Loved You First

"Was it possible that all the signs, I had convinced myself were just my imagination, actually were real?

I just couldn't help but wonder how long she'd had feelings for him, even if they were subconcious.
I was sure that I loved her first, but at this point I actually didn't know who she loved first."

A few slightly sexual references (not smut, I don't do that)
A few slightly violent scenes
Use of strong language at times
SELF-HARM references in a couple of chapters


32. 'Don't Break My Heart'


Hello lovelies. I'll try to keep this short!

I figured that the only way to please everyone is by having some sort of Mag, Louis, Zayn polygamy thing and yeah.. that's NOT gonna happen ;)

so if any of you are TOO upset about her choice, let me know if there is ANY way I can comfort you! :)

oh and the song louis plays "Bella's Lullaby" comes in 2 versions. The one I imagine is "River Flows In You" and the other one is the from "Twilight Soundtrack", I find it really beautiful, so try listening to it when you read the Louis part! :)

also I might not be able to update until the weekend so pleeease be patient and remember to comment! :) and feel free to tell your friends about this! LOVE YOU ALL! :)

anyways, ENJOY xoxo M. ;)






Chapter 26

"Don't Break My Heart"


Maggie's P.O.V.

I ran through the rain, having no idea of what direction I was going in. Just like in life. I ran until my legs gave up, and I had to stop, as I saw a bench and went to sit down, not even caring about pulling my hood up. My hair was already wet, so what was the point?

My thoughts were running around in my head, fighting to yell over each other, and consumed every part of my body, filling me with darkness. I pulled my legs up to my chest, wrapping my arms around them, and resting my chin on my knees.

I was shaking, cold and wet, but I didn't bother to move. Where would I go? My roomcard was in my bag, back at Lauren's place, so I couldn't go back to the hotel. I felt my phone continually vibrate in my pocket, but I didn't look at it, as I could guess who it was, and I didn't want to talk to anyone right now.

If I went back to Lauren's, we would have to "talk things through"! Couldn't they understand, that I didn't want to be with either of them? Well, that wasn't exactly true. I did want to be with one of them, but I wasn't good enough for him, and it was better that I realized it, before he did and broke my heart.

But my heart was already broken. I had broken it myself, by falling in love with someone, I didn't deserve to be with. By falling in love with someone, who I could never have a future with.

Stupid, stupid Mag.

What the hell was I thinking?

That I could actually be with a member of One Direction?

I had to get out of here, I had to leave! I could tell the receptionist, I had forgotten my key, they would recognize me by now, and then everyone could go back to their abnormal lives, without the problem causing common girl.

I just had to find the hotel first, which would be quite problematic, as I had no idea where I was. When I ran out, I'm pretty sure, that I went to the left, but that didn't help much as I knew we always came from the oppisite direction, when we came from the hotel.

Besides that, I knew that it was quite far, as it usually took half an hour, in the car and I was definitely not up for that walk in the rain right now.

I pulled my legs up closer and rested my forehead on them, letting my hair fall down around my face, thinking of my hopeless situation, when something came to my mind.

Of course, how could I forget?

I stood up and stuck my hand in the back pocket of my jeans, finding the small wallet, that I always had on me, in case of emergecencys. I opened and found about £50, which was pretty much all that could fit in there, and more than enough to get back to the hotel, where all my things were. My handbag was still at Lauren's, but the only things in there were my roomkey, my other wallet with only small change and a cardigan, so basically stuff I didn't actually need. Now I just had to find a taxi, or some other transportation to take me back to the hotel.

How was I going to find a taxi, in this quiet area, that Lauren lived in? I walked for a while, maybe 15 or 20 minutes, until I was lucky enough to spot a couple just getting out of a taxi, a little further down the street, and I used every bit of energy left in me, to run over there waving frantically, and I let out a sigh of relief when the taxi driver had noticed me and pulled up to the curb where I was panting for breath.

I got in, quickly giving him the adress and sank back into the seat, finally relaxing a bit.

"'Orrible weather innit?" The driver said, and I nodded giving him a quick reply, smiling slighty at his thick cockney accent. Ever since I saw My Fair Lady as a kid, I, weirdly, found cockney accents quite charming.

I looked out the window, at the unknown streets passing by, rain pouring down. We stopped at a trafficlight, and I saw a couple exiting a restaurant running along in the rain as the man, covered their heads with his jacket. At another trafficlight I saw a couple walking closely, arms around each other, with an umbrella keeping the rain away.

Suddenly I felt a sadness overwhelm me. I may not deserve the man I loved, but didn't I deserve someone? Someone who would love me, someone who would cover our heads with his jacket, or take walks in the rain, holding the large umbrella? Someone who would love me unconditionally, who would always be there for me, who would never give up on me, someone who... I already had. There was someone, who loved me, in fact there were two people who were all the things I just thought of. And I knew who I wanted, but I had no idea what I was doing. Was I running away, just because I didn't want to hurt the other's feelings? Maybe I was worth it, maybe I did deserve to be with who I loved; I had let my insecurity get the best of me and convince me, like so many times before, that I didn't deserve anything.

But no, not this time!

I was going to be with the man I love, and not let anything or anyone get in the way of it!

"Wait, stop the car!" I shouted suddenly, startling the driver, and he quickly pulled over looking at me curiously.

"I... I forgot something."

I then gave him my new destination, and he started the car again, and this time I didn't sink down in the seat, like a defeated drowned cat. I sat rank, filled with confidence like a proud lion.

I had been very confused lately, not quite sure about anything, and definitely not knowing who I wanted to be with, but I was sure now. I couldn't explain it, but within a second I just knew that it was him. He was the one I loved, the one I should be with, my soulmate, the one I liked from the very start before I even met the boys.

I wouldn't change my mind, I was sure about that, no matter what happened, or what some people would say, I would stand firmly by this decision.

* * *

Harry's P.O.V.

"How's your food?" I asked Lauren, my new girlfriend, who looked at me weirdly.

"Harry... It's McDonalds."

"Well, yeah? How is it?" I asked again with a chuckle.

"I wouldn't exactly call it a culinary heaven, but yeah it's pretty good." She replied with a smile and returned her attention to her chicken burger.

I, however, had finished my meal, and just sat with a smile, watching her eat.

A few minutes passed, until she noticed, and stopped midchew, looking at me curiously.

"Why are you creeping on me?" She asked, when she had swallowed her food.

"Hey, I'm your boyfriend now, I can creep if I want." I said, winking at her, and she blushed while taking the last bite, and wiping her mouth.

"So... How is this gonna work Harry?" She asked me, leaning back sipping her milkshake.

"What do you mean?" I asked curiously.

"I mean with me and you. I know we're like a couple now, but you're going back on tour for a long time, and I don't even know when I'll see you again." She replied frowning slightly.

I lifted her chin up, to look her in the eyes.

"Listen, I know I'm a busy person with a hectic life, but if we want to make this work, we will. We do have breaks on tour, and sometimes you can fly out. Liam and Dani were together for a long time, despite all the problems, and even though they're not together anymore, it didn't have anything to do with the band.

I said we should give it a chance, because I really like you, and that's what we're doing. If it works, great and if not... then I guess that's just how it is.

Relationships end eventually for one reason or another, but sometimes they last, because two people care about each other enough, to work hard and overcome obstacles.

It won't be easy, we both know that, and I don't only mean with being apart," I took a pause, to look her deeply in the eyes as I went on,

"You know that I love our fans, but sometimes they do go too far. Every single girl we are seen with, gets some amount of hate, and when people find out that you're actually my girlfriend, some of them will go crazy, but you can't take it personal. I've got hate alot, and yeah sometimes it gets to you but it's important to rise above it all and know who your friends are. Those people who write shit about me, they don't know me personally, they don't know who I am, so why should I care about what they say? Sometimes people will be your best friend, because of your status, but behind your back they talk shit, and you have to know who is genuine and who to trust.

I know you're strong, and that you can handle it, and I will always stand up for you.

No matter what, if we work together and fight for it, we can make this happen."

Our eyes were locked, and at that moment, I knew she was as willing as me, to keep this going.


* * *

On our way back to her place, we were talking and laughing, but as soon as we walked through the door, our smiles turned upside down.

Something wasn't right here.

Liam was pacing back and forth, while he continually looked at the clock. Zayn was sat with his head buried in his hands, and once in a while would shake his head. Louis was sitting with his legs pulled up to his chest, with a sort of empty look in his eyes, but at the same time you could see he was upset. Niall, Tally and Mag were missing.

"Hey guys... What happened here?" I asked as Lauren and I sat on the couch across from Zayn.

Liam sighed, and kept pacing back and forth as he explained,

"After you left, Zayn and Louis got into an argument. It made Mag upset and she ran out, so Tally ran after but couldn't find her. Her and Niall then went to check at the hotel, and they should be back soon."

I didn't have to ask what they had been arguring about, as it was clear to anyone. Even Lauren and Tally knew about the Louis-Mag-Zayn conflict, and we were all just waiting for it to end.

I actually had no idea, who she would chose, as her and Zayn's relationship was hanging on a thin line, but I didn't know if she even had feelings for Louis.

I looked at the two boys, and then thought of something.

"Zayn can I talk to you for a minute?" I asked, and the Bradford boy looked up at me with bloodshot eyes, nodded and followed me into the guestroom.

"What is it Harry?" He asked uninterested as he sat down on the bed.

"Um... Have you told Mag about Perrie?" I asked cautiously and his head spun towards me.

"No... You said I had until the end of our break, and I'm waiting for the right time, but now I don't even know if I'll ever get the chance."

Zayn sounded so hopeless, that I felt sorry for him. He shouldn't have to be going through this. I knew how much he loved Mag, and it hurt me to see him in such pain.

"I don't think you should tell her." I said quickly, and his eyes widened.


Zayn's P.O.V.

"I don't think you should tell her."

I looked at Harry in shock. Did he just say that?

"What?" I asked giving him a confused look, "you were the one who convinced me to tell her, and said she had the right to know and all that, and now I shouldn't tell her?"

Harry sighed deeply, and sat on the bed next to me.

"Zayn... You know that in any other circumstance, it would be out of the question to not tell her but... I'm worried about her. I just don't know if it would be good for her to hear something like this, when she already has trust issues. Even though it's not a big thing, she could make it to be, and I know you don't want that, and I know you would never delibarately hurt her."

"So... You think I should lie to her?" I asked, slighty confused and shocked that Harry would suggest something like that, even though I had thought of it myself.

Harry quickly shook his head,

"Of course you shouldn't lie to her!" He exclaimed loudly, "If she actually comes up to you and asks you anything about it, then you should tell her but otherwise... It's not actually lying, it's just not saying everything."

I raised an eyebrow at the curly-haired teen and his sneaky way of thinking. I had not expected that from him, and I had to be sure about his reason,

"So are you sure, this is because you're worried about Mag? Or could it have anything to do with the fact, that if she finds out, she might chose Louis?" I asked, looking closely at Harry who furrowed his eyebrows.

"Why should I care if she picks Louis? I have a girlfriend Zayn!" He replied angrily.

"Well I just wanna be sure Harry. I don't know exactly what happened between you two..." I drifted off, and noticed that Harry was starting to look tense.

"You have a girlfriend now, Harry, so it's also for her sake that I wanna be sure... If Mag does pick Louis... You won't be effected at all?" I asked, feeling depressed by the very thought.

Harry stared straight ahead clenching his teeth, but quickly shook it off, and turned to me smiling,

"Not even a little bit. I don't care about Louis."

I couldn't tell if Harry was lying, but I hoped he wasn't both for his own and for Lauren's sake. If he still had feelings for Louis it wasn't fair for either of them.

I then thought about what he had just told me.

Could I really keep this from Mag, without feeling guilty? No, because I loved her.

Could I live without telling her, because it didn't mean anything? Yes, because I loved her.

Was I willing to take the risk of her breaking up with me? No, definitely not!

I didn't know what to do! If I didn't tell her, I would end up feeling guilty, and she might pick Louis anyway. If I did tell her, she probably would end things, and never trust me again.

"If she really loves you, she won't let anything change that. You and Perrie didn't do anything." Harry said, as if he had read my mind.

"What if... what if she doesn't love me Harry, have you considered that? Forget about the Perrie thing, what if she would rather be with Louis? I don't how I would be able to cope with it! How do you deal with the fact that the person you love more than anything wants to be with someone else?" I asked, and noticed Harry's expression. I knew he had been through exactly that, which was one of the reasons why I had asked him.

"That was actually a real question Harry." I said, and he continued to not look at me.

"If you love someone, and they don't love you back, they will never admit it. They will just come up with lame excuses like 'not being in love with you anymore' or something stupid like that. I personally find it hard to have feelings for someone who hurts you so bad, and doesn't even have the courtesy to tell you the truth."

With that, he got up and left the room carefully closing the door, which meant that he was upset.

Harry only slammed the door when he was really furious or angry. If he was happy or just normal he would try to close it carefully, but always let go of it too soon, causing it to slightly slam.

But when Harry was sad, upset, depressed or generally really bothered by something, without being angry, he would carefully close the door, watching his every move.

In that way you could always tell Harry's mood by the way he closed the door.

I layed myself down on the bed, staring at the ceiling, contemplating what to do, when I heard the frontdoor open. I quickly ran out of the room, and realized it was Tally and Niall... without Mag.

I went to sit in the livingroom, and saw that Louis wasn't there, but at the moment I was only interested in Mag's where-abouts.

"No one answered, when we knocked on her door, so we asked at the reception but they haven't seen her." Niall said as he sat down with Tally.

Where could she be?

"I think we should try to look for her." Harry said.

"But it's raining and dark out there, how on earth will we find her?" Liam replied, and right then the door swung open.

For a second everyone stared at the door with wide eyes. She was soaking, and her eyes were bloodshot, but she was still beautiful. And her eyes looked different. They had that shine back in them, just like before all the drama.

It seemed like time stood still, until everyone quickly got out of their seats, and Niall was the first to pull her into a hug.

"We were so worried about you!" He said holding her tight.

"What if you had been attacked!" Tally added hugging her from the other side.

"You could have gotten lost and drowned in the rain..."

"...or got hit by a car!" Harry and Lauren said, joining in on the hug.

"Don't ever scare us like that again!" Liam said sternly, but smiled and wrapped his arms around them, leaving me standing alone, pretty much frozen.

"I... I'm glad you're back... and safe." I said, almost in a whisper, but she heard me, and gave me a slight smile.

The others released her, and bombarded her with questions that she left unreplied as she looked around.

"Where is Louis?" She asked curiously.

"Um... He's in my room... He wanted some privacy." Lauren replied, and Mag walked over to the room, passing by me, she mouthed,

"we have to talk" and then knocked on the bedroom door before going in.

So this was it. She made her choice. I had no idea if it was good or bad the she saved me for last. I felt like back in the judge's houses at the X-Factor, leaving the fate of my life in someone elses hands, and realized that Simon's yes pretty much led me to this very situation.


Louis' P.O.V.

I sat on Lauren's bed with her keyboard, playing random notes, until I took a deep breath, and remembered the notes I had memorized over the last month, practising on my piano app, whenever I had time.

I rolled up my sleeves and let my fingers flow over the keys, as I got lost in the melody. It really was beautiful. It took a while for me to remember every single note, and I stopped a few times, but eventually, I was playing it perfectly, and the music sounded so swiftly in my ears, that it was hard to believe, it actually was me playing.

"That's Bella's Lullaby." A voice said, and I nodded slightly, until I registered the voice, and my fingers stopped frozen right above the keys, as my head flew up.

My insides were jumping up and down, but I couldn't move.

I watched her silently, as she approached the bed, and sat down across from me, the keyboard between us.

"Play it again... Please?" She asked, and I gulped, nodding slightly and focused on the keys again, a lot more nervous this time. I knew how much she loved this melody, and it was because of her that I even learnt it. I screwed up a few times in the start, but I was able to get back into the world of this song, and let my feelings take over me, letting them control my fingers, as I closed my eyes and let my heartbeat mix with the sound of the piano.

"When did you learn how to play that?" Mag asked, after I had finished the last note.

"I found the notes a while back, and I've been practising... It's very complicated." I replied, not quite daring to look her in the eyes.

"That was really amazing Louis. You played it perfectly." She said softly, looking down.

"So... why did you run out like that?" I asked, moving the keyboard down to the floor, and hesitating a bit before moving closer.

"I've been having a hard time lately Lou... I hated myself for hurting Zayn, and for hurting you and I convinced myself that I didn't deserve to be with any of you. I thought that I wasn't good enough, and seeing you argue about me just made me feel horrible. I had no right to come into your lifes, and ruin friendships..." She took a pause, and I let her take a breath before she continued,

"I was going back to the hotel to leave, and let you live your lifes, but on the way there I had some sort of... I don't know... epiphany or something. I don't want to leave, I don't want to go back home, cause you guys are my home now. They say home is where the heart is, and I know where my heart is.

This has been a hard decision, because I don't want to hurt any of you, but I know that's kind of impossible, I can't be with both of you..."

"No matter who you chose, I'll always be there for you, you know that right?" I interrupted, and took her hand looking her deeply in her beautiful eyes, as she nodded, and I went on,

"I know it must have been hard for you, and I just want you to be happy, that's all I've ever wanted. I know I've been a jerk and acted stupid at times, but if you don't think we should be together... I'll try to get over you, I'll try not to be jealous and I'll respect your decision.

But I don't want to hear you say that you're not good enough ever again!

Because you're worth more than you can ever imagine, and my life is more wonderful with you in it... even if it will be just as a friend."

Mag was looking me so deep in the eyes, I felt as if she could see my very soul, and before I knew it the tears were falling from her eyes and I pulled her into a tight embrace, gently rubbing her back, as I kissed the top of her head, which was still damp from the rain.

I let her cry, feeling my heart ache, and after a few minutes she pulled back and wiped her eyes.

"I'm sorry Louis."

And those three words killed me inside. I couldn't let her see how much it effected me, I didn't want her to feel guilty or pity me. She belonged with him, and I had to accept that.

"I never wanted to hurt any of you, and I wish there was some way to make you both happy, but I want you to know, that I will always love you, and you will always have a special place in my heart."

I nodded and gave her a slight smile.

"Just not in the same way I love you." I said quietly, and avoided eye contact.

"Don't worry, I'll be fine. You two are meant to be, and like I said, I'll respect that."

I thought for a little while, wondering if I should do what I was thinking about or not, but I might as well.

"Um... I bought you something a few days ago, when we all went to the center." I said, and found the little box in my pocket.

Mag looked at me with wide eyes, as I gave her the box, and motioned for her to open it.

She gulped before opening it and shock was written all over her face, as she looked at the silver ring with the blue gemstone.

"It's a sapphire," I said as she looked it over, "cause you told me that your Thai middle name 'Pailin' means sapphire."

"Louis... I-I can't accept this." She said not being able to pull her eyes away from it.

"Of course you can. I bought it for you, as a friend. You'll hurt my feelings if you don't take it." I said smiling slightly, and she pulled me into a tight hug,

"Thank you! I can't believe you remembered that about my name." She exclaimed, still in shock, and I just shrugged.

We looked at each other for a while, before she gave me a kiss on the cheek, and walked out taking my heart with her.


I layed myself down on the bed, and closed my eyes, sqeezing them shut tightly, refusing to let the tears slip out. I had been such an idiot! Why did I even have to fall in love with her in the first place? Her and Zayn were connected from the start, even if I did feel we had a thing, she would never feel the same. I had never felt like this for a girl before, and the first time I did, it was a girl whose heart was taken.

I felt horrible. It was like my insides were all tangled together, and my world was upside down. My chest was in pain, and I felt like I was out of breath. So this was having a broken heart.

I turned to my side and curled up in fetus position wrapping my arms around my legs, not able to hold the tears back any longer.

I couldn't believe how stupid I had been, to think she might actually chose me. She had actually never even broken up with Zayn, that should have been some sort of sign, that she still had deep feelings for him.

I told her, I wouldn't be jealous but that was impossible, I would just have to hide it, and pretend to be happy. I was pretty much an expert at that now. I was letting out the last few tears, when I heard the door open, and didn't even bother to look up.


"Hey Lou."

I recognized the voice right away, and felt my insides burning up.

How could two people have such different effects on me, and yet still make me feel the same? That didn't even make sense!

"Are you talking to me now?" I asked, still lying on my side, and discreetly wiping my eyes.

I felt him sit down, as the bed sank by my legs.

"I guessed that since you stayed in here, and Mag clearly had been crying, that she made her choice." He said softly, and his voice hit me right in the pit of my stomach.

"Well I guess you're happy now." I said with a bit of resentment hoping that he would leave. I hated to let him see me like this, because of someone else.

"No, why would I be happy, when my best friend is miserable? I think you know that I know exactly how you feel right now."

I sat up, and looked at him, frowning not quite wanting to look him the eyes, but couldn't help myself. His emerald eyes had this power over me, that drew me towards him and kept me stuck there. I would always get lost in them.

"I'm sorry for ever hurting you Harry." I said softly, still looking him in the eyes.

"Don't be sorry, you just did what you felt was right. Besides I'm happy with Lauren now, and I'm sure you'll find someone else eventually." He replied holding my gaze. I felt jealousy creeping up in me, at the mention of Lauren. I remember telling Mag that I couldn't have such strong feelings for two people at once, but maybe I could. Or maybe, I only wanted him because he was taken? Maybe that was also why I wanted Mag so badly? Was I really that fucked up?

No, I loved Mag before her and Zayn were official, and I'd loved Harry for a long time now.

"So you don't hate me?" I asked, playing with the zipper on my hoodie.

"Of course not!" Harry exclaimed, shocked, "I was upset for a long time, but you're still my best friend Lou." He said with a smile, which I returned.

"You wanna join the rest of us?" He asked getting up, and I shook my head.

"No I just wanna be alone for a bit." I replied, and he walked out, taking whatever Mag had left of me, with him.


Zayn's P.O.V.

I was sitting alone in the guestroom, waiting for Mag to finish talking with Louis, wondering if I should tell her about Perrie. I still had no idea, if she wanted to be with me or Louis. If she had chosen Lou, it wouldn't make a difference, if I told her, but if she had chosen me, would it make her change her mind?

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door, and Mag walked in, her hair almost dry and curly from the rain, her eyes shining, and she sat down next to me smiling.

"Hey." She said softly.

"Hey, are you okay?" I asked, and she nodded.

"I am now. I have to explain myself, so just let me tell you everything on my mind." I nodded, and she went on,

"Lately I've been feeling really bad. I told you about my insecurity issues and they have really been taking over me. Long story short, I felt that I wasn't good enough for any of you, and that I should leave... But I don't want to. I realized that I deserve to be with the man I love. I am so sorry for ever hurting you Zayn, and I hope you can forgive me."

Oh my God, this was it, she was going to end things!

"Because I love you so much, and I should never have left you like that. I want to be with you. I belong with you, and I'm sorry it took me so long to discover something I should have known from the start.

I realized that everything we go through are tests of our love, and I should have more faith in us, because I know you would never hurt me."

I couldn't do this, I had to tell her!

"Mag... I need to tell you something."

She looked at me curiously.

"Just hear me out, and let me finish okay?" I said, and she nodded as I took her hands.

"That night when we went out, and I went back to the hotel... Well I don't remember anything, but when I woke up I... um... I wasn't alone."

Mag's eye widened and she pulled her hand away, but I pulled it back.

"Just hear me out! I woke up and... Perrie was in the room with me..."

Her expression went from upset to furious and she pulled both her hands away.

"Mag nothing happened! Listen, she came to talk with me, and she was waiting for me at the hotel. I was so drunk and she followed me up to the room, where I passed out and she decided to spend the night. I would never have let her follow me up, if I had known what was going on, but I was completely done for it!"

"You're using the drunk excuse? Seriously Zayn!" She exclaimed getting to her feet.

"Mag, I would never hurt you, you said it yourself! Nothing even happened, and I threw her out as soon as she told me what happened!"

"What if you hadn't passed out? What could have happened?!"

"I would never cheat on you Mag, I love you!" I said holding her shoulders, looking in her eyes, which were starting to well up with tears.

"But you were drunk Zayn! You were drunk enough to let her follow you up, something you never would have done otherwise..." She drifted off, as the tears started to fall, and I pulled her into a warm embrace. She tried to release herself, but I held onto her, as I spoke,

"Maggie... I love you! I am sorry for being so drunk, but nothing happened and nothing will ever happen with another woman! Ever since I met you, no one even crosses my mind. You mean everything to me, and you know deep down, that we are meant to be. You said it yourself. You said the things we go through are tests of our love, and this is your chance to prove that you believe in us. That you trust me. Please, forgive me!"

I let her go, so I could look in her eyes, but still held onto her so she wouldn't run out.

I wiped the tears from her eyes, and she looked at me with so much passion, that I knew she wouldn't let this go.

"I love you Zayn."

"I love you Mag."

And then she pulled me back into a tight hug wrapping her arms around me.

"Don't break my heart." She said with a small voice.

"Never in a million years." I replied and pulled back looking at her.

It seemed like we stood there staring at each other forever, until she crashed her lips onto mine.


* * *

Niall's P.O.V.

"What a day huh?" I said as I laid on the bed next to Tally, in the guestroom.

Lauren didn't let us sleep together, but tonight Tally had snuck me in, when Lauren fell asleep.

"I know... I'm happy for Laury and Zag, but I hope Louis is okay." She replied laying her head on my chest.

"Zag?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Well I don't know what else to call them! Mayn? At least it's better than Lag or Mouis. You know what, I think they should change their names, to make it easier for the rest of us!"

I laughed at my girlfriend and kissed the top of her head.

"Or maybe I can work on their middle and last names, you know like with Payzer?" She suggested and I just nodded with a chuckle.

"Okay Valerie and Javvad... Javerie? Vallad? No way! Valik? Oh this is hopeless!" She exclaimed with a pout.

"How about we stop talking about shipping names for our friends?" I suggested and she smiled at me.

I felt something creeping up in me, and cleared my throat before saying,

"Um... Babe... Remember that promise we made each other for the tour?" She looked at me and nodded, and I went on,

"That only counted for other people right? Like it doesn't count for us two... together?" She looked at me, and raised an eyebrow.

"What exactly are you suggesting Horan?"

I looked at her and smirked. Without saying anything, I crashed my lips onto hers, and within a minute, we were in the middle of a heated snogging session.

Finally she pulled away,

"Oh yeah that promise was definitely only for others!" She said smirking, and I grinned widely, pulling off my t-shirt and throwing it on the floor, before creeping under the covers.

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