LEMME TELL YEAH (an o2l fanfiction) COMPLETED (slowly editing)

You always think the guy you love is the one you will stay with forever untill he brakes your heart but then suddenly you fall for him again and think to youself why am i a dumbass


4. New look

I walk into my house crying my eyes out i see my mom  and i run upstairs i love my mom and all but i just need alone time i walk down the hall way and open my door flinging my backpack on the floor. I Pull my suitcase out from under my bed and start packing for my class trip. i was excited for it but at the same time not.I get up and go to my closet.I look threw my clothes and find my favorites just  casual clothes.After i neatly fold them and tuck them safely in my suitcase i plop down on my bed Looking at my i phone i see that i have two messages One from Kian one from Connor.  I delete both of there messages without flinching I don't want to hear anything they have to say.You mess with the cat you get the claws.MEOW! or something like that. I grab my back pack from the floor and dump everything out of my bag.The picture of us kissing in the rain is on top of all my crap.Damn it i swear that picture is cursed and wants me to feel like crap for the rest of my life.I feel the tears starting again I fall faced forward into my bed and let it all out while the pictures and crap are sitting there messily mocking me.I dont care anymore i would love to lay here all day and cry muy eyes out.

*Two Hours later*

My mom knocks on my door.

"Come in." I say my face still in my pillow.

I feel my mom sitting at the edge of the bed.

"Lily I know what happened even though you didn't tell me i know its about Connor you haven't cried like this in years and i herd about your class trip and prom what do you have to were."she asks me.

I sit up and point to the suit case she gets up and Looks at my clothes shaking her head.

"this will not do young lady were going shopping right now and your gonna have a new look and a new style in life. learn to forgive Connor and you better do it soon.When we get home you will ether call or text him understood."

"but mom..." I whine

"No Buts i cannot have my only child be miserable."

*after the shopping trip*

I finally decided to get a new attitude all my casual clothes were replaced with dresses the only t shits were for sleeping and sweatpants were also for sleeping to. my sweat shirt was  replaced by a northface jacket and so on. Basically i was a new person after my shopping trip/bonding time with my mom finally made me realize dressing up is better than living life in a sweat shirt.I cant believe im saying this but its true i love myself more then ever...Uh wait that sounds conceded.I love my new way of living now..Ha ha good choise of words. no more little miss depression i am now Miss comfadant and crazy. LOOK OUT WORLD I JUST BROKE OUT OF MY SHELL AND LEMME TELL YAH IT FEELS GOOD.   


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