Bridgette was known as the girl next door, the sweet and kind girl everybody loved. But when she looses her mom, everything turns upside down. She has to keep her family together while trying to keep her grades up for college. Nothing is easy for her, but hope is the only thing that keeps her going. Just like what her mom always told her "after a hurricane comes a rainbow". Her friends are there to help her, while she develops romance. Read on to experience the life of a troubled teenager.


23. Chapter 23

Life is evil, it slowly ticks away. Just like water droplets dropping into water, it doesn't leave any evidence. For me, I've been wasting the past few days doing nothing but thinking back of when Logan and I were still together. Only the good memories kept replaying themselves, I wanted to forgive him so bad, but I just couldn't. I kept thinking to myself, why can't life be a fairy tale? Is it that we were born into this world only to feel betrayal and sadness? 

I didn't bother to close the window tonight, the wind blowing in, causing the curtains to fly. I had the perfect view of the moon, shinning ever so brightly, lighting up the dark sky and my room. Not a single star by it's side. 

I turned to my side, my alarm showing the time 4:17 a.m. I've been awake this whole time, dozing into naps every few times, but quickly waking up after. Tomorrow was the day I was suppose to have dinner with Logan's family, but I guess I didn't need to go after all. Right now, I just want to pack up and leave out of the blue without saying anything to anyone and lust leave and start new life.


Nowadays, Taylor and LIndsy have been checking up on my constantly, I wish they could just give me some space. " Bri, you have to snap out of this? You're really making me worried!" Taylor said with concern while we were at the canteen. I just turned my head, but was bugged by Lindsy, who kept asking if I was okay, and said that I could come over anytime I want. I knew I couldn't keep this up for much longer, I would snap. So I excused myself and dumped my food in the trash and took off. I didn't really know, where to go, so I just kept walking around school, roaming the empty hallways that would soon be filled with students once recess was over.

"Why don't you just let go, it's not like she's so special. Besides, you can have literally have any girl in this school" I knew that voice, Jessica, I peeped over, it was her and Logan. They were standing so close together, and her hand was on him arm. I felt a dagger pierce into my already broken heart, if that was even possible. I ducked behind a row of lockers, I haven't seen Logan in a while now, he wasn't doing to well. His shoulders were slumped over, and his eyes were a bit puffy. "I don't know, Jessica. I have this feeling and it hurts so bad. I loved her so much and had to destroy the one thing I loved so much. I'm the worst human being ever." I couldn't take it anymore. I just ran off, not caring if my foot steps were heavy making loud stomping noises, I just had to get away from them. 

I quickly reached the bathroom and ran in. Thank god nobody was in here. I looked at myself, tears threatening to fall. "Logan you're not supposed-" I was so taken back, Logan barged in, taking my face in his hands and kissed me. I was so taken back, but I kissed him anyway. The kiss wasn't very rough, but soft, as if apologizing. "I'm so sorry for everything Bri, I was stupid to kiss the other girl. I was so stupid to throw away everything I loved. I'm so so so sorry. Please give us one more chance, and I'm so sorry. Guilt has been eating me alive, and I just want you back. Plesae?" I looked into his eyes, it was red and puffy. Not like the eyes I used to stare into. "I don't know" I quickly said, looking down and pushed his away, running out. 

"Let go!" I was stopped by Jessica, who yanked my arm. "What do you want Jessica, aren't you happy that I'm this miserable?" I said to her, not caring that tears were flowing down. "Look, I don't want to fight. But I can tell that he really loves you" I looked back at her confused "Just tell Lindsy and Taylor that I'm going home" 

I ran back home, wishing I had never met Logan, so this would never happen.

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