Loved You First

"Was it possible that all the signs, I had convinced myself were just my imagination, actually were real?

I just couldn't help but wonder how long she'd had feelings for him, even if they were subconcious.
I was sure that I loved her first, but at this point I actually didn't know who she loved first."

A few slightly sexual references (not smut, I don't do that)
A few slightly violent scenes
Use of strong language at times
SELF-HARM references in a couple of chapters


6. 'Chapter X'


Okay, so I decided to post this short extra chapter, where the whole stalker situation is explained, cause I thought it would be too long, to put in the next chapter, and it wouldn’t fit the next chapter’s story.

In my opinion, it gets quite creepy in this chapter, but maybe I just feel that, because I wrote it late at night in the dark, haha!

One more thing! I’ve had a lot of free time lately, but don’t get too used to the regular updates, because eventually it will degrade to once a week! Especially since I won’t be having my phone for the next couple of weeks (I’m devastated) so it will be harder to just type my ideas when they pop up, since I don’t have my own computer right now. So if it takes more than a week, please be patient. Well, I’ll stop now and get on with this,

Xoxo Mag









Chapter X

"Psycho alert"



Harry's p.o.v.

"I have a stalker."

Saying those words sent a shiver down my spine, as if it made it more real. It had been a little over a month ago, that we found out, but I still hadn't got used to it. I still remember vividly how it all started.

* * Flashback * *

One month ago

"Harry, get in here quick!"

I heard Zayn yell from the other room, so I ran in to him, only to find him looking at twitter.

"Really Zayn? You called me in here for twitter?"

Zayn just shushed me and started reading a bunch of tweets that made blood freeze to ice in my veins,

"@Harry_Styles I miss you babe, yesterday was fabulous, call me xx"

"@Harry_Styles I hope you didn't forget our anniversary today! Pick me up at 8pm xx"

"I and @Harry_Styles celebrating our anniversary love you babe!"

The last one had a picture and I grabbed the laptop from Zayn's lap to examine it.

"What and who the hell is this?"

I exclaimed angrily, looking at a picture of me and a girl I'd never seen before, embracing as if we were about to kiss! The girl's face was hardly visible but I could tell I didn't know her.

"I have no idea, they were forwarded to me in this e-mail," Zayn explained, showing me an e-mail, and continued,

"All I can think of is tracking the IP address, cause if you thought twitter was bad, read the e-mail!"

What he said scared me, so I sat down and started to read,

Dear Harry Bear,

I miss you so much, have you forgotten about me? I haven't heard anything in a while, what's going on? I talked to Zayn, and he said you were just busy, but you always are. Even so I still always stay true to you. It helps having all these lovely memories. Remember our anniversary? Of course you do! Well I know you probably miss me too, but don't worry I'll see you soon, trust me,

Love your babe xx"

Trust me.

Those words repeated in my head as I looked at the pictures attached to the e-mail. There were about 10 of them; all of me and this mystery girl, different places, but her face was never in clear shot. I knew they were fake pictures, but what she wrote freaked me out more than these pictures.

Before I could say anything, Zayn spoke,

"I checked the mail today, why don't you go into the kitchen?"

I didn't know what to expect, but definitely not what I saw.

On the counter was a huge teddy bear (probably delivered) with a ribbon, and holding a heart. There was a note attached that read,

A teddy bear for my harry bear, see you soon xx your one true love"


She knows where I live. There's a crazy girl out there who thinks we’re dating, and she knows where I live!


"Zayn we're leaving!" I yelled slamming the door, after throwing the bear in the garbage. I kept the note, to track down the mystery girl.


For two weeks, while we stayed with Louis, all five of us tried to track her down. She could be bloody dangerous. IT-experts tracked down the IP-address, but the e-mail was sent from a net café. The twitter account and e-mail account had been deleted. We found the shop that delivered the bear, but the order had been phoned in, and checking the number, it turned out the call was made from a phone booth.

So we were dealing with a smart psycho, great!

That's when she started to show up. When I went out, I sometimes got a creepy feeling of being watched, and could see someone in the corner of my eye, but when I turned they would be gone. The bodyguards weren't much help since they couldn't chase someone, who disappeared as quickly as I noticed her. At least she couldn't get close, which was sort of a comfort.

After another week of being watched, Zayn and I moved from Louis' place. I figured, if she found out my address, she could find out the others boys' and I didn't want them hurt.

We checked in to a hotel far away from where we lived, and of course made sure, we weren't followed that day. Every now and then one of the guards would go by the apartment building, to see if anyone was looking, but there never was. It didn't change the fact that I was bloody terrified.

* * End of flashback * *

Not even the fans knew that I had checked into a hotel, and we kept everything very secret. When we went out, we would sneak out the back, and jump into the van, and we would arrive the same way too. Ever since I checked in two weeks ago, I hadn’t seen or heard from her. Until today. The last week, with Maggie, we had sort of let our guard down, not being as careful with going in and out of the hotel. That was apparently a big mistake.

I had been called down to reception, after a girl had come in, asking for my room number, claiming she was a friend. The receptionist of course, wouldn’t give her this information, but the girl had expected this because she already had a note for me, and I was called down to pick it up when the girl had left.

I had waited till I was in the elevator, before reading the note and I felt my heart stop, recognizing the handwriting right away,

Harry Bear! Why do I feel like you’re avoiding me? We love each other, have you forgot that? Is it because of this new girl you’re going around with? Has she made you forgot our past year and a half together? I demand to know who she is, as it is my right to know things like this my love! You didn’t even bother to come over on my birthday; like that phone call was enough. You are making me upset, and you know how I am when upset Harry bear! Call me and explain, this new girl and your absence or I will have to take matters into my own hands. Checking into a hotel without even telling me? You know I still love you, more than the stars babe! Xx your angry love.

p.s. I know you always compliment my eyelashes, so I have attached a few as a gift, so you don’t miss me too much! Love you a bunch my little bear.

I had looked into the pink envelope, and true enough there were a few dark brown eyelashes. Fuck! Fuck this shit, and this psycho bitch! I was furious, but could hardly even speak, when I stepped into the room.

Now the boys were just staring at me, eyes wide open, but I noticed Maggie’s expression, and I remembered this crazy girl mentioning “this new girl”, and I knew who she meant. Maggie’s life could be in danger too, and it was my fault, for not being safer.














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