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I stared up at him, tears forming in my eyes. I watched his expression on his slender face, hoping to see him stumble over his words. He didn't though, his face stayed taut not showing any expression, while my heart broke even more.
"No!" I raised my voice pushing my hands into his shoulders as the tears spilled down my cheeks. "Louis please don't think that way" I choke out. He wrapped his hands around my wrists and held them firm. I could tell he was in pain physically and emotionally. I learned to see past his façade to the real Louis.
"Dakota, me thinking differently is not going to change the outcome." He said his face now pulling down showing remorse.
"Louis, this is just another block in our road, all we have to do is climb it." I said quieter "we can do this"
He let go of my wrist and lifted his hand to my face. Brushing the hair out of my eyes he leaned down and kissed my forehead. "That's the thing Coda, I cant climb this one." (Louis Fanfic)


20. 19

Dakotas POV

I awoke to the Beatles playing down stairs loud enough to wake the neighbors. I sat up slowly in bed, I didn't sleep well my nightmares coming back except this time Louis was in them. I don't know what to think but I know theres something hes not telling me. I slipped my feet into my house shoes and walked down stairs the music even louder. My mother was dancing in the kitchen while it looked like frying some eggs. I smiled remembering back to when I was seven, my dad sitting at the table reading the paper while my mother cooked breakfast. And then my brother and I would be watching cartoons most likely fighting over who got the remote.

"Dakota" I looked up to see my mom standing in front of me now, the music was off and she looked worried.

"yeah?" I asked.

"well you weren't answering and just staring off into space." She looked me up and down to see if I was alright. I gave her a slight hug and smiled at her.

"Im fine actually, Im glad you're home." She smiled at me and then looked at me weird but then went back to cooking. I followed her and sat at the bar so I could see her.

"You're happy?" she says but it comes out more as a question. I smiled , "is it Louis?" she asked. she smiled but I could still tell there was something behind it. What is up with everyone hiding something from me. I started to get a little upset, but I shook the thought away for now not wanting to end this rare moment.

"yeah actually it is. I love him mom." I said letting the words fall out. Once they were out in the open it felt good to say it where someone else can know. "I love him." I stated a little stronger. My smile was from ear to ear by then. But my mother looked at me worried.

"you still love him after what hes going through? I mean I know you can still love someone in his condition but I would hope you wouldn't have gotten so close to him. I don't want you getting hurt Dakota" My moms words flew at me like knives, what was she talking about? Is this the huge secret hes keeping, is this what everyones been acting weird around me?

"what are you talking about mom?" I asked stern. Her face looked confused and then she looked completely upset. "Mom?"

"He hasn't told you has he?" she asked. I shook my head.

"no! what is it!?" I asked my voice shrieking at how high I was going. She grabbed me by the shoulders and made me look her directly in the eyes.

"Dakota, this is something he needs to tell you. I shouldn't have said anything I just thought well I hoped he would have told you before he found your heart. " she said these words carefully and slowly as if Im deaf or something but all I wanted was answers I could feel tears coming to my eyes at the thought of what his secret could be. My mom dropped her hands and I turned to head straight for Louis' house. I grabbed my keys and took off.

He has a girlfriend... He's moving... He doesn't really love me... I hated what thoughts were coming to my head but I couldn't help it, something is going on and its enough to make my mother upset. I reached Louis' house and I basically sprinted up his steps and pounded on his door. I heard some noises on the otherside and then the door opened just barely. Johannah was standing at the door in a robe and her hair was a mess. Oh gosh I forgot its early in the morning, my hair. I shot my hand through my hair smoothing it down.

"Coda?" she asked groggily. I think she could tell something was wrong with me by how I looked. "Louis" she called out. I stepped back onto their grass and looked down at my feet going through what I was going to say in my head.


------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ A/N - AHHHH! is she about to find out??? Thank you for my faithful commenters and readers :D

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