Why me? (Book1)

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  • Published: 27 Jul 2013
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Lexi Moon is 17 years old. No one knows what she is just that she's not like everyone else.
Her eye colour changes and in the full moon, no one wants to be in her way.
When she was 5 a group of werewolf's found her, and the alpha decided that they would protect her.

But what will happen' when they find out what Lexi is and that she is a danger for the pack?.

Read and find out!

(Book 1)


15. It Will Be Our Secret

I felt so warm and cosy, when I opened my tired eyes. I had a arm around me and I wasn't on the couch. Slowly I turned around and saw Logans face infront of mine, he hadn't a shirt on and he gave me all the cover. He looked so peacefull when he was asleep, I carefully got out of bed so I wouldn't wake him. It's not allowed to sleep in a boy's room if you're not a boy, no one can know about this. Master Joe said that he wouldn't send me to the Arena but you'll never know about Logan, I won't take the risk. 

"God morning", Logan mumbled with a sleepy voice. "Sorry did I wake you?", I whispered. He shaked his head and sat up on the bed. "Why wasn't I on the couch when I woke up?", I asked and pointed on the couch beside me. "You had a nightmare, you cried and was kicking in you're sleep so I took you to bed". 

It was really sweet of him to do that, even if he didn't had to. "T-thank you", I stambled. Logan got out of bed and it was really hard not to stair at him when he didn't had a shirt on. I saw a scar on one of his arms, "What happend to you?", I asked and walked up to him. "The werewolf you killed, he got me one time. You still don't remember do you?". I shaked my head and was a bit frustraded that I couldn't remember everything that happen that night. "It's okay if you don't remember", Logan removed a lock of hair from my face. I gave him a smile, but I still had a feeling that James was a little bit mad at me for not remember everything. Maybe something happend between us?. 

Someone was knocking on the door, Logan shouted who it was and James was answering. 

"He can't know I'm here, no one can", I whispered to Logan and he agreed. "Hide in the closet and be quiet", I did what he said and crawled into the closet. It got really dark in there when Logan closed the doors. 

James came in with heavy steps, "did you hear about Lola?". He asked. "N-no what?". 

James explained for Logan what happend last night between me and her. "She threw her into the wall?", Logan asked. "Yeah and then she disappeard, no one has seen her since". "I haven't seen her either". 

"Why do you have a pillow and a blanket on the couch?", James asked suspiciously. "Did someone sleep here?, did Lexi sleep her!?". You could hear on James voice that he wasn't happy, no one could know that I spend the night in Logans room or in his bed. "No she didn't, I was tired after the werewolf attack so I took a nap on the couch", Logan said. He sounded very convincing. "Okay.. See you at the training center", James left and I crawled out of the closet. 

"That was too close", I said. "He will find out eventually, he is like my brother we don't keep secrets from eachother". 

Logan was right, they will find out. But I couldn't risk it, I won't risk it. "No, if they found out or you tell someone Master Joe will send you to the Arena!", I got up from the cold floor. "It's a risk I'm willing to take, you don't lie to you're hunting family!", we almost screamed at eachother. "But I won't take the risk, I won't see you at the Arena fighting for you're life!". Logan staired at me, "what did you say?". He asked. "I don't want you to get hurt, Okay?!", I screamed and Logan smiled. He hugged me tight, "I don't want you to get hurt either". He whispered in my ear. 

My heart was beating fast and I got warm in my hole body. "I still can't trust you", I said. "Follow you're heart and you'll know that you can trust me". I can't deny that I've got feelings for Logan, but I'm scared that something will happen. If something happens to Logan I can't live with myself, he has been a good friend lately. 

I pushed Logan away with all my strenght so he would let me go, "Shouldn't you be at the training center?"."Why do you always say that you can't trust me?, I know you're not suppose too cause I'm not from the same hunting family as you but..". Logan picked up his sweather from the floor and put it on. "Exactly, we're not the same. I don't trust anyone, not you not anyone. This academy is so weird it's like you all works for Master Joe in some weird complicated way", I interuppted him. "Listen I don't work for anyone but for myself and my hunting family", Logan started to sound more and more aggressvely. "That's the thing Logan, you have you're hunting family at least some of them. I'm alone, I have no one. The only family I got was some werewolf pack but even they were taking away from me when I was told that I'm suppose to kill them, hunt them down. So yeah, maybe I have trust issues!". I walked out from the room angry. Angry at myself and a bit on Logan cause he was so attractive. 

"Lexi!", Simone came outside the academy. I stopped when I heard her voice, "What is it?". 

"You attacked Lola last night, what was that all about?", she asked. "I snapped okay?, she is not so friendly", I explained and walked in to the library.  "Do you need something?", a little kid with glasses came up to me. "Yeah but I don't think you can help me sorry".

"Try me", he said and smiled. His red hair and freckles charmed me. "Okay, I need some werewolf hunting family books stuff...". He took my hand and we walked to a corner full of hunting family books. "I basically live in here, so I know the most things. I'm Lio by the way", he sat down on a chair behind him. "Lexi Moon", I mumbled and searched among the books. 

"You are the werewolf hunter, aren't you?". I nodded and took a seat beside him with a book in my hand.

"You are so lucky", he sounded very impressed by me. "Is that so?", I said and turned the pages in the book. 

"Yeah I don't know what I am". I laid the book on the table and looked at the little boy, he had a sad face. "What do you mean with you don't know what you are?", I asked. 

"Being in all those lessons where you found out which hunting family you belong, that isn't my thing. I don't have any friends so I get bullied alot". "I'm alone too", he smiled at me when I said that. 

"I'm going to tell you something", he whispered to me. I got closer so I would here exactly what he said. "You're not the only werewolf hunter", I thought my heart stopped for a minute when he said that. "Yeah I am", I whispered back. Lio just shaked his head, "No. I heard some hunters talking in here, and the rumors says that there is at least one more werewolf hunter in our area". 

"No that's impossible", I said and laughed. "No it is not!, why have werewolfs being killed then?. Only you're hunting family can kill them". 

Lio had a point, no one else could kill them.. Does that mean that my hunting family is closer than I thought?. "Why have no one told me?". "Maybe cause it's a secret, the werewolf hunters are also hunted you know. They hide. "And Master Joe has me locked up in this weird academy", I mumbled. 

"Werewolf hunters are suppose to be in the forest, on their own. And what I have heard from other hunters is that you are the one with the big powers", Lio said with a calm voice. 

I nodded and gave him a half smile, "thank you Lio". "There you are!", James ran towards me and gave me a hug. "J-James?", I stumbled and looked at Lio. He giggled and walked away.

"Where have you been?, we have looked everywhere for you. I thought something had happen", he looked worried at me. "I'm fine, dont worry. But I have to tell you something". I grabbed James hand and took him to my room."Lexi can you please tell me where you where?" 

I wanted to tell him, I really did. But I can't tell him I spend the night with Logan. I changed the subject and told him what Lio said to me. "More werewolf hunters?", He asked. "Yeah, I'm not alone. I thought I was but I'm not", a big smile turned up on my face. "You don't really believe Lio do you?". The smile disappeard and I just wanted everyone to believe in me. To dont follow Master Joe's rules for once. 

"Yes I do, I believe in Lio. He gave me hope, I will find my hunting family. But you can't tell anyone about this, if Master Joe founds out I will be his pet forever". 

James was quiet a while, "Does that mean you will leave the academy?". I nodded "it will happen sooner or later". James looked sad to hear my words, "I dont want you to leave, I.. I don't want you to leave me". 

My heart started to raise and I got nervous. "W..what are you saying?", I stumbled. 

James walked towards me, he looked me in the eyes. I had never seen his green eyes this close before. He leaned against me and kissed me on the lips. My body got warm and I could feel how my face caught a red tone. 

"I'm sorry I just had to do that", he whispered in my ear before he left the room. 

Did he just kiss me?, why?, Does he like me?. That would explain alot but.. My feelings towards him is so mixed up. Good job Lexi, you spend the night with Logan and got another guy kiss you the day after. I'm such a mess.. 




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