I Can... Explain? (Completed)

"Melissa please wait!" "Leave me alone Niall!" I shouted but didn't turn around. I was determined to shake him away. He'd done enough. "Melissa! Please! I-I-I-I can explain?" "What's there to explain? We were happy together and then one day you left to become famous! That's all there is Niall! All there is. So just go back to your famous rock star life and leave me ALONE!" I scoffed off, leaving him in the dust. Copyright © 2013


20. Chapter 20


I said goodbye to Harry and went into my dorm where Clarice was already waiting for me. "Where have you been? I mean you've been gone for like two days! Start talking missy!" I giggled, "Ok first of all you like my mum and second what are you so worried about?" "Well I am your best friend and your roommate. So yeah I can be worried." I sat down on my bed and sighed, "You're right. I'm sorry. I meant to be back last night but things just happened." "Like what kind of things?" I bit my lip, "Well.. it's a long story." "I've got time." "All right well first of all Niall and I broke up." "What?! Why?!" "A few months ago he was out clubbing with some of mates and well he had a few drinks and ended up sleeping with someone." Clarice's eyes widened, "I swear if I didn't love his band so much I'd be giving him a piece of my mind." I giggled slightly, "Anyway he got the girl pregnant." "What?! All right where's the baseball bat we keep for emergencies?" "Clarice. Chill, anyway of course I broke up with him. And I kind of slept with Harry.." "You what?! Melissa, I understand you were upset. I would've been too but he made a mistake. He never meant to get that girl pregnant. And you guys weren't even together at the time, so it's not like he cheated on you. So sleeping with his best mate? Kinda harsh Mel." I took in Clarice's words, 'Maybe I was making a huge mistake. Maybe I did just go to Harry because I was really upset and vulnerable. But I mean I confessed my feelings had for him... maybe it was just the feelings I thought had for him. I was making a huge mistake. What was wrong with my life? Maybe I should just give up boys for good.' "I'm such a horrible person Clarice. I practically used Harry because I was upset! I told him I had feelings for him and now I don't really think I have them. I'm such a mess!" I buried my head in my hands. I felt Clarice's hand on my back, "You're not a horrible person. You thought you needed someone to make you feel better. To be honest I probably would've done the same thing. In fact I have. I had this boyfriend when I was sixteen and he cheated on me. I was really close with his best friend and well the night we broke up I slept with his best friend. Which made things worse. I regret that so much." "Wow Clarice I had no idea." "Yeah well, I guess girls do things they think that they need to do but in all common sense it was all stupid." "You're right, I really screwed things up." She sighed, "Yeah but you can fix it. I think that you just need to sit down with both of them and tell them that you were stupid with all the decisions you made. And that you're so sorry that you hurt Niall and used Harry. You were really stupid and weren't thinking. Everything was happening all too fast and that you honestly didn't know what to do." "Yeah I guess so. I have to go make things right." "Yeah you do. I'll be here when you get back." "Thanks Clarice for the talk. It really helped me realize something." "And what's that?" "That I'm an idiot." She chuckled, "Yep. Pretty much!" I left the dorm and went straight to Niall's flat. I hoped that he would talk to me after what I said to him earlier, I was pretty harsh. Before I went into the building I called Harry to tell him to come over too, that we all needed to talk. He was confused at first but finally agreed. I went up to Niall's door and the door opened before I could even knock on it. "Niall?" Tears were already falling from my eyes, "I am so sorry! I'm sorry for everything! I am such a horrible person and I don't deserve you. I left you in the hospital after you stood up for me and slept with your best friend out of vulnerability. I feel awful! You are wonderful person and-" Before I could finish my sentence he crashed his lips to mine pulling away seconds later. "What was that for?" I asked wiping my eyes. "Mostly to get you to shut up. I just got off the phone with Harry." "Oh? What did he say?" "He said was sorry." "Why he did nothing?" "He felt really bad for kissing and you doing things with you... he knows you were coming to him for support on something I caused." "Niall you didn't-" He pulled me inside and shut the door before starting to talk again, "He knows you're sorry and didn't mean to use him." "I feel awful! I've never done anything like that before. Ever since last year with Hunter, my life has been incredibly screwed up. I've been completely screwed up." He chuckled, "Yeah well that was me screwing up. We were so happy before." "I know" "I hope we can be that happy again." "We will one day, but I think that right now we should just enjoy being with each other." "That sounds good" He said before pulling me into a tight hug. "I'm afraid to ask but did you ever talk to Rachel?" "Yeah I did, I called her after you left this morning. Turns out she wasn't pregnant at all, the pregnancy test was faulty." "Oh my gosh really? All this drama for nothing?" "Yep. She feels really bad for causing us all this trouble." "Well she should but I'm not going to hold a grudge." "So are we cool?" "Yeah but I don't want to rush into another serious relationship right now, I mean we can kiss and hold hands but no like.." I blushed a little not wanting to say it. "Yeah, yeah no that right now. I'll try to restrain myself." I giggled, "Thank you. Is Harry going to be all right? I know I caused him a ton of trouble?" "He'll be all right, but I do think you should talk to him." "I just feel bad because I know he had feelings for me... wait! I've got an idea. Get Harry to meet us at my dorm." "Why?" "Just do it!" I said before dragging him out the door. We met Harry outside my dorm building, "Hey guys.. so why did you call me all the way over here?" "Harry it's like a ten minute drive, is really that much of a hassle?" "Very funny, but seriously what's up?" "I don't even know what's going on." Niall laughed, "She just dragged me here." I lead them both to my dorm room past tons of shocked girls and opened the door, "Clarice?" "Melissa?" "There's some people I'd like you to meet." "Oh and who's-" When she saw Niall and Harry she froze, her eyes wide like a deer in headlights. "Harry, this is my roommate Clarice." "Clarice you know Harry." "Um hello" Harry said waving awkwardly. "Niall do you want to?" I gestured towards the door and he nodded. We left the room before Clarice or Harry could protest. "Good idea, setting them up." "It's the least I could do!" "We should probably get far away." "Yes very far."

*A/N Sorry for the boring chapter! I was out all day again and I'm kind of tired so there probably won't be another one posted until tomorrow. Sorry :/ Hope you liked it though! Like, comment, favorite, and fan! <333 Elizabethluvs1D xx*

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