My Rock

Louis Tomlinson is a senior in college. He’s popular, outgoing, and always willing to help anyone in need. Harry Styles is an introverted sophomore who receives constant harassment and bullying because of who he is. He doesn’t fit in, he’s shy, has no friends, and no real family to confide in; the fact that he’s gay doesn’t help matters. He’s just a blip on everyone’s radar, floating by, but a punching bag to those who loved reminding him how much of a loser he really was. When Harry was hospitalized months before for a suicide attempt, Louis was assigned to him through the Big Brother program. Will Louis be able to help Harry? Will Harry be able to let Louis in?

A/N: This is my fist fic. I give it a trigger warning because it deals with self harm and suicide attempts and thoughts… there is no actual death


16. Christmas Time

    A/N: Smut in this chapter!            


                 Harry and Louis had been living with each other for a couple of months now. They never thought they could be any happier. Harry had even stopped self harming. Things were going perfect. It was fast approaching Christmas and the boys were on their school holiday.

                “Hey babe” Harry called from the kitchen.


                “Umm, what do you want to do for Christmas?”

                “I don’t know, I haven’t really done Christmas since I moved out on my own.”

                “Can we celebrate?”

                “Oh course” Louis replies, walking over and kissing Harry on the cheek. “Anything that makes you happy I am all for.”

                Harry smiles. “Can we go get a tree today?”

                “Yeah, that will be fun”

                Harry jumped up and down with glee. “I’m gonna go get my shoes”

                Louis laughed. “I guess we can go now”

                Harry turned and smiled at Louis before running into their bedroom and putting his shoes on. Harry returned with a jacket and a scarf for Louis. “Here babe, put this on. Your shoes are by the front door.” Louis just smiled. “We need to go now. Come on put it on” Harry insisted as he impatiently waited.

                “Haz, it is only nine in the morning. Nothing is going to happen if we leave a little later, they are just trees.”

                A brink of sadness spread across Harry’s face. He felt as someone just crushed his dreams, like he was just played a joke on. He didn’t realize it, but his lip started to quiver.


                “Yeah?” Harry said as he looked up slowly from the floor.

                “It’s just a tree”

                “It’s not though” Harry said as he walked over to the couch and sat down, placing his head in his hands. “It’s my favorite holiday. It is the only time my mum can forget that I am gay. It is the only time I get to see Gemma. It’s the only time I am ever truly happy. My family is all together and happy together. It’s like this time of year everything that is bad just kind of vanishes. It all starts off us going as a family to pick out the perfect tree. We go bright and early in the morning the day the tree farm opens so that we can get the perfect tree. The one with the biggest and fullest branches, one that is so heavy that we all three have to carry it in the house. So no Lou, it is not just a tree.”

                Louis slowly walked over and sat next to Harry on the couch. “Let’s go get that tree then babe. I want you to be happy. Maybe, you can even call Gem and see if she wants to meet us up there and help us pick out the perfect tree.”

                Harry’s face lit up. “Really?”

                “Yes really, now call Gemma.”

                Harry jumped up and ran to his room and called Gemma.


                The whole ride to the tree farm they sang Christmas carols and told each other about their favorite Christmas memories. When they arrived, Harry jumped out of the car and ran to the gate of the farm. Louis couldn’t help but smile at him. He really loved Harry and he would do anything to make him happy.

                “Lou come on!”

                “I’m coming. I need to just lock up.”

                When they finally got in, they walked through rows and rows of trees. Louis loved watching how Harry inspected every tree. He almost laughed every time he heard him criticize the branches or the height of each tree.

                “HEY YOU” a familiar voice called.

                Harry and Louis both looked around but saw no one.

                “HARRY EDWARD STYLES”

                “Oh my god. Who is calling me!?”

                A person jumped out from behind a tall tree and placed their hands over Harry’s eyes. “Guess who?”

                “OH MY GOD! GEM!” Harry pulled away fast and hugged his sister tight. “I have missed you.”

                “I have missed you to!”

                “Gem, this is Louis. He is my boyfriend”

                Gemma smiled before turning to Louis and giving him a hug. “Nice to meet you Louis.”

                “Same to you. I have heard so much about you.”

                Harry’s eyes grew wide. “That’s it! That’s the perfect tree. Gems, you were hiding behind my dream tree.” It was seven feet tall. Not one branch was broken or had a touch of brown in it. It was so full that the trunk couldn’t even be seen. Harry had to have it. Harry turned to Louis. “Babe, can we please get it please?”

                “Of course, but I don’t think my little car can hold that.”

                “I brought my truck. It will fit there” Gemma said.

                “Then let’s get it.”

                Harry smiled and jumped into Louis’s arms. “Thanks babe. Love you.”

                “Love you too”

                “You two are so cute it’s sickening.”

                “Oh hush, you are just jealous” Harry teased.

­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­                “There, in the corner, by the window” Harry instructed as Louis and Gemma brought the tree into the flat.

                “A little to the left, no a little to the right, no back a little”

                “This isn’t the lightest tree in the world” Gemma huffed.

                “It has to be perfect. Now move it to the left.”

                Gemma and Louis rolled their eyes and placed the tree down.


                “Good, because I wasn’t gonna move it again.”

                “Oh hush.”

                “I am gonna go and get the decorations out of the shed you two should catch up” Louis suggested.

                Harry walked to the kitchen and made him and Gemma some tea. “So, how is life at home with mum?”

                “I guess its ok. It is not the same without you there.”

                “She is the one who kicked me out Gem. I didn’t have a choice. She threw my things down the stairs.”

                “I know love; she called and told me afterwards. She was hysterical.”

                “I’m not gonna change Gem. I love Louis and nothing is gonna change that.”

                “I know.”

                There was an awkward silence before Harry broke it. “So do you want to join Louis and me for Christmas? I am gonna try to convince him to let us have a dinner. You know invite our family and friends.”

                “Of course love I would be happy to.”

                “You would be happy to do what?” Louis asked as he walked in through the back door.

                “I invited Gem over for Christmas dinner”

                “Oh, we are having a dinner?”

                “I meant to ask you earlier. Can we?”

                “Yeah, I guess.”

                Gemma looked at her phone and saw that she had five missed calls from Anne. “Hey Harry, I got to go, but I will see you next week for dinner.”

                “Alright Gems, I will see you later.”

                “Bye Gemma, it was nice to meet you.”

                “Same to you” Gemma said as she left.

                “Are you sure it is okay about the dinner? I know I forgot to ask and kinda just invited her without making sure it was okay with you. I mean it is your house. I should have asked. Please don’t be mad.”

                “Babe stop rambling, It is okay. I am not mad. It is perfectly okay with me. Do you mind if I invite some people too?”

                “Of course, invite whomever you want. It is your house.”

                “It is OUR house Haz. Now come on and help me unload these decorations.”

                Harry smiled and started working on a box. He pulled out the lights and strung them around the tree. He moved on to the next box and came across mistletoe. He hung it in the doorway and stood there looking at Louis waiting for him to take notice. “mmhmmm”


                Harry looked up at the mistletoe and smiled.

                Louis walked over and kissed Harry pushing him against the door frame. Harry smirked into the kiss.  

                “Mm Love you mm” Harry said as he pushed Louis against the opposite door frame. “You are the best”

                “Love you too, now shut up and kiss me again”

                Harry laughed kissing Louis again, letting his hand travel down, reaching for Louis’s member. Louis let out a slight moan. Harry smiled slipping his hand beneath Louis’s trousers, gripping him, feeling him grow achingly hard in his hand. Harry rubbed his thumb slowly and gently over Louis’s head. Louis flew his head backwards and moaned with intense pleasure. Harry smirked and backed away, going back to decorating.

                “Oh no you don’t” Louis barked. “You can’t just make me want you and back away. Tease”

                Harry sprawled a blanket out on the floor in front of the fireplace, sat down and patted the floor next to him. Louis’s eyes grew wide with desire as he walked slowly over to Harry, stripping off his clothes on the way. Harry smiled and removed his shirt. He couldn’t take his eyes off Louis. Every time he saw him, it was like the first time. He was fascinated at how beautiful he looked. His perfect arms, stomach, ass, and the way his dick stood hard against his stomach. “God you are beautiful” Harry said in amazement. He scooted forward on his knees, looking up at Louis, ghostly running his hands up and down Louis’s thighs. Just Harry’s touch made Louis moan.

Harry looked up and saw the dark blue in Louis’s eyes. He knew that look. It was the look of lust. Harry reached around, gripping Louis’s ass and licking the underside of his dick. Louis bucked with pleasure. Harry brought his hands back around slowly massaging him while taking Louis in his mouth, flicking his tongue around his head. Louis moaned out, throwing his head backwards. Harry pulled away making a popping sound.

Louis bent down hovering over Harry, pushing him downward nibbling gently on his neck. Harry moaned pulling Louis close to him. Louis continued to gently nibble on Harry's neck as he let his hands travel. They explored every inch of Harry’s long slender torso. Louis pulled away and started licking gently from Harry’s sternum down to his waist line, letting his tongue slide slightly beneath Harry’s pants. Harry bucked up as Louis tongue grazed slightly over his head, which was straining against his pants. Louis unbuttoned and pulled Harry’s pants off, making Harry moan out in relief, allowing his long member to spring out flat against his stomach.

“God I need you” Louis whispered. He sat up and reached into the side table drawer, grabbing the small bottle of lube and rubbing it on his fingers and himself.  Louis got behind Harry, placing soft kisses to his spine, making his way down before stopping at his hole, slightly licking before inserting his fingers. Harry winced at the sudden force before he relaxed; enjoying the way Louis worked his fingers. Before he knew it, he was bucking against Louis’s fingers, trying to get them to hit his prostate. “God Lou, just do it already”. Louis smiled, lining himself up with Harry before slowly inserting himself, giving Harry time to adjust. Louis moaned out at the feeling of how tight and warm Harry was. “Ready” Harry panted. Louis started to rock back and forth slowly allowing Harry to get used to him. “Dammit Lou just fuck me proper already” That was all Louis needed to hear. He pulled almost all the way out before slamming into him hard, making Harry scream his name as he grazed his prostate. “Fuck, damn, oh my god” Louis moaned out. Louis slightly bit into Harry’s shoulder as he felt his climax rising. Louis reached around Harry. Harry moaned out Louis’s names. That is all Louis needed to reach his end.

Louis panted as he slowly pulled out. Harry turned over and continued to pump himself. “No you don’t. I want to make you feel as good as you make me feel.” Louis slowly licked down Harry’s torso again before taking Harry into his mouth, flicking his tongue against Harry’s head. Harry moaned and bucked into Louis’s throat. Louis moaned, making it vibrate over Harry. Harry through his head back and released. Harry panted sitting up and facing Louis, before kissing him. “See I told you Christmas was my favorite holiday.”

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