I haven't had these nightmares until we started going out a few years ago. Should I split off?

*Guys,this Movella talks about self harm. If you self harm,please stop. It's not worth it. You're all beautiful to me. Every single one of you.*


1. Chapter 1

I came home from the studio and noticed it was close to midnight. I found it odd that she wasn't sitting on the couch waiting,like usual. "Jade? Babe?" I shouted,then ran up to the bathroom. She wasn't there either. Suddenly,i heard a loud crash. I ran down the hallway leading to our bedroom. The door was locked,and that's when I became worried. Eventually I was able to get the door open,but only to find my worst nightmare. 

 The chair,on its side. One end of the rope attached to the ceiling fan,the other looped around her neck. Her dark hair fell around her face. Her piercing blue eyes hidden behind her eyelids. Her small,dainty hands hanging loosely at her sides. Her tiny feet were pale. She was dead. 

I quickly got her down and into my arms. She was small for a 19 year old. "Why did you leave me?" I whispered,crying. "Why did you leave me?!" I shout,setting her body onto the bed. That's when I saw Video Recorder and the note. I grabbed the note first,it looked short. "Louis,I'm sorry. Hate won the battle. I lost this time. I love you." I read,and noticed that the ink was smeared,presumably from her tears. I grabbed the Video Recorder,and noticed it had two videos on it. I went to the first one,and hit play. Her face appeared,her eyes puffy and red. She started explaining,making me cry harder. The end made my heart break. In the background of the video,a car door slammed. "That's you. I have to do this now before its too late. Don't give up on love." She wiped a tear before ending. "I love you,Louis." The video ended,so I scrolled to the next. The camera wasn't well angled,but I could see her. From the way I found the Video Recorder,she must've thrown it down. The video showed her,kicking the chair away,dying. Killing herself. She must've hit the record button when she threw it down. 

I kissed her cold forehead,then broke down. 

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