~ My High School's Story ~

This is my high school life story. I didn't knew I would find my love here. My mistakes.....


14. Janessa<3

Justin pov:

1 month past...


It had been 1 month since that dreadful day. I never actually had gotten over it. It just always comes right back after I push the memories away. And slowly, day by day it drifted. I miss Kristiana but I knew that she would never get back with me. However, when the time was drifting by, me and Vanessa relationship had gotten better and better. Sometimes I think that the only reason I'm still haven't suicide is because of Vanessa. She was always there for me, everyday this months. The boys; Edward, Austin and Josh also tried to make me feel better but it never work. I never felt better. It just hurt me. Even though this happen, in class I have to acts as if nothing had happen and I have to act normal to my "partner", Kristiana. It hurts me to look at her but I knew I must stay strong in front of her, it the only way I can't show my true weakness. I break down sometimes alone in the room when no one was around sobbing loudly. Sometimes I would get a knife out and tried to kill myself with it. But every times I did it, there was always someone stopping me. My friends always came back and saw what I was up to; they tried to stop me of course. And after about a week I stops trying to kill myself. Although all this bad things happened to me, there was something good that had happen recently. Vanessa confess her love to me, it was her love and care that I have gotten better this last few days. Sure, I still have feelings for Kristiana but if she chooses Niall, I have nothing to stop her.  If she can let me go that easy, I should let her go too. It the best for both of us, I guessed. We weren't meant to be. Kistiana is my heartbreaker, she makes my heart break. But I can never ever forget her.


There is a Homecoming Party coming soon and I can't wait to ask Vanessa to be my date. What if she doesn't accept? What if I get to nervous and can't ask her? What if she has someone else already? What if another guy already ask her? What if? I have thousands and thousands of questions going through my head right now. I feel so nervous, but I have to ask her. I have to be strong and I have to believe I can do it. So I got up and went to the garden where she would always go at this time of the day. And there she was beautifully sitting and reading her book. 


Vanessa pov:

I was sitting and reading my book “The Lost Hero" by Rick Riordan. I have already read this book but I would love to reread it. I know I'm weird but I don't care. I bravely confess my feelings to Justin a few days ago. I knew he still have feelings for Kristiana but I can't help it. I want to help him get better and get over her. I don't know why she would cheat on Justin and break his heart. He is nearly every women dream man. He is handsome, cute, funny, caring, outgoing, kind, etc... There is a homecoming party coming soon and I wanted him to ask me to be his date. But what if he asks Kristiana? What if he wasn't going? I have to stop daydreaming around. But I just can't stop myself thinking about this. Suddenly, I felt someone tapping me on the shoulder. Which cause me turn around, you wouldn't believe who it was. It was Justin!!! I was literally screaming inside but I didn't show it on the outside. He looked better recently and that was a good process. He wasn't going to start the conversation so I did. 


-Hey Justin, what are you doing here? -Vanessa

-I wanted to ask you something, if you don’t mind. -Justin

-Sure, I don't mind at all. What is it? -Vanessa

-Well, I wanted to ask you if you would like to be my da...te for the homecoming party? -Justin

-Really? OMG Justin of course I would be your date for the homecoming party. -Vanessa

-That great!!! Well I'll see you around Vanessa. Can't wait for the party! -Justin (winked)


And with that he walked back to his room. When I heard he wanted me to be his date, I was S-H-O-C-K-E-D. I can't believe it! It was like a dream come true for me going to the homecoming party with Justin Bieber!!! He was so cute when he was nervous. I was feeling butterfly in my stomach, this got to be one of the best day ever! :)




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