Tell me those three words. (Sequel to those three little words)

It's been 5 years since the day Lani and Lexi left the boys in their London home. She's a totally different women now. She's in a stable relationship, Lexi's now 5, getting ready to go to school. She has a stable job at a radio station. But what happens when she has to interview the boys. Will they recognise her? Will they ignore her? Will they beg her to come back? Or will she deny who she is..


17. Two deaths and forgetting me.

Lani's P.O.V

Once again we were in hospital. This whole situation suddenly got 10x worse. It felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. It felt like my world was falling apart right in front of my eyes and i could do absolutely nothing about it. Lexi was staying with a friend of Gemma's while we were all at the hospital, i didn't want Lexi to see this. We were all sat in the waiting room like we had been doing for the past 48 hours. Harry hasn't been in a fit enough state for us to be able to go in and see him. I hadn't spoken to anyone the whole time we had been here. I hadn't slept, or eaten. I've lived off of Energy drinks and coffee. I was sat next to Zayn with my head resting on his shoulder, and his arm around me. Next to me was Shan, then Liam, then Niall, Ella. Then the other side of Zayn was Perrie, then El then Louis. Everyone but me was asleep. Then the nurse walked in and my head shot up and my eyes widened. 

"Miss Salisbury?" She asked, i just nodded, unable to speak. 

"Harry has been in and out of consciousness all day. From what he has told us, he hast lost the past two years of his memory. He's suffered an extremely serious head injury, and he's lucky to be alive miss" she said before walking out the room. This means he won't remember me coming back and him meeting Lexi. Tears started to fall from my eyes and i felt like i was going to be sick. My head started pounding and then i was sick, i couldn't stop, my tears were falling more violently, the pounding in my head got worse and then i felt someone hold my hair back and start rubbing my back. I eventually stopped being sick and dropped to the floor sobbing. Someone picked me up and held me in their lap. I looked up and saw Zayn, holding me. He looked worried, scared, hurt, and upset. I looked around and saw that everyone else was now awake. 

"Sorry if i woke you up" i said, my voice barely audible. I hadn't spoken for three days and it felt weird. Everyone just nodded and smiled sympathetically at me. I snuggled my head into Zayn's chest and tried getting some sleep, until the door opened. 

"Harry's awake if you want to go and see him, only two at a time though" The nurse said. I jumped up and Zayn followed me closely behind. When we entered his room he looked confused when he saw me.

"Zayn, who's this?" He asked. My heart just broke. I couldn't stay in there. I ran out of the room, through the corridors and out the first exit i came across. I felt weak again, my knees gave way and i was being sick again. I hated this. I needed Harry to remember who i was. I needed him. He couldn't leave me. Me and Lexi both needed him in our lives. When i eventually felt stable again, i walked back to the tour bus. I hadn't been here since Perrie had told us all about Harry.


"Guys you need to see this.." Perrie yelled running into the lounge.

"What?" we all said in unison.

"It's Harry.." We all gestured her to carry on.

"okay, he was seen leaving a nightclub with another girl, apparently, there was a short cut to this girls house which was over a rail way. Harry refused to go with her when they reached the rail way, so the girl stood in the middle of the track, when a train was coming. Harry jumped into her to save her. She died instantly, and Harry's in hospital with her condition unknown" 

*end of flashback* 

I sighed and plopped myself on the sofa. My head was still pounding. I walked into the bathroom and locked the door. I undressed myself then stepped into the shower. It was peaceful and relaxing until i felt like i needed to be sick again. I jumped out of the shower and crouched down infront of the toilet, and brought everything back up. Before i collapsed on the floor, sobbing and feeling weak. 

Harry's P.O.V

I felt bad. Zayn explained everything to me, i felt like i should love her, but there was just no feelings there for her. And i'm not sure i ever will feel anything. The nurse had come in and told me i wouldn't be able to leave for another three or four days. The only thing i wanted to do right now was see and meet Lexi, i couldn't remember her at all. Zayn had just left and Louis and Eleanor were here now. I still had to meet Niall and Liams, new girlfriends, Ella and Shan.

Zayn's P.O.V

I felt so sorry for Lani. Harry had no feelings for her, she had a daughter and she had gone through a hell of a lot of shit for us. She wasn't answering her phone and i was starting to get worried about her. I know she's probably fine but she could do anything. 

Lani's P.O.V

I was just lay on the bathroom floor singing. Every so often my phone would vibrate but i just ignored it.

Please, dont leave me, oh

Please, dont leave me, (dont leave me)

I always say how i don't need you but its always going to come right back to this

please, dont leave me

I sung as loud as i could before my phone started ringing again. I looked at the caller I.D and saw t was the man i never got on with, and haven't spoken to for 8 years.. My dad. I answered immediatley, it must be important. 

"Dad?!" i said shocked.

"Hello darling" ugh

"Why are you phoning me?" i snapped.

"It's your mum, she's, she's died" 

I dropped my phone and screamed at the top of my lungs. This cannot be happening.

Zayn's P.O.V

Me and Louis came back to the bus to see if Lani was here, as soon as we stepped in we heard a loud scream from the bathroom. Me and Louis shared a look before running to the bathroom, but the door was locked. I rested my head against the door and heard sobbing.

"Lani, it's Zayn and Louis, let us in" i called calmly. The door unlocked and Lani was lay on the floor with a towel wrapped round her sobbing. The room smelt terrible and i could tell she had been sick. I tried picking her up but she swatted my hands away.

"Lani, what's wr-" she cut me off.

"WHAT'S WRONG?! MY OWN FUCKING BOYFRIEND DOESN'T REMEMBER ME OR HIS DAUGHTER, WHO IS FUCKING FIVE NEXT WEEK AND I HAVE JACK SHIT TO GIVE TO HER, MY DICKHEAD DAD WHO I HAVENT SPOKE TO FOR 8 YEARS JUST PHONED ME AND TOLD ME MY MUM WAS FUCKING DEAD AND GONE. NOW ASK ME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG" She yelled. I didn't know what to say. She was lay sobbing at our feet and we did nothing. I knelt down beside her and pulled her in for a hug, while Louis went and phoned Liam to let him know what was happening, i felt so sorry for her.

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