it might sound weird but when im hurt physically and mentally i fade.... 16 years ago i was born but i didnt breath, i didnt cry, i didnt have a pulse. i was taken away from my parents, i was a still-born. just when everyone thought it was over 5 days later i came to life!


3. Not the only one

I'm not the only one who suffered from this, there's actually a whole world of us, when we fade we go somewhere, sometimes we go to the place where we were hurt but most times we were sent to this forest. The forest was dark and gloomy but there was something peaceful about it. In the forest was a lake, an ice cold lake, it had a few Lilly pads and some pond reed by the waters edge. There was also rocks big, rocks piled high it made a waterfall from the river above. The rocks had little pink flowers poking out. That was my favourite place to hide, behind the waterfall in the little cave, in that cave there was a bench carved out of the rocks with a heart carved into the back of it. I love that bench, I have no idea how long it has been there or who made it, all I know is that I love it! 

I remember one day I had got into a fight with my self and I punched a wall, I shattered my knuckles and cut my hand all over, I remember walking to the waterfall and stepping behind it, and there sat a boy, he was sat on the bench with his head in his hands. I sat next to him and he looked up, I could see the pain in his eyes, I was good at that, It was like I could just see right into peoples souls, see and feel their emotions. No words were needed, he just started talking. He told me how his name was Liam and how he was born dead like me and how he only has one kidney and how today august 29th was his birthday and he threw a sweet sixteen, how he invited a load of people and was really excited, but...no body showed up. I felt so sorry for him. I guess that his pain was a broken heart, broken because no one was there for him, broken because no one cared enough to show up, broken because no one loved him enough to have been there. We talked and talked and then he just faded away. I guess I made him happy enough to leave. That made he feel happy, but still I did not fade. I plunged my hand into the ice cold water the coldness pierced my skin but at the same time soothed it. It took enough pain away to make my fade. 

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