,"Liam,"I began to say while back at his hopeful eyes,"I'm...um...with someone." 

You would have thought the words I said were a bullet that just went straight to his heart. His eyes went to sad and he smile slowly faded away. I looked down ashamed.

"Oh,"was the only thing he said before getting up and slowly walking out the door.

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