My Rock

Louis Tomlinson is a senior in college. He’s popular, outgoing, and always willing to help anyone in need. Harry Styles is an introverted sophomore who receives constant harassment and bullying because of who he is. He doesn’t fit in, he’s shy, has no friends, and no real family to confide in; the fact that he’s gay doesn’t help matters. He’s just a blip on everyone’s radar, floating by, but a punching bag to those who loved reminding him how much of a loser he really was. When Harry was hospitalized months before for a suicide attempt, Louis was assigned to him through the Big Brother program. Will Louis be able to help Harry? Will Harry be able to let Louis in?

A/N: This is my fist fic. I give it a trigger warning because it deals with self harm and suicide attempts and thoughts… there is no actual death


14. Study Time

A/N: this  chapter contains smut

The room was completely quiet when Louis walked in. The only thing that could be heard was the sound of the heart monitor and the clicking of the IV drip. Louis dropped to his knees at the sight of Harry, tubes and wires hooked up everywhere. He was instantly in tears again.

                Louis picked himself up and walked over to Harry’s bedside. “I’m sorry love, I should have been there to protect” Louis whispered as he stroked Harry’s head. All Louis could think was how fragile Harry looked at the moment. He was so pale, so weak, like a single touch would break him. Louis knew that Harry was broken mentally, but now he was broken physically too, and all he could do was blame himself for not being there.

                Louis heard a soft knock on the door. He froze for a moment until he saw a familiar figure walk in the room. The person was tall, lanky, with dark black hair and amber eyes. It took Louis a minute to register who it was standing there in the door. The second he realized who it was he lunged forward pinning the familiar boy against the door.

                “What the fuck are you doing here Zack?! It is your fault that he is here. You need to get out now!”

                Zack threw his hands up in a sign of surrender. “I came to check on him, make sure he was okay. I didn’t mean to hurt him this bad.”

                “Well, you sure as hell didn’t care if he was okay when he was laying there lifeless on the floor, now did you” Louis spat.

                “I was scared okay. I was scared I killed him, okay. That is why I ran.”

                “Well, he is not okay; he is hooked up to machines fighting for his life. He still is unconscious because you kicked the hell out of his skull, which is something I would do to you if I didn’t have my boyfriend to worry about. So you can leave before I change my mind”

                A small groan echoes through the room. Both boys whip their heads around to see Harry’s eyes flutter open.

                Louis runs over to Harry’s side again. “Baby?”

                Another groan escaped Harry’s lips.

                Louis placed a small kiss to Harry’s forehead. “Its okay baby don’t talk. I’m here.”

                Zack walked over to the side of Harry’s bed. The second that Harry saw Zack his heart started to race, which was reciprocated by a loud beeping of the heart monitor. Louis could see the fear that was expressed in Harry’s eyes. “You need to leave, as you can see he is alive, so you can now leave us the hell alone.”

                Zack nodded and left.

                Harry looked at Louis with such love in his eyes. He was never so happy to him. But that happiness quickly faded when Anne walked into the room. Louis suddenly remembered what Harry had previously told him about his mum. She was extremely against the idea of Harry being gay, let alone having a boyfriend.

                Harry flashed a concerned look at Louis. Louis knew what he was concerned about, so excused himself. “Well mate, I will see you later.”

                “And who are you?” Anne asked.

                “I’m Louis Tomlinson, a friend of Harry’s.”

                “My son doesn’t have any friends, hence why he is here.”

                “Well, I can assure ma’am that I am his friend. Now if you excuse me, I must get home.”

                Anne was skeptical of whom Louis truly was, but she left it alone. A couple of days had passed. Harry had officially been in the hospital for a week and was now able to go home. Louis was there every day. He even stayed the night a couple of nights. Over those past couple of nights Harry and Louis grew extremely close. They got to know each other on a whole new level.

                Because Harry missed so much school Louis volunteered to help him catch up and bring him his assignments. By the time Louis had reached Harry’s house that afternoon, he was already home.  Anne had switched shifts so she could bring Harry home from the hospital. This excited both Louis and Harry because they were actually going to get some alone time without the interruptions of nurses and or doctors.

                Louis knocked on the door and waited. A few minutes later, Harry opened the door in nothing but a pair of boxers. Louis couldn’t help but smile. He couldn’t help but admire how beautiful his boyfriend looked almost naked, which in turned made him think what he would look like completely naked. That thought was all it took. It was all Louis could now think of.

                Harry led Louis upstairs to his room to get started on his work. Louis sat down in the bed next to Harry.

                “So, umm what do you want to do first?” Harry asked.

                “You” Louis laughed half jokingly.

                A smile spread across Harry’s face. “I was thinking more of school work.”

                “We can do your math; I tend to do well in math.”

                Harry nodded and grabbed his math book and spread it out his bed. “Okay, I guess we are doing derivatives, which I know nothing about.”

                Louis chuckled and grabbed a piece of paper and worked through some examples. Harry was doing everything put paying attention. The thought of what Louis merely suggested was going through his head. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of Louis. He was scanning his whole body, from the way that his t-shirt hugged his body, to the way his pants fight tightly around his bum and his seemingly growing bulge. God Harry’s eyes couldn’t trail off of Louis. All he wanted to do was devour Louis.

                He couldn’t take it anymore. He turned and pounced on top of Louis, ramming his tongue down Louis’s throat. Louis was taken by surprise and almost fought it at first but gave in. Harry continued to deeply kiss Louis as his hands skimmed over Louis’s torso and under his shirt. Louis took this as a hint to go forward. He reached up and tore Harry’s shirt over his head, flipping him over and kissing his neck and down to his waist line. He slowly licked up grazing of Harry’s nipple making him let out a soft seduceful moan.

 Just the sound of Harry’s moans drove him crazy. He quickly straddled Harry, removing his own shirt before kissing him again. He let his hands wander south and slip beneath the waistband of Harry’s boxers. Louis began to palm him; letting is thumb graze over Harry’s head. Harry let out another moan.

Louis could feel how hard Harry was for him which in turn made him grow harder. He was becoming restricted in his own jeans. He quickly stood up and freed himself, letting his jeans and boxers fall to the floor.

He stood at the end of Harry’s bed, leaned over and yanked Harry’s boxers down and tossed them to the side of the room. Harry gasped at the sudden rush of cold air. Louis couldn’t help but chuckle when Harry jumped. He was just too cute.

Louis climbed back on top of Harry placing small kisses and love bites all the way from his neck to his gorgeous v line. Harry bucked and moaned at each kiss and bite. Louis took this as a sign to go further. He kissed all the way down to Harry’s length, taking the tip in his mouth and alternating between sucking gently and flicking it with his tongue.

Harry grabbed Louis’s hair pushing him further on to his length. Louis almost gagged as Harry bucked against the back of his throat. Louis began to bob his head up and down until he could feel Harry twitch against his tongue. He knew that Harry was close. Louis smiled and licked the underside and let out a moan as he took Harry back into his mouth. The moan vibrated against Harry making him release into Louis’s mouth. Louis swallowed hard and came up to give Harry a kiss.

“Love you babe” Harry whispered into Louis’s ear.

“Love you too.”

“WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST WALK IN ON!” Anne shouted from the doorway of Harry’s room.

Both Louis and Harry looked up to see Anne standing there with her arms crossed, looking more and more pissed off. Louis would have gotten up to leave, but his clothes were on the other side of the room.

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