the shadow [one direction completed ]

alexa was adopted after her parents died of a car accident,she knewthis would all happen one day ,what she didnt excpect was zayn malik wold adopt her and she didnt think she would fall in love with harry styles but who knew how he felt about her? that was until alex met 'the shadow' its what she called te shadow she sees in the bedroom hallway every night. harry goes into the hallway and talks to zayn about his feeling but what he doesnt know is there is more than 2 people there.
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4. hate and love mixed feelings

i woke up early today, i wnated to apolagize to the boys and zayn i feel so bad right nw this was so stupid.  i walked to harry's room first  i opened the door and there  was a big room his was blue with a messed up bed clothes all of the ground and i stepped on one it was a song called''more tha this'' then i saw in tiny letter s dedicated to alesa paine marker  what? ohhh it said alexa paige parker wait what? harry was in love with me ? then harry woke up i dropped the paper on the floor once i saw him move . i quietly walked up to him and looked up thats when i realised he wasnt wearing a shirt only boxers i was shocked . now i ws staring until harry turned around and said "take a picture it lasts longer ,babe ''  he mocked me i blushed like he did yesterday.''harry,listen im sorry for yesterday i feel really bad about what i did and said it was just i felt like my life is pointleeee.... he cut me of'' ALEX WHAT DID YOU DO !?'' oh no he saw the cuts he saw what i did i tried to pretend like i didnt know ''what?'' i asked ''you know what,your wrist ,how could you''  i sighed i decided to tell him the truth obviously the whole falling down when i ws 10 bit wont work ''harry,that night you yelled at me i got mad cause you were the only one that would treat me n-nicely i stuttered he sat up and kissed my forehead i felt like crying so i put my head  on his chest and hugged him was this really happeneing was i starting to like harry styles? he held my wrist in his hands and kissed the cuts  and he whispered in my ear  which cuase me shiver but i liked how he did that ''dont ever to that again ,babe pleaseit hurts me to see you like  this'' i kissed his cheeked and said thnakyou after i said sorry to everyone and got ready  i walked in the kitchen all the boys were up  they were cooking i was shocked  '' yes is there a problem'' they said ocking me fro te other day '' yea ther kinda is,YOU GUYS ARE COOOKING ! I  exclaimed '' haha real funny ,sis and to think we did thisfor youu'' i heard what zayn said a nd my face lit up like lights on a christmas tree '' awh you did this for me '' they all smiled and louis spoke up '' no we did this for justin bieber,of course we did this  for you idiot''  they all laughed including me ''i love all you guys ,and even you louis'' i groaned at the last part and zayn put an arm around me ''were so alike '' he said as he glared  at louis i laughed at him then i saw harry sitting there staring at me i sighed and i went up to him ''harry,i need to talk to you can you come to my room?'' there was apause ''uh yea sure '' he said nervously ''have fun in there you two ,but nt have to much fun ..seriously or were kicking you out'' everybody laughed excpet me and harry just glared at him '' harry i have to tell you somethingg'' he looked straight into my eyes and said ''okay whats wrong'' i sighed ''harry, i think, i think i might have feelings for you ,like more than friends feelings and i feel bad and im sorry but ths morning when i walked in your room i saw the paper with the lyrics to more than this .. i also saw who it was dedicated to '' i paused ''alex, im sorry but last night when we went to the club i was mad cause i never thought you woul ask me so i decided to m-m-move on its just i cant wait fo-'' i cut him off'' harry,if u really liked me you would of came back to me now that you know '' hee sighed'' listen , its just that ,well..'' i cut him off again ''you kow what ill fix both our problems just forget this ever happened'' i said as i opened the door gesturing for him to leave he looked at me one more time with sad eyes and wlaked out the room . now i was ready to start cutting again i just lost the one person i can always talk to about my feelings but my feelings are for hhim now.

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