Dear Agony

I can't even anymore. Seeing them in the hallways, in our classes, at lunch, on Facebook and Instagram, and sometimes through my window when I'm lying around the house. It hurts like hell. I'm friends with them both but lately, it hurts more than usual. The moment I think I'm getting over them, I think of something or I see something, or some idiot says something, and it comes back full force.

(The title comes from the song Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin.)


12. The Sweetest Mistakes

(A/N Hiii peoples! I'm sooooo sorry I was gone so long but if you saw my latest mumble you know why. As an apology, here's a short, fluffy chapter.)


Alex's POV

The first thing I see when I open my eyes is Kaci, hovering barely an inch above from my face, with the creepiest damn grin I've ever seen in my life. At first, I think I'm dreaming or hallucinating or something. So I close my eyes. I open them again and freak out because she's still there. And so is that creepy ass grin. I jump up and our heads collide and she rolls off to the side while I moan and hold the place where I'm sure to have a bump later. Then I roll on my stomach and just lay there for 5 minutes or so, face down in my covers and wondering what I ever did to deserve such pain.

I turn to look at her, and she's doing that fucking grin again. It's starting to scare me just a bit. I slowly ask her, "Kaci, love, why are you grinning like that?" She starts grinning impossibly wider, "You don't remember?? The carnival's coming and you promised to take me like a week ago!!" "Oh shit. I did, didn't I? Sorry love, I totally spaced. What time does it start?" She reaches over me and grabs her phone to check, "It's from 6:30pm to 12am. and it is...9am right now so we have...9 hours and 30 minutes to do whatever."

I pulled her close to me and just held her there for about 5 minutes.Then I kissed her cheek, jumped out of bed, grabbed my stuff and sprinted for the bathroom. I locked the door and smiled. I finally won something.

After about 15 minutes, I came out of the bathroom to see a very pissed off Kaci leaning against the wall in front of the door. I give her a sheepish smile, "I'm sorry, I just kinda wanted to win for once." She sighs and kisses my cheek, "I know Haz, I know." I smiled and gave her the puppy dog eyes, "So you're not mad?" She tried but failed to hide her smile and shook her head, "No, I'm not mad. You're just lucky you're cute."

I grin and kiss her lightly but before I can pull back, she wraps her arms around my neck and deepens it. Without thinking about it, both my hands are on her waist, pulling her closer. In the back of mind I know this is wrong. I mean, she's still getting over a really messy breakup and here we are, making out in front of my bathroom. She threads her fingers through my hair and tugs just a bit and when I gasp, she takes the opportunity to slide her tongue in my mouth. As soon as her tongue touches mine, it's like electricity. It's like our first kiss, only way more intense.

After a few minutes of our heated make out session, she pulls back, much to my disappointment. I almost lean in again, then pull back and open my eyes. We're still holding each other and she slowly starts to unhook her arms from my neck. I pull my hands off her waist and she takes a step back, her blush making her cheeks look like cherries. I smile softly when she looks up at me and kiss her cheek, "It's okay Boobear, I understand." She nods and smiles but there's a sad, longing kind of disappointed look in her eyes that I hope isn't reflected in mine.

She goes into the bathroom and I can't help but think, Well damn.

Kaci's POV

As soon as I lock the door, I start freaking out. I keep thinking, ​What if I gave her the wrong idea? Am I ready to start a new relationship so soon? I'll just tell her how I'm feeling, Aly always knows what to do in these situations. 

I'm greeted by the delicious smell of turkey bacon when I finally decide to stop hiding out in the bathroom. I walk downstairs to see Alex putting a huge plate of it in the center of the table. As I smile weakly and sit down, she looks at me warily and sits down directly across from me. "Kace, you otay?" "Yeah Aly, I'm...actually, I'm a bit worried." She tilts her head in that adorable way she has and sighs, "Let me guess, you wanna tell me that you got caught in the moment earlier and still aren't ready to try out....this." She motions between us and now it's my turn to sigh, "How'd you guess?" "As your bff, it's my job to know." She smiles weakly and looks me in the eyes, "Kace, I've been waiting awhile to be with you. Now that I know I have a definite chance, you aren't scaring me off. No matter what you do, I'm not going anywhere." 

I smile sadly and look at the time, "Its 10:10 so what do we do for the next 8 hours or so?" She gets a slightly mischievous grin on her face and runs to the living room, next thing I know, 5 Fingaz to the Face from that episode of Victorious is blaring from the speakers. I jump up and go into the living room and she's dancing randomly around rapping along with the song, "​You know I flaunt ya, 'cuz girl I really want ya. And you lookin' nice, got me cooler than a bag of ice. Now freeze, freeze, freeze, freeze, freeze. Now go, drop it fast and move it real slow. Hoooooo! What? You smell so fruity, I'm a pirate and you're my booty. Argh, so move it in close and lemme have my daily dose." 

She notices me rolling on the floor laughing like a maniac and skips to a 1D song. "Awwwwww, why'd you stop Haz?" She smiles and offers me a hand, "May I have this dance, m'lady?" I blush and just nod. Last First Kiss is on and we're swaying slowly. I rest my head on her chest and all of a sudden she dips me. We lose our balance and somehow fall on the floor and I rolls us over so I was on top of her. 

Her breath hitches and my heart skips so many beats I think I should get checked for an arrhythmia. We both start leaning in at the same time and when our lips meet, there's that same intensity. We kiss for a while before her hand slowly makes its way under my shirt, tracing random patterns on my stomach. My hands tangle in her hair and I lose all sense of time.  

When we finally pull back, her eyes are darker than their normal chocolate brown and she's flushed and breathing a little hard. I find that I can't help myself and so I dip my head down and begin to slowly kiss her neck...

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