Everything has changed **in progress again**


Elena and Harry just found out that they are going to have a baby. How will the cope with all the stress? Will Harry be there for them both? And will this "happy ever after" last much longer? Read more to find out!

"I don't get it, I hid the bump just fine before. Why isn't it working now? I guess this is just how it starts. I'm just going to get bigger and bigger. This is going to be a long nine months"


8. Remember when




I can't really see anything. Everything is hazy.. but I see my car. I think, well it's the same color of my car and it made the BEEP noise when I unlocked it, but that's not what I came here for. I need to find her. She needs to know. So here I am, standing on her door step, the door step connecting to the house that she shares with HIM god, I can't stand him. Well I mean I can't stand right now anyway, but that is happening more and more now a days, Everyday it gets closer to her having that baby I hate him more and my tolerance for anything that some people call toxic gets better and better. 

**Knock knock knock**

I hear someone inside, what if it's him? What will he say? I don't really care what he says, I may be a little tipsy but I can still punch him. No. I should go. Wait there she is! She is looking at me, SAY SOMETHING NIALL GOD DAMMIT THIS IS IT

"uuh-" really? I'm stuttering, god man pull yourself together, "Lena I need... I need to tell you something. I don't want you to say anything until I'm done talking okay," I sighed deeply, collecting myself, "I love you Elena, I've loved you since I saw you the first time that your brother came over and brought you to hangout with Carmen because we both had to baby sit our little sisters. But you two instantly became best friends, thanks to your little kid minds, I remember watching you as you grew older and realizing how beautiful you had become. I remember when you were a freshmen in high school and I was going into sophomore year, but we didn't go to the same school so I was here to pick up Carmen, I hadn't really seen you all summer because I was out of the house. Remember when those upper class men were picking on you for being Scott's little sister and you started crying because you had no idea what you had done to deserve this from someone? And I punched them in the face. We both got in trouble and the principle called my school so I got lunch detention or something for a week after that, but the teacher left the room so we just ended up texting the whole time even if we were at different schools. Do you remember when I was nervous about singing in front of that many people so you stayed over at my house because Carmen and the rest of my family came down with me. Do you remember that you called me and told me that you were proud of me and that you were going to laugh at me if I messed up? Then when you came back to visit and I stood there staring at you, it was because I couldn't believe how beautiful you had gotten. You made my heart stop. Do you remember when you were sitting there with your brother's old t-shirt and we talked until the sun kissed the night sky good bye?  Do you remember when we had sex? And then we fought because neither of us would talk to each other and you fell for Harry? My heart broke into a million pieces, I hit him in the face and you came over to talk to me. But I pushed you away, I am so sorry for pushing you away. Do you remember when Harry hit you and you came to my house for a couple of days? Do you remember us kissing and being so happy and so blissful? But the worst part about all of this is the fact that after all of this history between us do you remember the night that your brother had to go and fight for our country. How much you cried and yelled and kicked at him begging for him to stay. Telling, no not telling, yelling at him that if he died out there you would kill him. Do you remember that he called me and I came over and held you away from him as you sobbed uncontrollably. You scratched me and kicked pleading that he couldn't leave you alone. I wrapped you into a hug and pulled your head into my chest so you couldn't see him walk out the door. Do you remember pounding on my chest and crying until you collapsed into a worn out mess and I carried you up to your room? I slept next to you that night because you couldn't stay by yourself for a minute without crying. Do you remember the couple months later that you got the call. Saying that your brother was killed. And do you remember the day of the funeral, you wouldn't talk to anyone, you couldn't even make your speech, so I read it for you as Carmen held you in her arms. Do you remember when they gave you his dog tags and you fell to the floor crying because that was all you had left of him. Do you remember seeing his girlfriend there, and a couple of his ex's. I know you remember how many hugs and "I'm so sorry for your loss"'s came around to you after that happened. All the "I'm fines" that you have now perfected so that people believe you. Do you remember walking out of the church with me and Carmen hand-in-hand. And you saw them take his casket out of the church, they moved it into a big black limousine so they could take him to be cremated. Do you remember screaming his name and running over to him. You cried and screamed again. I had to pick you up over my shoulder and carry you to the car. Do you remember getting that neck-less from the people who cremated him, and the bracelets and the rings. You wear one of those things everyday. Do you remember going into the jeweler and making a bracelet into one that a baby could wear for the child that you wanted one day and do you remember melting down another two bracelets so me and Carmen could have one too. Do you remember how much of a mess you were, and how you were cutting yourself for months and when that stopped working for you, do you remember that you didn't eat anything and you spend countless nights in the hospital, which is why you are so afraid of them now? Because I remember that. I remember everything and I am so sorry that I screwed everything up. I never meant to push so many people away. I never meant to push YOU away. But you are having a baby now, with one of my best lads, so I can't have you to myself. But I will always love you Elena. I will love you until the day I die, and if there is life after death I will love you then too"

I could see straight now. I saw the tears in Elena's eyes, as she wrapped me into a big hug. 

"Thank you Niall, thank you so much for all ways being there for me no matter what the case. But I love Harry, I mean I love you too, but like I've told you before, I love Harry in a different way then I love you. You were my best friend when I felt like I had no one, you drove me to the hospital and stayed there every time with me. I remember after I got better you auditioned for the X-Factor, a thing that we made a deal about, I would pull myself together and you would win the world over with your voice. And you did Niall, look at you. One Direction has been top of the charts and you guys have released so many songs and people are buying your merchandise everywhere. But I need you to understand that I am starting a life with Harry. We are having a child for Christ's sake, I will always love you and I will always need you, but I want you to make up with Harry and I want you to except that we cannot be together. I know that everything will work out in the end. A wise Nialler once said to me, 'Things might not be so bright right now, but I'm not leaving you, even if it means sitting by this hospital bed every night until you get better' and this is just like that. I need you to be there for me like you were for those couple of months. And I need you to stand by my side, holding my hand through whatever comes at us like you did when my brother was killed. But most of all I need you to promise me you understand what I am saying to you" 

I was crying now. But I know what she said, so I gave her a squeeze, let go and nodded my head. She walked me inside and brought me over to the sofa where she took my coat and traded it of a blanket and pillow. When she walked back over she put water on the table next to me and a bottle of Advil. Next she put a bucket on the floor with a towel under it and kissed my check before walking towards her room and turning off the lights.

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