I Don't Fall In Love

It was May. I was home from my sophomore year of college and I was jobless and bored as hell. I was job surfing when I stumbled across a hair styling assistant job for One Direction when they were going on their tour in North America. What the fuck. Might as well apply.


8. One Month

Tess's POV

This is why. This is exactly why I never should have that curled-haired, green-eyed celebrity even try to break down my walls. I think I was mostly hurt because he lied when he told me he wasn't going anywhere,no matter how hard I pushed. Bull-fucking-shit.I knew he wouldn't understand when I brought up Luke, no one ever really does. I slammed my door and sunk down in tears. I checked my phone, it was only 9am. I walked to my bed and buried my face in the pillows and let out a huge scream in frustration. Just then I received a text.


Good morning love! Just a reminder that we are all (the boys and crew) to take a tour of the city today via bus. The tours at 12 so meet in the lobby at around 11:45.


I groaned and rolled to my side and quickly fell asleep. 

Harry's POV

I stormed back into Liam's room. I slammed the door shut that jolted all the boys up. 

"What the hell Harry?!" Niall yelled while rubbing his eyes.

I just ignored him and paced across the room, running my hand through my curls hasitly. 

"What's wrong Haz, where's Tess?"Liam asked looking around. I just shrugged. 

"Stop pacing, mate you're making me dizzy. Just stay still and tell us what happened,"Louis said calmly to me. 

I stopped and faced them and told them everything. 

"You didn't let her explain?"Zayn questioned. I just sighed and shook my head.

"I didn't want to hear it, it was probably some bullshit excuse," I rolled my eyes. 

"Come on Harry, you should have let her-" Liam began to say but I just cut him off.

"Who's side are you on guys? She obliviously was playing me,"I yelled and just walked back to my room. 

Tess's POV

I sighed as I looked in the mirror. My eyes were horribly red and puffy from just crying for hours, not even the make up could hide it. I wore a simple pair of jean shorts and a tight fitting white vneck and black and white vans. This tour was going to just be the cherry on top of my perfect day. I quickly tied my hair in a high pony tail and slipped on a black elastic hair band and took the dreaded walk to the lobby. 

Everyone was all ready gather around and chatting amongst them selves. As I walked closer I stopped hair. Son of bitch we're matching. He had on jeans, a white v neck,a and black and white van. Fantastic. Lux came wobbling up to me and I cheerfully lifter her up and tossed her in the hair. 

"Hello, princess,"I cooed to her while kissing her nose. She giggled hid her face in the crook of my neck. 

"You allright love,"Lou asked, eyeing me suspiciously. 

"Yeah,I'm fine,"I answered while giving her my best fake smile. 

"Nice try, what's wrong," Lou asked while crossing her arms. 

I just shrugged,"I don't really want to talk about it right now,"I sighed while looking over at Harry. Her eyes met my gaze and she just nodded. 

"Do you want me to take her?" Lou asked nodding at Lux.

I shook my head,"no,it's okay. She's the only thing really keeping me happy right now." 

Lou gave me a sympathetic smile and rubbed my back,"okay,love." 

I sighed and let Lux play with my bracelets, smiling down at her.

"Okay everyone, time to goooo!" Louis sang enthusiastically. 

We all made our way outside, security guards in tow. The fans all kept a good enough distance and didn't bother the boys while our tour guide was explaining and pointed out everything. Harry kept as far away from me as humanly possible. 

"Are you okay?" Liam asked quietly to me as he reached over and tickled Lux under her chin.

"I guess,"I sighed while looking at him,"did he tell you?" 

He nodded,"yeah but we all thought he should at least have asked for your side of the story. It's only fair. If you don't mind me asking, what is your side of the story?"

"Trust me, it's not the kind of story you tell while touring the streets of Mexico,"I shake my head and look down. 

"Okay love. Just know were all here for you,"Liam smiled and quickly kissed my cheek.

"Thanks,Li,"I smiled at him and he nodded, catching back up with Niall. 

After the tour we all decided to grab an early dinner at this restaurant to stop Niall from complaining how he was going to die of hunger. Some how I got positioned right across from Harry. Of fucking course! I mostly just talked to Liam who was sitting next to me. I started cracking up at a story Liam told me and Harry interjected.

"Careful Liam,"Harry barked,"she'll just make you like you but Luke's is still in the picture so don't get too attached. His angry green eyes burned into mine. 

That made everyone on our side of the table freeze and look at us. Anger was boiling in me and I just went off.

"Seriously Harry,"I shouted at him,"no Luke is no longer in the picture and would you like to know why?!" 

He just gave me this smug look, crossed his arms, and leaned back in his car,"shoot."

"Because he died last month,Harry!,"I yelled at him with tears welling in my eyes, "we were driving back to my house, a big rig hit us, we flew off the bridge into the water, he saved me, I barely survived, and he died!" 

Everyone was completely silent and Harry's eyes were now oozing with quilt. I quickly stood and walked to the exit.

"Way to fucking go Harry," I heard Niall yell at him. 

The hotel was only one block away so I didn't have to go too far with these tears streaming down my face. I got to my room at slammed my door shut, again, and just collapsed on the floor. Every single memory from that night came flooding back. 

Luke was this amazing and perfect guy. He was 6'5, blonde hair,blue eyes and loved the absolute fuck out of me. We've been dating for 2 whole years and we were driving back from a date we had were he'd given me a promise ring. I was being an idiot and trying to be sexy by kissing his neck while he was driving. It all happened so fast. I saw this blinding lights coming straight towards us. Luke quickly undid my seat belt and rolled down my window before we even flew over and hit the water. When the car was completely submerged in water I looked at Luke and he pointed to the window signaling me to swim out of it. I tired to help him out but his arm was stuck between the seat the his car door. I tried frantically to get it loose but I was running out of air and Luke knew it. He grabbed my arm and looked dead in the eye and shook his head. I pressed my lips to his one last time,knowing it would probably be the last and swam out of the window.

I was going to marry that boy, I knew I was. I blame myself every single fucking day for killing him and that kills me. Fuck Harry. Fuck him for being such damn douche bag tonight. Just then there was a knock at my door.

"Tess,please, let me in,"said the voice I never wanted to hear from again. 

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