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"He lets go of me, looking sadly down at his toes for a moment.
Then his facial expression changes and it goes hard.

He looks over his shoulder to make sure no one is looking, and then he graps my arm, hard, and pushes me up against the nearest wall. I feel the cold, hard brick wall against my back and Zayn is like 3 cm from my face. His hands are resting on the wall on either side of my head.
I cannot move and I feel completely trapped. I can feel his body heat and his hot breath on my face.
I shiver. He scares me, but at the same time he is god damn sexy.

"Who have you talked to? Are people talking?" How does he even expect me to answer this when he's literally crushing me up against a fucking wall?"

A fanfiction about a new girl and the bad boy, Zayn Malik.


25. Girl talk

Harry's POV

- "So," I stand awkwardly at the bedroom door, while Louis throws himself onto his bed. Usually I would join him, but I have a feeling that I better keep my distance until he suggests I should do otherwise.

- "What have you been up to?" I ask, to make small talk - something I had never needed to do with Louis. He is always so easy going.

He rolls his eyes at me, and gets to his feet to drag me with him, making me lie next to him on his big bed. I feel a tingling in my bicep, where his hand touches my naked skin. 

- "Don't be silly, we're ok Harry," he says, looking into my eyes with his deep blue ones. "I've just been thinking..." he looks down, but then changes his tone. "Besides who wouldn't want a couple of days off?" Louis grins, and the feeling of joy and relief releases in my body. 

- "So what about us?" I ask shyly, my hand searching for his fingers. I play with the tips of them. His hands are cute, much smaller than mine. 

- " Though.. I'm not ready to come out yet. Hell I'm not even sure if I'm really gay!" Louis' words take me by surprise. We have never mentioned that word "gay" in eachothers' presence before. However, I agree with him. I have wondered the same thing - am I really gay-gay? I mean I'm not attracted to other boys - only Louis.

He keeps going. "But Harry, what we have is special, if you could just give me some more time," his eyes search mine again. They are honest and serious, his eyebrows raised in hope.

- "Of course. And I have talked to Zoe, she's not telling anybody - same applies to Zayn, he seems ok really. So are we good?" I take his hand in mine, squeezing it, just enjoying the feeling of the contact of our skin. God it's been so long since I've touched him.

"We're good," a cheeky smile spreads across his face. 

Instantly I know why he has been so down. He is usually so confident and funny, but the fact that somebody found out his biggest secret - his biggest sin - it made him feel so small. 

He smirks at my thoughtful frown. "Now get here you idiot," he puts a hand around my neck, pulling me in for a hungry kiss. I kiss him back passionately, my mind not even able to even keep up with my own physical reactions. I'm already hard when he withdraws and quickly get out of bed to lock the door, removing his shirt on the way back.


Zoe's POV

Tamara and I pay for our cappuccinos and make our way to the tiny café table by the huge window facade, facing out towards the park. Her parents' gray car is parked on the other side of the road, the paint shiny in the strong sun.

The ride had been slow and slightly stressful, since Tamara has only just turned 18 and gotten her licence. Since I had asked about her driving, she had asked if I wanted to go to Starbucks after classes. She said she always used to go here with her sister after school - but last spring she had moved to London with her boyfriend.

I guess we both need a girl friend, since we both hang with the boys mostly.

- "So you and Zayn huh? Have you done anything yet?" she asks casually, taking a sip of her coffee mug. I almost choke in the hot fluid. 

- "I.. What exactly?" I stutter.

- "Have you slept with him?" she shrugs, taking another sip, but her eyes don't leave mine. 

- "No," I feel the blood rush to my cheeks. Why do I have to act like a little girl about this?!

- "
You're a virgin right?"  I nod. she continues, "Have you talked about it?"

- "Well no.." I take a sip of my mug as well, breathing in the hot steam through my nose.

Tamara seems to be caught up in her own thoughts for a second.

- "Do you want to though? I mean sleep with him?" her blue eyes, framed by heavy black eyelashes, creates a black and white contrast with her pale skin and her perfect wavy blonde hair. 
If she had been somebody I didn't know, I would have probably thought she was a bimbo. 

Her question surprises me, as well as the fact that I don't know what to answer. I mean I know Zayn wants to, it's said in every kiss and touch - and he's a guy.

I think back on the other day, at Zayn's house. What would have happened if his brother hadn't walked in? 

- "Well.. Yea I guess," I finally speak, but it comes out more like a question than an opinion.

- "Just don't make him push you or anything. Really Zoe if you are not ready then you should wait." she shrugs and takes another sip. "Boys are like dogs Zoe, if they get all horny, which is like all the time, just brush them off ok? And if he keeps pushing on, then he's not the guy for you," she obviously refers to Zayn. 

I look at her, slightly squinting my eyes, and her cheeks redden like mine had done just seconds before. 

- "Ok yeah, I've only done it once. It a long story but earlier this year I was kind of seeing this guy my brother knew bla bla bla. He was totally hot and all.. But turned out to be a complete jerk," I give her a sympathetic look, but she just rolls her eyes, suggesting she is way over it. "Anyway, the point is that we had sex, and if I could take it back, I would,".

I nod, taking in her point.

- "So anyway, just be careful not leading him on too much if you're not ready. It's just.. to me, Zayn doesn't come across as someone who has ever gotten a 'no' before," she shrugs and takes a big gulp of her coffee. 

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