I haven't had these nightmares until we started going out a few years ago. Should I split off?

*Guys,this Movella talks about self harm. If you self harm,please stop. It's not worth it. You're all beautiful to me. Every single one of you.*


10. Chapter 10

*Jades POV*

The club is packed. We have a booth in the back,near one of the two bars. Harry is already dancing,Niall's sitting at the bar,and Perrie and I are ordering some drinks. "Two shots each?" She asks,and I nod. "8 shots." She orders,and I look at her confused. "Lou and Zayn need some." She says. Liam refuses on drinking,since he's driving us all home. 

We struggle to carry 4 each over,but manage. I squeeze next to Louis,and she squeezes next to Zayn and Liam across from us. We pass out the drinks,and I stare hesitantly at mine. Everyone else already downed one of theirs. 

"Just one?" Louis begs,and I shrug. "I've never had any type of alchol before." I admit,and he mouths an O. "Try it." He urges,and I feel the others eyes on me. 

"Just one." I sigh,and they cheer. I down the drink,making a face at how strong it is. It tickles my throat,making me cough. "It tastes better after a while." Louis whispers,laughing at my reaction. 

His arm is around me,my head on his shoulder. I had downed a few more drinks,so the room is spinning. Perrie and I are trying to talk,but everything comes out as slurs and giggles. 

"Can we get a cat?" I ask Louis,not really in control of my mouth. As he goes to answer,Harry stumbles over,money in his hand. 

"I forgot to pay you f-for the bet we ma-made a couple years ago." He slurs,shoving the money in Lou's face. 

"What bet?" I ask,noticing its only about 20 some dollars. 

"When I was 16 and he wa-was 18 or 19,I-I bet him that he co-couldn't get a 16 year old to date him. An-and you were the 16 year old th-that he got." Harry explain,stuttering at points. 

I pulled away from Louis,sobering up. "So our whole relationship was part of a goddamn bet?" I yell,and feel many eyes on me. 

"No! It's not! That's how it started...but it's not anymore!" He says back,and then shakes his head. "That's not how it was supposed to sound..." 

"You asked me out because you'd get money for it. I thought it was because you actually liked me. But no. I was wrong." I say,standing up,tears threatening to spill. "I was all part of a f*cking bet." I say,then turn to the crowd of people dancing. 

I squeeze my way through them,tears falling,makeup smearing. I make my way to a door,and get out as soon as I can. 

I hear my name being called,but I ignore it. It gets farther away as I run further down the side walk. I slip off my heels,allowing me to move easier.  

I no longer hear my name being called,so I slow my pace to a walk,allowing myself to cry. 

I jump when I hear a car horn,and look to see Liam's car. The back window is open and Louisbis basically hanging out the window. 

"Please,please,please get in the car so we can talk." He begs,and I see everyone else crammed in the vehicle. 

I raise my middle finger and keep walking,the car driving slowly next to me. 

"If you guys keep following me,I'll say you're trying to rape me." I shout,the words coming out shaky. 

"Well,Jade,it's starting to rain,if you can't tell." Louis says back,the car still right by my side. 

"I think I can manage." I spit back,and they finally leave.

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