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I stared up at him, tears forming in my eyes. I watched his expression on his slender face, hoping to see him stumble over his words. He didn't though, his face stayed taut not showing any expression, while my heart broke even more.
"No!" I raised my voice pushing my hands into his shoulders as the tears spilled down my cheeks. "Louis please don't think that way" I choke out. He wrapped his hands around my wrists and held them firm. I could tell he was in pain physically and emotionally. I learned to see past his façade to the real Louis.
"Dakota, me thinking differently is not going to change the outcome." He said his face now pulling down showing remorse.
"Louis, this is just another block in our road, all we have to do is climb it." I said quieter "we can do this"
He let go of my wrist and lifted his hand to my face. Brushing the hair out of my eyes he leaned down and kissed my forehead. "That's the thing Coda, I cant climb this one." (Louis Fanfic)


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Dakotas POV I finished my breakfast and pushed my plate away from me. My mom sat reading some type of paper, ive never seen before but I really never bothered to see. My stomach started to hurt as I got up to clear my dishes, not again I thought. For the past month almost Ive been getting sick. I thought it was nothing at first but I knew something wasn't right. I leaned over the trash and threw up holding my hair back with my free hand. I moaned and stood back up. My mother was looking at me with a skeptical look on her face. "What?" I asked looking at her weird.

"How long has this been going on?" she asked walking over to me. I just shook my head not really knowing the answer.

"I dont know a month maybe." I replied walking back to the chair and sitting down. I wiped the sweat from my forehead and looked back over at her. She stood there thinking hard.

"Honey have you and Louis been you know... active?" She asked. I soon as the words came out of her mouth I hesitated. My mind racing going through everything. Oh my god. I missed my period.

"uhm.. well yes." I said more of a whisper. I looked down at my hands and began to pick at my skin. I have to take the test. That's the only real way well know. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I sat on the edge of the bathtub nervously waiting as the few minutes ticked by. Mom was leaning against the doorjam, her face was stone cold. I know shes mad but really im an adult now its not like I wasnt ever gonna have sex. I looked at the clock and watched as the second hand moved. Finally, I stood up and walked over to the sink where the stick lay. I picked it up but before I looked at it I looked back at my mom.

"No matter what please forgive me." I whispered. she looked at me intensely but her features softened and she smiled softly.

"no matter what." she said. and with that I looked down. At first I didnt think I was seeing correctly. The pink plus sign on the little display stared back up at me. "well?" she asked. I nodded my head and looked up at her.

"Yes... yes Im pregnant." tears formed in my eyes and she walked over to me.

"Its ok honey it will be alright." she said trying to comfort me. She was all wrong though.

"No mom, everythings perfect I now have a part of Louis that will stay with me for so much longer." I choked out through my tears." I was smiling so big as tears streamed down my cheeks. she looked down at me and she was crying too. I pulled her into a hug burying my head into her shoulder. "Mom, we cant tell Louis.. I-I don't want him to hurt even more.. I don't want him to know he will never have a chance to meet his child." she looked at me her brows furrowing. and shook her head.

"Dakota.. I know that we don't want to hurt him anymore but think about how you felt when he kept his cancer from you?" she said. Pain ached at my heart remembering that awful day. I sighed and let go of her. Shes right. I walked over to the mirror standing to my side I looked down at my stomach. It wasn't noticeable yet but I still laid my hands on my tummy like I was cradling the baby, our baby.

*A/N- I know short chapter again im sorry. hope you are liking it! :)*

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