Only mine<3

Liam and Brooklynn were dating on and off for the last two years until Liam officially called it quits. It was extremely hard on Brooklynn, but finally she decided that she needed to move on, even though she still had strong feelings for Liam. So, she finally agrees to go on one date. Will she be able to try and accept someone else, or fall for Liam again?


15. Bumming

Eleanor stayed for a few more days and then went home, but that was two weeks ago. Now that I'm totally alone, I don't want to do anything except cry and eat tons of junk food. I hate coming to work, but I've been working a lot trying to keep my mind off things. However, that isn't exactly helping. Everything I do reminds me of Liam.

But, today, I decided enough is enough. Eating crappy junk food isn't doing anything for me and neither is crying 24/7.

"Why don't you go for a run?", Demi suggested when I told her how I was feeling.

"Actually that's a great idea", I told her and so I did just that. I ran until I felt like I was going to die. 6 miles. I never thought I'd ever be able to run that many, but it felt amazing. Running took my mind off everything for awhile, and I didn't feel upset; I felt energized. And sweaty. And smelly.

When I got home, I decided I needed a shower, so I immediately headed right for it. Taking off all my clothes, piece by piece, I let the steamy hot water touch my skin and thought about Liam once again, feeling the tears. The funny thing about crying in the shower is nobody can tell, you're already covered in water, and it doesn't make noise.

Taking my time in the shower, I decided I was gonna call Liam when I got out.

Getting out of the shower, I dried myself off, and put on the most comfortable clothes I could find. After I ran a brush through my messy fresh outta the shower hair, I dialed Liam's number into my phone but it went straight to voicemail. I called three more times, but still no response. He was probably sleeping or busy.

Five minutes later, I received a text from him.

"Hey babe sorry can't talk right now I'll call you back when I have a sec. love you bb😘"

I wonder what he's doing right now? But mostly, I just want him here next to me.

Since I have nothing better to do, I decided to pop in a movie. Well, more than just any favorite movie of all time, The Notebook. I grabbed a big bottle of water so I could stay hydrated because of my big run, a box of tissues since this movie always makes me cry and my favorite blanket, popping the movie into the DVD player.

When i was about 30 minutes into the movie, my phone buzzed. Liam was calling me. I quickly picked up the phone.

"Hi baby!", I said.

"Hello beautiful how are things?", he asked.

"I miss you like crazy I wish you were here next to me right now!", I said.

"I miss you so much too! What have you been up to?", he replied.

"Well, today, I went for a six mile run, showered, and now I'm watching The Notebook", I responded.

"Of corse The Notebook. And six miles?? Wow! I'm really proud of you babe", He said sounding surprised.

"What, you didn't think I could do it?", I said jokingly.

"No no no not at all. I'd never doubt you I'm just surprised that's all", he said.

"Yeah I am too. But it really took my mind off things for awhile. I'll probably just sleep for two days", I said and he laughed.

"I haven't been able to sleep", he finally replied. "I miss you too much and I'm really stressed".

"Me too. I've been sleeping on the side of the bed you sleep on when I can actually fall asleep, and I can't sleep without the music on or something. Otherwise, it's too quiet and I get scared. Or it drives ms crazy", I said.

"I can understand that. I hate being away from you", he told me.

"Same here babe. I love you so much. How's the tour going?", I asked him trying to make conversation.

"It's going okay. We're rocking our shows like usual, but I just miss you so much, and I love you too baby!", he responded.

"Keep doing what you're doing, because I know you rock at it. I wish our time apart wasn't so long, but you're following you're dream and I accept that. I would never ask you not to", I said.

"If you asked me to, I would drop everything and leave", he said his voice getting shaky.

"Liam, I love that you would do that for me but I would never ever ask you to do that. The boys need you there. I'll be here when you come home. I promise", I said, meaning every word.

"And I will come home to you as soon as this tour ends. I love you very much".

"I love you too goodbye", I said, ending it.

"Bye gorgeous I'll call or FaceTime you tomorrow", he said and we both hung up. I tightly held my phone, hoping he would text me or call back again. I already miss hearing his voice.

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