Déjá Vu.

New college, new friends, new surroundings. Its all going well for Bonnie, when day ja vu hits her, will she cope?

Many thanks to Rish Bish ;)


12. A week later.

Bonnie's POV.

Its been a week since my mum's friend raped me. I feel sick just thinking about it, the other guys know about it. But I've been drinking a lot more lately. I'm at a bar right now.


The bartender handed me a shot of vodka. I drank it straight away, I felt the fluid running down my throat. I also had a beer right next to me. I took a sip of the beer.


I live with Luke now. Sometimes I come home drunk when he's asleep. I haven't seen anyone in ages. I don't let Luke touch me, I just can't stand people touching me. I should see them. I drank the rest of the beer and walked out of the bar. I walked down the street, it was night time. I came across a graveyard. I jumped over the fence and started walking through the grave stones, until I found the right one. Jackson Jones. I sat by the grave stone and started talking. "Hey bro. Its been 2 years now. I'm so sorry. Its all my fault.." I tear rolled off my chin and hit the ground. "I met someone. His name is Luke. If you were still here, you two would of been good friends. I moved in with him since this one night at home, one of mum's friends came in and..." I felt the tears forcing their way out, "He raped me..." Even more tears rolled down my cheeks. "I love you bro..." I placed my head in my hands and let the tears fall free. Then everything went dark.



I woke up on my brothers grave, I looked up and saw Luke looking down at me. I had a massive hangover. "Morning sunshine." He smiled at me. I put my hands out for him to help me up, and he did. I stood up straight and pecked his cheek. "You didn't come home last night" He said looking concerned. "I know... I sort of passed out." Luke sighed and pulled me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around him and buried my head into his chest. He pulled away to meet my eyes, "Who's Jackson?" He asked as he gestured towards my brothers grave. "He's my brother..." I felt the tears coming back. He gave me a sympathetic look "W- what happened to him?" I looked at my feet trying to fight back the tears. "He.... he died in a car crash two years ago...." a tear rolled down my cheek. "and I was driving the car..." I cried even more and fell into Luke's chest. He rubbed circles into my back, trying to comfort me.


I walked home with Luke and everyone was at our house. Rebecca and Louisa jumped up and we had a group hug. Louisa pulled me over to the sofa and we sat down. Rebecca started to speak "Guys, so I'm going to this wedding on the tenth of September, I want you guys to come."  We all agreed to go.


Michael sat down next to me and hugged me, I hugged him back and then he smiled. I smiled too. He took my hand and lead me out of the house. "Where are we going?" I asked. He didn't reply.


He took me into an ice cream parlor, it was a long walk, but it was enjoyable. He pulled out a chair for me to sit in, he smiled at me before I sat down. He looked at me and asked "Ice cream gets your mind off things, what flavor?" I chuckled. "Vanilla please." He smiled and walked to the counter. After a while he sat next to me with two ice creams, I had vanilla and he had chocolate. We talked for a while about stuff. I told him about my brother.


He took my hand and he spoke. "This is for luck." He placed a necklace with a cross on the end in my hand. I looked up to him "I can't--" I was cut off. "You need it more than me." He placed my fingers over the necklace so my hands were closed. I smiled at him and pulled him into a hug. "Thank you." I whispered, I felt tears rolled down my cheeks. He pulled out of the hug and he kissed my forehead.


When we got to my house, I told Luke that I'm going sleep, the guys watched a movie, I don't know which one because I was already in bed when they put it on. I examined the necklace that Michael gave me. It was beautiful. I put it on the bed side table and let the sleep take over.


Luke's POV.

We're watching attack the block. I found it quite boring. Bonnie's asleep. Apparently she's exhausted. I might go bed with her. I stood up and went to mine and Bonnie's room. I opened the door quietly, not wanting to wake her. I got under the covers with her and put my arm around her, she came closer to me and buried her head into my chest. I stroked her hair. "Luke?" She whispered. "Bonnie." I whispered back.

"I'm sorry."

My heart broke into a million pieces. "Its not your fault baby." She didn't reply after that. I kissed her forehead and let the sleep takeover.

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