Loved You First

"Was it possible that all the signs, I had convinced myself were just my imagination, actually were real?

I just couldn't help but wonder how long she'd had feelings for him, even if they were subconcious.
I was sure that I loved her first, but at this point I actually didn't know who she loved first."

A few slightly sexual references (not smut, I don't do that)
A few slightly violent scenes
Use of strong language at times
SELF-HARM references in a couple of chapters


33. 'Playtime'


hey hey hey! soo the next couple chaps will be pretty much dramafree (sry dramaqueens), but they need a break from it all.. for a while ;)

I'll try to update asap, but I'm rly busy with my new job so..yh..patience is a virtue ;)

anywaays, I won't keep you up any longer, just a sorry for ending this chap kinda sucky but if I didn't end there I would have gone on foreeeever! and pleeease comment!! like & fave! love you all a bunch!!

Enjoy, xoxo M. ;)




Chapter 27



Niall's P.O.V.

I woke up, to the sound of birds outside the window, and the sunlight shining through, as we had forgotten to close the curtains.

I figured it was before noon, since the sun wasn't at its highest yet. A look at the clock proved me right. 10.20 AM. I was going to miss sleeping in, when we got back on tour, and I definitely was going to miss the girl lying next to me.

A smile spread across my face, as I remembered last nights events.

Just then Tally's eyes flickered open, and she smiled at me.

"Last night... was amazing!" She said giving me a kiss.

"You were amazing." I replied, and returned the kiss, pulling her on top of me.

"I never knew you had it in you. That whole innocent little leprechaun thing is such a facáde!" She said grinning.

"Well, the promise was for neither of us to be with anyone else during the tour. Like you said, us being together doesn't count." I replied, and she pulled me in for another kiss, until we both heard Lauren's door close and looked at each other in panic.

"Shit!" Tally exclaimed and jumped off me throwing me my t-shirt and quickly pulling on her own, before diving onto the bed and under the covers.

Right as I slipped my arms in my shirt, the door swung open, and revealed a tired, but very suspicious Lauren.

"What are you doing here?" She asked staring me down.

"He slept in here last night." Tally replied, sending Lauren a challenging glare.

"I made it very clear, that as long as he stays here, you two sleep seperately!" Lauren exclaimed sternly.

"You're not my mother!" Tally replied crossing her arms.

"Well you're in my house, so you follow my rules!" Lauren said, and Tally and I couldn't help our selves, as we started laughing at Lauren's typical parent comment.

"Oh whatever... Just be safe!" Lauren said awkwardly making me blush.

"Hey, why don't you invite Harry to stay over?" Tally said wiggling her eyesbrows, and Lauren flipped her off before slamming the door.

"I think we got away with it!" I exclaimed and Tally giggled.

"I love you Niall!"

"I love you more... Natalie!" I replied making her punch my shoulder.

"Don't call me that!" She said, and got out of bed, grabbing a towel.

"I'm gonna take a shower, and then we can have breakfast!" She exclaimed, and I got up and walked over to her, wrapping my arms around her waist.

"I think both things sound wonderful." I said with a smirk, and silently thanked God, that the guestroom had it's own bathroom.

* * *

Liam's P.O.V.

"Good morning guys! How is everyone?" I asked as Harry, Louis, Zayn, Mag and I walked into Lauren's apartment.

"Why don't you ask the two lovebirds over there?" Lauren replied, nodding at Niall and Tally who instantly blushed.

"What's up with them?" Harry asked, giving Lauren a kiss and sitting next to her.

"I got up this morning to find the couch empty. Apparently they decided to have an Irish sleepover!" Lauren said glaring at the two, and everyone looked at them shocked.

"No... You didn't!" Zayn exclaimed, making them blush even more.

"Lauren, I told you to keep an eye on them!" I exclaimed, looking at the curlyhaired girl, who put up her hands defensively.

"Hey, I can't help it if they sneak around when I'm sleeping."

"Dreaming about Harry..." Tally added, and both Lauren and I glared at her, but Harry, as the hormonal teen he was, just grinned widely.

"Look what's the big deal? We're all grown ups! Niall is almost not a teen anymore, and I'm over eighteen, so stop acting like this is freaking High School Musical! Geez, I bet we're not the only ones!" Tally said, glancing at Zayn and Mag, whose eyes widened to the size of teacups.

"What? No, no, no, no!" Mag exclaimed and Zayn busied himself looking at the television which wasn't on.

"Well, we shouldn't be the only ones!" Niall said, and I turned towards him,

"Don't encourage them! What is wrong with you guys?" I exclaimed.

I couldn't believe them!

"What is wrong with you guys?" Tally fired back, "we're all over the legal age, there's nothing wrong with sex!"

"Okay, let's change subject, what should we do today?" Lauren said, at Tally's last comment, and the Irish girl rolled her eyes, muttering something under her breath.

"Let's go somewhere fun all together, we haven't done that in a while!" Mag said and everyone nodded.

"Like what? Remember Louis can't do anything too wild." I reminded them, and Louis frowned,

"Hey don't let me ruin the fun!" He exclaimed putting his hands up, and we all thought of something to do.

"Let's go bowling!" Harry suggested, and we all groaned, except Lauren who looked at us confused.

"What's wrong with bowling?" She asked.

"Every single time, Harry wins and then gloats about it all day!" Zayn replied, and the rest of us nodded, as Lauren smirked,

"I bet you can't beat me." She said at Harry, and all of us ooh'ed for effect.

"Come on, you really think you can take me on? Have you seen these?" Harry replied showing off his biceps, and Lauren rolled her eyes.

"Size is nothing, if you don't have the technique." She said, and Tally and Niall started giggling.

"More than I needed to know guys!" Louis said, making them shut up and blush instead.

I really hadn't expected the most childish couple to be the first ones to... well you know.

"Well why don't you put your money where your mouth is?" Harry said with an American accent.

"Fine! 50 pounds says I'll crush you!" Lauren replied looking him up and down.

"Are you sure? That's alot of money babe!" Harry said arrogantly, and Lauren nodded while Tally smirked mischievously.

"You got a deal then." He finally said before shaking hands.

After about a minute Lauren spoke up again,

"Oh have I told you about my trophies and medals?"

We all looked at her.

"Trophies?" Harry asked suddenly sounding nervous.

"Mhm," Lauren replied with a smile, "I was in a bowling team for like 7 years! We won national gold three times and silver a couple times, plus local trophies and four years in a row, I was player of the year. Nothing big." Lauren said casually and Tally was grinning.

"This will be interesting... I'm on Lauren's team!" Louis spoke up, raising his hand.

"So are we!" Tally and Niall said quickly.

"Then I guess we'll be the other team." I said looking at Harry and then Zayn and Mag.

"Okay... Let's have some lunch, then we can go later and have dinner at the bowling alley, they have great burgers!" Lauren suggested and we all agreed.

* * *

"Harry, we're hungry!" Tally exclaimed as Harry was preparing a big round of fajitas on request from Louis.

"Why don't you and your boyfriend make food for once? You eat the most!" Harry replied running back and forth in the kitchen.

"We're pretty tired, we didn't get much sleep last night!" Niall replied with a smirk.

"We get it Niall, you got laid, now let it go!" I said, getting tired of the comments, and making everyone look at me in shock.

"Oh by the way, speaking of Liam's sexual frustrations, Skye just texted me! She says everyone at the internship is cool, and her boss is a bitch, but apparently that's a good thing. Something about it meaning that she's really influential!" Lauren said, slightly confused.

I glared at her for the stupid comment, and silently cursed Harry for rubbing some of his cheekiness off on his innocent curlyhaired girlfriend. It wasn't for long though, because I then realized what Lauren had said. Skye.

I missed the blonde girl. Even though she had only been gone for a day, I missed being around her and her feel-good vibe.

I pulled out my phone and sent her a text.

"Lauren told us abt the bitch. good luck but im sure she cld learn a thing or 2 from u ;)"

I hoped she wouldn't be offended because I implied that she was a bitch, but it was meant in a good way.

My phone beeped quickly, and I read her reply.

"Lol! Yh if any1 knows how to b a bitch its me! i found the perfect job! my break is done, call u later! xx"

I chuckled at her text and sent her a quick reply, smiling to myself.

"Are you texting Skye?" Mag asked and all the heads turned to me.

"Yeah... so?" I said blushing a little.

"You're just sitting there with a goofy grin!" Zayn added, and I shrugged. There was nothing wrong with that, they already knew that I liked her.

"So when are you going to pop the question?" Lauren asked, and I looked at her confused.

"You know, ask her if she wants to go steady! Declare her your undying love and say that you want to be the father of your blondehaired babies dressed in leatherjackets, black jeans and biker boots!" Lauren said making the others laugh.

"Shut up! What about you and Harry? Or Tally and Niall? None of you have even come out as a couple yet, and these two Irish kids have been attached by the hip ever since we got here!" I fired back.

"Hey, that's not true!" Tally exclaimed, and we all looked at her raising our eyebrows.

"When is the last time you were apart since we got here?" Harry asked setting the table.

They both thought for a while until Niall said triumphantly,

"Yesterday when she ran out of after Mag!"

We all rolled our eyes at his lame attempt.

"I give up!" I exclaimed, and Harry rang the dinner bell.

Yes Lauren, had an actual dinner bell.

"Lunch is served ladies and gentlemen!" He announced with an upperclass accent and we all raced to the table.

* * *

Harry's P.O.V.

"Yes! Strike!" Lauren shouted, after knocking over all the pins during the first round and her team cheered.

"Pft, easy peasy!" I exclaimed picking up my ball, aiming and scoring a strike as well.

"Yeah!" Zayn exclaimed and my team highfived me.

The teams were pretty much even.

Lauren and I were the best. Tally and Niall were at the same level as Mag and Zayn, but Liam was better than Louis, so if I could just beat Lauren, we could win this. I also had my honour to think about!

The machoman in me wouldn't let me lose to a girl, even if she was my girlfriend.

"Whatever. I can already smell the scarfs and jeans, those 50 pounds will buy me!" Lauren exclaimed, as Tally scored a spare.

"Babe, you don't have to beat me in bowling if you want new clothes! I would happily buy it for you." I said, looking at her sweetly.

"That charm is not going to work on me Styles! I never lose focus." She stated professionally and scored another strike.


"50 big ones! Hand 'em over pal!" Lauren said, and I took out my wallet pulling out a 50 bill and gave it to her.

Although our team won, Lauren had beat me by far, and I wished I had known about her skills before making the bet. But I still felt proud that my girlfriend was so talented.

We entered the adjoining restaurant, and ordered our food laughing at some of Louis' fooling around during the game, which was partially one of the reasons why their team lost.

"So, I was thinking... when are you guys actually going to announce your relationships?" Mag asked pointing a french fry at Niall, Tally, Lauren and I.

"Are you kidding? Those fans in the lane next to us were totally aware about Nally here! Couldn't keep your lips apart for one night could you?" I said glaring at the happy couple.

"I thought I was gonna die, when they came to ask for pictures and autographs and Louis signed their bowling ball! It belongs to the bowling alley not to those girls you twat!" Mag exclaimed slapping him over the head.

"Hey, think of how much it's worth now!" Louis said rubbing his head, "Besides they got their autographs and pictures!"

"Yeah with you jumping into every single one of them!" I exclaimed laughing as I remembered Louis' wild stunts to get into every picture.

"Well they definitely didn't mind!" Louis smirked stuffing his mouth with french fries.

"Yeah especially that one girl... what was her name? The one who kept taking pics of him during the game?" I asked remembering the look on the girl's face when Louis walked in.

"Katie?" Liam suggested.

"No, Katie was the one who Tally looked at like she was gonna kill her, cause she apparently hugged Niall too tightly!" Mag replied laughing at Tally who instantly fired back,

"Well her breasts were crushing him, poor baby was terrified!"

"Jade?" Lauren spoke up.

"No... No Jade was the one who kept taking pictures of Mag and Zayn and typing on her phone... You should probably check twitter by the way." I replied, very frustrated that I couldn't remember her name.

"It was... Lexy!" Louis exclaimed, looking at a piece of paper and we looked at him in shock, as Liam grabbed the paper from his hand.

"She gave you her number?!" Liam exclaimed, and I grabbed the paper from Liam.

"Let me see that!" I raised my eyebrows at the digits on the paper.

"Very brave!" I said passing the paper around the table much to Louis annoyance.

"Look she wrote her twitter too!" Tally said chuckling and took out her phone.

"Let's check her out... Okay, what was it again? @LexysTomlinson10." Tally read from the paper, while tapping on her phone, and Louis grabbed the paper back and folded it before sticking it in his pocket.

"Lexy's Tomlinson? That's rather possesive?" I joked, and the others rolled their eyes.

"Oh found her!" Tally exclaimed and we all looked at her excited.

"What's her name?"

"Lexy, you idiot!"

"I meant her twittername, you twat!"

"How old is she?"

"Did she tweet about us?"

"Is she hot?"

"You just saw her an hour ago!"

"What's her bio?"

"Let me see her header!"

Tally was bombarded with questions from all sides and widened her eyes.

"Shut up! Give me a second okay!" She exclaimed and took a deep breath.

"Right twitter name is LexySexySmiles. I think it might be a reference to Styles, but nice and breezy. Her header is a picture of you guys, I think it's from a concert... Bio is simple. 'Those five British boys. Give us the video diaries back, and two dates. I think one of them is your Manchester concert last year, and then she also saw your concert here a couple weeks ago... Wait, why am I telling you everything, check yourselves!" Tally said and continued scrolling, while we all took our phones out.

I found her quickly and she had tweeted alot in the past few hours. There were pictures of her and Louis, her and Zayn with Mag and with Niall and Tally, and the rest of us. Then a bunch of pictures of Louis fooling around, but at least she didn't write where it was, or the place would be packed with fans!

After a minute I got a notification, that Niall had tweeted, as a respond to one her pictures. It was a picture of Zayn and Mag next to a picture of Niall and Tally with the caption "I met 5/5 !!!! it makes no sense but these TWO adorable couples are my OTP's!"

Niall had tweeted,

"@LexysTomlinson10 great pic don't ya think @TallsLovesNalls, u got yourself a follow !"

I also noticed she retweeted some of her friends tweets, and I recognized the other girls.

I followed Katie, because she had some really cool collages of me, and luckily Lauren wasn't jealous about it.

Louis followed Lexy as well, and Zayn followed Jade because she really liked Zayn and Mag and had apparently stood up for Mag recently when some girls had been trashing her on twitter.

Liam followed all three of them, and we replied a few of their tweets that we really liked.

Soon the twittersphere was going crazy.

People were going wild over Niall's new girlfriend, and wanted to know who "the other girl in the pictures" was, and I remember Lauren reluctantly joining in on some group photos.

Tally suddenly got a bunch of followers and mentions, thanks to Niall's tweet, and I noticed those three girls also gained some followers when I was checking out Katie's profile.

"And so it begins." Tally said dramatically.

"Well, I'm sure if anyone can handle all this it will be you!" Niall said, earning himself a kiss.

"So... you still wanna hold a low profile? You know that they will find out who you are, without our help anyways." I said to Lauren who looked nervous.

She thought for a while, and then pulled out her phone.

"Hold on a second." She said and I saw her tweeting a picture of us all,

"@HarryStyles, told ya I would win! Thx to @KateSteel2010 for taking the pic."

She then smiled at me, and put her phone away which instantly started beeping with notifications.

We all put our phones away after putting them on silent, so we could finish our dinner peacefully.

I looked at Lauren next to me, and wondered when she would let me tell the world about us. Maybe it was a good idea to wait, so the fans had time to digest Niall and Tally, and it wasn't even that long ago that Zayn and Mag came out either.

I just wanted everyone to know that she was mine. That I finally found a girl who I really believed I could go far with. That she had stolen my heart.

* * *

Louis' P.O.V.

"Are you gonna text her or what?" Niall asked me for the hundreth time, when we got back to the apartment.

"I told you, I don't know yet!" I replied throwing myself on the couch.

I was shattered, and had no idea what I was going to do with Lexy's number, if anything at all.

She wasn't the first fan to give me her number, and I somehow admired the fans that were brave enough to do so, but I didn't know anything about her.

I decided to stalk her for a while on twitter, and find out some stuff about her.

I took out my phone and went to her profile, looking at her picture, which was quite cute. Her hair was casually tied up, and she stood between two other girls smiling widely at the camera, so her light blue eyes were barely visible.

I looked through her pics, scrolling past all the ones from the bowling alley, and noticed many pictures of myself with sweet captions but also alot of those so-called reaction pictures, mostly with Niall and Harry, which made me laugh.

She also had some private photos of herself and friends, and I noticed that she had a nice smile. People always commented my smile, so I had started to notice other people's smiles all the time. Like Mag, for example, she had a great contagious smile, which is why we would be perfect together. We could just walk down a street smiling, and everyone we passed would start smiling. That would be great! But it would never happen.

I looked over at Mag who sat on the couch across me and was laughing at something Zayn showed her on his phone.

It was so weird how they could go back to being that happy couple again so quickly, but I guess that's what love does.

I then turned to Harry who was sitting in the chair next to me, with Lauren on the armrest while they took silly pictures on his phone.

Niall and Tally were in the kitchen stealing bags of snacks from each other, and Liam had gone in the guestroom to talk to Skye.

I wondered how they all would handle being away from their girlfriends while on tour, except Zayn of course.

At least I didn't have that problem, I said to myself as an attempt to feel better about being the only one without a girlfriend. Well Liam and Skye weren't really a couple, but pretty much as good as.

There were millions of girls out there who would be happy to be with me, so why did I let, the one girl who didn't want to, get to me?

Harry said he was happy with Lauren now, so maybe I should do the same as him, and find someone to get my mind of Mag.

I went on twitter again, found the profile and sent a DM.

"Hey, cool meeting u 2day. I like ur pics, yh I stalked u a bit :)"

Perfect way to start a conversation. Nice and breezy. I put my phone in my pocket and smiled while waiting for a reply.

Maggie's P.O.V.

I was laughing at a picture Zayn showed me from Jade's twitter, which was the boys' head on Spice Girls' body. Zayn was Posh, Niall was Baby, Louis was Scary and Liam was Sporty so Harry ended up as Ginger, and she had coloured his hair red.

In the corner of my eye, I noticed Louis looking at me, but my attention was quickly drawn back to Zayn showing me another picture.

Louis seemed like he was fine about everything, but I couldn't help wonder if it was just a mask. I really hoped he was genuinely happy, or that he soon would find someone to make him happy, so he wasn't on his own. All of his friends were busy with girlfriends, but I knew it would change when we got back on tour. Right now Harry and Niall were making the best of their short amount of time they had with their significant others and that was completely understandable, but I just hoped Louis didn't feel lonely.

"Guys, we should get back to the hotel, before it gets late." Liam announced and we all looked up.

"Can't we stay here tonight?" Harry begged pouting, making Liam roll his eyes.

"And do what?" Liam asked crossing his arms.

"You mean besides preventing another Irish sleepover?" Lauren said nodding at Niall and Tally, feeding each other and kissing in the kitchen, totally oblivious to their surroundings.

"Maybe it's a good idea," Liam shrugged, "what do you think?"

"Fine, but I have to pick up clothes and stuff first. I have a check up tomorrow." Louis announced, and I looked at him seriously,

"I hope you didn't injure anything the way you were jumping around today... Are you hurting anywhere?" I asked concerned.

"Actually now that you say it, I really am," Louis replied and we all looked at him worried, "yeah it hurts really bad! Oh God, it's my... Back... and shoulders. I need a massage!" He said with a smirk and we all let out sighs of relief.

"Idiot!" I exclaimed throwing a bubblegum wrapper at him, hitting him right on the nose.

"So you, Zayn and Mag will go back to the hotel and pick up stuff then?" Harry asked Louis and there was an awkward silence.

"I should go along." Liam suggested, but I shook my head,

"It's fine Liam, just tell Louis what to bring back for you, we can handle it." I said, realizing that we couldn't go on forever, trying to avoid Louis, Zayn and I being alone together. We were all friends, and I didn't want that to change.

* * *

"Just wait a sec Zayn, I have to go grab Harry's sleepover bag from his room, I still have the key." I said heading for the door, but Zayn pulled me back and spun me around giving me a passionate kiss, which I totally surrendered myself to.

His lips were so soft and full and delicious and oh my God I wanted to kiss him forever.

"Hold on babe," he said breaking away, and I almost fell since my legs had turned to jello, "I wanna give you something."

He headed to his suitcase, and opened it, taking something out and then walked over to me.

"You might have seen it already since you had my suitcase." He said, handing me the well-known photoalbum.

I nodded, feeling my cheeks getting red, and my heart beating so hard, I feared it would make a break for freedom anytime now.

"I didn't mean to see it, sorry for spoiling the surprise... But I just can't believe how sweet this is. All the time and effort, it's the most amazing gift ever." I said afraid I would cry from happiness.

"All the time and effort in the world is worth it to see that smile on your face babe," he said caressing my cheek, "These photos are memories, not only of our first amazing time together, but also of emotions. You can see it in our eyes, as the feelings evolve, and those emotions will keep growing. I will never forget these moments because they led me to the most wonderful time of my life. What we have. Our love... I also have something else for you."

I was completely speechless by his words, that I was close to tears, and I couldn't believe there was more.

"I wrote you something," he said suddenly looking shy, and I then remembered the paper that had fallen out of the album, " and I must have misplaced it, but I remember it all." He took out his phone searching for something, and I looked at him curiously.

"I started writing it as a poem, but this melody kept popping in my head, and I got Niall to play it on his guitar so I could record it. Only the guitar, I didn't record vocals."

He smiled and must have found what he was looking for, and his words dawned on me: melody, guitar, vocals...

Did he...?

"I wrote you a song."



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