My Ex-Best Friend

FLASHBACK:Audrey Joly, a nine years old girl, move with her mom to Stratford,Canada. When she arrived, she saw a little boy like her, Justin. They will be best friend until...



28. Goodbye my lover...

Justin's POV

Why? Why this is happening to me? The moment when all the things couldn't be better than anything.... I had Audrey and now... she's gone. For why? For a stupid picture supposed to men that I cheated... but I didn't!  How could I??? I love Audrey so much and I couldn't stand to be away from her too long... but now... I kind have to...  For her. I know that... I didn't deserve her. She's so special. I am in love witn her but I respect her. She's ( for me) the love of my life, my best friend... did I just say the love of my life? God Justin... Seriously.... Yeah she is and you know it. And for now, I stand to our place, alone breathing difficulty with all the tears and the sadness that I have... I didn't cry for a girl before... but she's different. Her kisses, her hugs, her cuddles, her perfume, her hair, her eyes... all different. God I miss her and it's terrible. I can't stand on this bench looking to the sky and imagine her with another boy... a boy who he isn't me. 


This place... is magic. 



"Justin! Wow that's beautiful!" She's  looking to the sky from the lake. Our first date. It's amazing. Her beautiful long blonde hair flowing in the air, her smell... Flowers Yeah she's an amazing flower. Stop Justin You're so stupid right now!

" As you Audrey" I'm behind her looking her all. She's so beautiful... and she's mine. I put my arms around her and kiss her on the cheek. Yeah she's finally mine.

"Justin?" She turns around and looks at me surprised. Did I do something wrong?

"What?" She takes my hand and smiles.

"It was you..." I look her with a no understanding face. She giggles and replies : " In my dream... it was you Justin... You are the one" I smile instanly. She loves me and I love her. But this mean that she dreamed of me? I dreamed me of her... pray the god that this girl will be mine... and she is now.

"I love you Audrey Joly." Then I kiss her passionatly. 

*End of flashback*




I opened my eyes, hearing a noise from my car. I turned around but at night, I couldn't see anything... and maybe I imagined this. I'm too crazy. I just want her... I closed my eyes again. No, I'm not tired, just so sad for now. And with all this silent, I have the opportunity to sing, alone. 

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.








"Justy... I love you..."












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