Tell me those three words. (Sequel to those three little words)

It's been 5 years since the day Lani and Lexi left the boys in their London home. She's a totally different women now. She's in a stable relationship, Lexi's now 5, getting ready to go to school. She has a stable job at a radio station. But what happens when she has to interview the boys. Will they recognise her? Will they ignore her? Will they beg her to come back? Or will she deny who she is..


25. Strong

Lani's P.O.V 

All around me was black. I could hear all the boys voices, but i couldn't move or speak. My head felt heavy and my body ached. After what seemed like forever i managed to open my eyes. I sat up and saw everyone sat or lay on their bunks, awake. Harry was facing the wall so i wasn't sure about him. I stood up and walked into the kitchen, i needed some food. 

"Lani.." i heard someone call my name. I turned around and saw Zayn. I sent him a reassuring smile and turned back around to face the fridge.

"Are you okay?" he asked. I sighed. Zayn was always there for me. No matter what. I turned around to face him and lowered my head.

"I just don't know what to do anymore.. i really don't" He walked towards me and embraced me in a big hug. 

"It'll be fine Lani. Harry has no right to be mad at you, it's not your fault"

"It is though! I knew exactly what was happening the minute i stepped through that door, i just didn't expect it to get that bad!" I half yelled. He kissed the top of my head, and we just stood there.

"I'm gonna go get some sleep, my head hurts, i'll see you later" 

I walked into the bedroom and saw everyone was still lay there. Harry's curtain was across, so i guess he was asleep, or just wanted to be alone. I got into my bunk and pulled the curtain across. I just lay there. Staring at the bunk above me, eventually falling asleep. 

When i woke up, the bus was quiet, too quiet. I got out of my bunk and noticed everyone was out of bed. I walked into the lounge and saw a note on the sofa.


gone to rehearsals, Lexi's with us, well, Lou, she's going to be here. Girls are aswell

See you later,

Zayn x  

I put the note in the bin and sat on the sofa. I need to be strong now. For Lexi. I've done too much crying, i've had enough of feeling weak. I wasn't going to let this get to me. Harry needs to know what he's missing. I decided i was going to go shopping for the day, nothing wrong with treating myself. I stepped outside the bus and the cold air hit me quickly. I walked back inside and started to search through what i could wear. I looked in the mirror and saw my blonde roots coming through. May aswell die it back blonde. Who cares. I decided to wear my Teenage Runaway jumper, slightly baggy jeans, and some white Dr Martens. I left my hair wavy, and added my usual makeup. Once i was ready, i grabbed my purse and phone,and stuffed them in my bag. I walked out of the bus, and as soon as i turned the corner, there was screaming fans and paps everywhere. I groaned and carried on walking. 

"LANI" someone screamed my name. I turned round and saw Zayn, that'll explain all the fans and paps.

"WHAT!" i yelled, starting to walk again.


"OUT!" I yelled back. He shouted nothing after that.


I had quite a good day shopping on my own. A few fans approached me asking for a photo, which i happily agreed to. I've had my hair done blonde, and i've bought alot of new clothes for me and Lexi. I got this kids number as well, called Adam. There was no where else for him to sit in this cafe' we were in so he sat opposite me. He's a really nice boy. I was making my way back to the bus now. I was going to be strong. And i was going to completely blank Harry, unless it concerned Lexi. She's not going to get stuck in the middle of this, no way. I turned the corner and was greeted by more paps and fans. I ignored all the things they were shouting at me, and only listened to the positive one. As i was about to open the bus door, i just felt like turning around and sticking both fingers at them, so i did. Honestly, i'd never seen so many camera flashes in my life. I'll be on the news for that tomorrow, that's for sure. I started laughing and walked into the bus. Still laughing. I shut the door behind me and looked at everyone, who were all staring at me with weird looks, probably to why i was laughing so much, I just shook my head and walked into the bedroom, laying out all my bags on my bunk. I pulled out my phone and decided to text Adam. 

To: Adam

just actually stuck both fingers up at paps, sooo funny!! 

From: Adam

ooo badass over there! hahaha, fefe

To: Adam

I've honestly never seen so many camera flashes in my life,oh my dear god hahah

From: Adam

youll be all over the news tomorrow, my cameras gonna be at the ready, twitter ;) 

To: Adam

hahah! please do! anyway gotta go, speak later! 

I put my phone back in my pocket, only for it to vibrate again, i pulled it back out and saw i had a mention on twitter. 

'@adzzzz_ @lanisalis badass over there! hahah oh my god' 

i started laughing, i retweeted it, and replied.

'@lanisalis @adzzzz_ cant wait to see the news tomorrow, hahah!' 

I heard someone come into the room, but i just carried on going through tweets.

"Who's 'adz'?" Harry. 

"my friend" i smiled, before focusing back on my phone now.

"Is this what its going to be like now?" he asked. I sighed putting my phone back into my pocket and turning to face him.

"Like what exactly?" 

"This-" he gestured to both of us before continuing.

"You going out with a different bloke everyday, us not talking" 

"well for starters, i didn't know adam until today, and i was originally on my own, plus, who made decision Harry? Not me" i snapped. 

"I thought we could still be close" he whispered looking down. 

"Well snap back to reality Harry, we can't, us being friends isn't going to work, face it!" i walked out of the bedroom and sat down next to Zayn on the sofa. 

"You alright?" he asked, i nodded and started rubbing my temples, closing my eyes. 

"Your hair looks nice by the way" he said, starting to play with a strand of it. 

"Atleast someone noticed" i said resting my head on Zayn's shoulder. I'm so glad i've got Zayn, he's like my brother. He's always there for me no matter what and i love him for that. Harry walked out of the bedroom and into the lounge.

"We've got rehearsals" he said simply, walking out of the bus. I sighed and moved away from Zayn. He got up and so did the rest of the boys. I slouched back on the sofa, and closed my eyes, hoping to get some decent sleep. 


Sorry for the crappy chapter, i've got really bad writers block.

I'll update as soon as i can :)) 

Thankyou to everyone whos read/commented/liked/fav

If you have any other ideas for the story, kik me, taralouise98





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