Without you

Becca has finally moved on. New boyfriend, Jake. New best friend, Hailey. New life. But will all that change once Becca accidentally meets Niall and Louis again? Have they finally moved on? Read on to find out............ ;)


16. Ignoring



I really need to apologise to Hailey. I could see the fear in her eyes. What was I thinking? I just made the girl I love become frightened of me? So much for making her fall in love with me! Now, she probably wants to be within a 10 mile radius from me. I sat down on the couch and decided to watch some FIFA to get my mind off of Hailey. I swear that I was thinking of her 24/7. I seem like some pyscopath or stalker but the truth is I'm in love with her but she doesn't feel the same. 

Now I know how Niall felt when I had my fling with Becca. Being friendzoned. The only difference is that I'm enemy-zoned (If that's a word?).

Just then Hailey's door opened. She went into the kitchen and made coffee I think. I just stared at her. She knew that I as sitting here but she purposely didn't make eye contact. I could tell she had just woken up. By her bed-hair. But yet, she still looked at beautiful as ever. I looked at Hailey's eyes. They weren't they're usual bright blue eyes. They were more dull, grey.

Her usual bright smile expression just disappeared. Her whole general expression was sad. Once she made her coffee, she started walking past me back to her bedroom. I got up and started to follow her.

"Hailey I-" I began but she just slammed the door on me. Damn! I've messed up big time. She's giving me the silent treatment. I heard quiet cries coming from the other side of the door.

That's it. I can't take this anymore. It kills me seeing Hailey like this. I wrote a note for her and slipped it under her door. I then walked out of the door.


I was giving Louis the silent treatment. I hated ignoring him like this. But I didn't know how else to act around him. I went back into my bedroom, slamming the door once I found out that he was following me. I slid down to the floor, crying. I leaned my head against the door when I felt something slip under my door. As soon as I picked it up, I heard the front door slam.

The note was from Louis, obviously.


I'm not good at writing letters and stuff so I'm just going to get to the point. I don't know how to show you how sorry I am. But I hate seeing you like this. I'm going to leave America by tonight. I can't stay here with knowing how much i am hurting you and frightening you. I really want you to forgive me. but I understand if you don't.  I wanna tell you something, before I leave. I know I'm probably looking like a wuss by saying this on paper rather than in person but I'm going to do it anyway.

I love you. I love you so much Hailey. Ever since I started talking to you online. Everything about you is just so....perfect. I'm not good with this 'lovey-dovey' stuff as you call them but I hope you feel the same way. You probably don't. If you still love Josh after this, then that is true love. 

Just please, before I go, meet me at the park now. I need to know if you've forgiven me. Please Hailey. 

Louis xxx

As I finished reading this, a tears came rushing down my face. Louis loves me. How could I not see that. What happened at the club, when he was about to kiss me..

UGH! How could I be so stupid and blind to that. I guess I was to 'mesmerised' by Josh. 

I love Louis too. I always have but I guess I didn't want to admit it to myself because I was with Josh. I got up and ran out of the door. 


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