Let love decide

Jane never expected something excited would happend to her. She just moved to London and wanted to forget her past. But one day she meet Harry Styles and then the rest of One Direction and thats where exciting things start.
But what happens when love destroys everything?


6. Chapter 6 - Mixed feelings


Mixed feelings


I laid in my bed and can't stop crying. I felt worthless. I... was worthless.

I like Harry. Like a lot. But i also like Zayn. But instead of sleeping in Harrys arm i went to Zayn and.. grr! I meand whats wrong with me?! I rolled over onto my stomach and try to stop sobbing.

Until this point it wasn't that wrong, i mean Harry and me.. we aren't a thing... are we?!

And Zayn that bastard has to have girlfriend and he didn't even mentioned that!?

I start to cry again. Why? Why did that happen to me?! Why had Harry just kissed me and then we could be lovely-dovey you know? No, that would be for easy for your life.

Suddenly my phone rings and i looked at it. Unknown.


"Hey, here is Harry", a deep voice said.

"What the fuck Harry?", i asked shocked.

"Have you been crying?"


"Don't lie to me.. Whats wrong?", he asked suddenly really interested.

"Just nothing. Leave it Styles..", i answered and wanted to end the calling.

"Okay, i'm coming!"

"Wait, you ca-" He already hung up and i stared in shock at my phone. Oh no. Oh no!

Okay, my life hates me. I looked like shit and my flat is a mess, i meand i just finished upacking and everthing was.. a mess. Shit one detection! Shit boyband!

I jumped off my couch and started to tidy up a little. I made a ponytail out of my hair and cleaned my face of the mascara. I hadn't the time to fresh my make up when the doorball rangs.

I growled and opened the door. Harry stood there with a bar of strawberry chocolate.

"Heya", he greeted me.

I silently let him in and went into the living room. He let himself fell down onto the couch and give me confused look.

"I brought you chocolate", he mentioned.

"I see", i tried to be distant. I mean i don't know how to act.

"Do you want something to drink?", i asked and tried to be a bit friendly.

"Nope. Come here", he ordered. I slowly sttod up and let myself fall next to him.

He wrapped his warm hand around me and i felt my cold body heat up.

"Please tell me what i have done?", he asked, his hot breath in my ear.

I looked up at him and try to answer but i can't breath when he is that near. He just looked into my eyes and his green eyes really looked sorry. Like i hurt him. 

"I'm just.. confused and hurt...", i whispered. I can't tell him the truth. I mean it didn't mean something at all. This was a thing between me and Zayn.

"About what?"

"Harry, please could we drop this subject?", I wanted to know and hold back my tears.

He looked into my eyes and narrowed them.

"You know i like you..", he suddenly meant. I shook my head in confusion.

I looked up to him again and he just sigh.

"Why is this so complicated with you?", he murmured and scratched his head.

I laid my head at his chest and sighed. "I don't know"

"For annything i did, I'm sorry", he apologize. I looked up at him and wanted to protest but he just put his inedex finger onto my lips and came close. I stared into his green eyes and could feel his breath tickiling me.

"I know, you want to drop these subject. Do you want to go out tonight?"

My eyes got big and i just nod.



The music was loud andI  just can't believe i was here. In a club in London. Harry brought me here and i just can't remember how he persuade me to come. The other boys were here too but i barely saw them. And i'm happy about that. Harry tried his best to make me smile the whole day. I don't want to ruin my good mood. I wear a tight black jeans and a nice top with the skyline off newyork on. My curls lay over my shoulders and i have my black heels on. Harry commended my look with a 'sexy' and i blushed.

Suddenly he grabbed my hand and brought me to the dancefloor. He put his hands on my waist and i stop to breath for a moment. I put my arms around his neck and he held me tight to his body when we start to dance.

It was just awsome and i start to laugh. I hadn't got so much fun for a long time.

I turned around in his arms and start to shake my hips to the sound. I felt his hot breath in my ear and only want to feel his lips at my neck but he didn't do me this favor.

We danced like this for a while when he suddenly grabbed my hand and went off the dancefloor.

"I get some drinks, just stay at our table", he shouted and i barely understood him. I nod and set myself next to Liam who was busy with his phone. I greeted him but he just ignore me.

I felt awkard because we were the only one here. I waited quite a while but Harry didn't return and i felt annoyed.

I looked at my phone and recognized he didn't return for already 19 miniutes. I started to made my way up to the bar. I can't see good and start to worry. But suddenly i saw curly brown hair and then realised it was Harry. I smiled and wanted to go to him. I froze in spot when i saw her. A blond, good looking girl with a gorgeous smile. She just seemed like a really hot girl. She leaned in and kissed his cheek. He blushed slightly and laughed. Her hand made their way up his pants and i can't stand looking at them.

The tears shot up my face. I turned on my heels and only want to run out of the club.



I was already at the street when i crashed into somebody. I felt myself falling when two strong arms get hold of mine. I looked up and saw Liam starring at me. Oh hell no. I definetly don't need another of these boys!

"Hey Jane", he greeted me.

"Hey, Liam", i sobbed and looked down at the ground.

"Whats up Jane?", he asked and gave me a confused look.

"I don't know.. I just was about to run and i'm just tierd...", i stuttered. My hands became fists and i feel the tears start to stream down my face.

"Can i help you? Do you want to talk about it", he asked. I nod hard and he gave me hug. A taxi came and drove us to the house of the boys.

We went into the house and got into his room. I sat down onto his bed and he left the room.

When he returned he gave me a cup of tea and sat infront of me down.

"So whats up love?", he asked.

I looked up and suddenly everthing came up. I started to tell him nearly everthing. About Harry, about Zayn. That i felt like slut and i just want to hit Zayn and that i am so confused about everything. That the only thing that really bothers me is Perrie cause i don't want to destroy everything. Of course i didn't mentioned that moaning thing, just that we kissed and a little bit more...

He just sat there and let me talk. At the end i sat there and looked down at the bed.

"You're not a slut! I mean, that was just shit but thats how things go. Me and my girfriend just broke up today and you see thats shit but thats life", he answered, "You're really cute and just dammn beautiful!"

I gave him a confused look and then smile.

"I'm sorry Liam."

"You don't have to be. Sometimes it just need a break", he mentioned but i saw the pain in his eyes.

I put my empty cup at his nightstand and fiddeld with my hands.

"Do you want to sleep here?", he asked.

"I don't know..", i start to protest but he just smiled and nod.

He hand me over a boxer and a t-shirt and i wrapped my arms around him and gave him a hug.

"Thank you Liam", i thanked. I looked up into his brwon eyes and smiled wide. I like how i feel around him. He made me feel safe.

"You don't have to thank me..", he stuttered and blushed. I looked at his pink lips and start to breath heavy. His eyes turned dark. He came near and brushed his lips against mine. I feel his hot breath and close my eyes. He didn't kissed me. He just touched them.

His hands made their way up to my bum and squeeze it. I moan slightly and then he crushed his lips down.

I moaned and open my mouth for him. He smiled and i jumped onto him. I bite down his bottom lip and he moaned. His tongues made his way in my mouth. He laid me down onto the bed when we suddenly heard footsteps.





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