Forever & Always

This is the third and final book to the series 'Brother's Best Friend' Justin and Becca, now have two children. Jesse is now out of jail. Lyssa now has another baby she wants. Justin has some problems. An accident could ruin their family...

Okay guys, I decided to make this because I realize how much you all love it. This is probably the last book. I'm not quite sure yet. I love you all so so so much. You guys are absolutely amazing <3


3. I'm Sorry

My eyes started watering and I got up to walk out, but my feet wouldn't move. i made myself walk out of there. I walked to our house and ran inside. I started getting a bag packed. I heard a door open.. and then his voice...


Justin: What are you doing?


I didn't answer him. I closed the drawer and crammed the stuff into a bog without looking at Justin.


Justin: Where are you going?


He still had his towel wrapped around his waist.


Becca: Away.


I felt myself being turned around. A hand lifted my chin so I was looking Justin in the eyes.


Justin: What's the matter?


Becca: You.


That's when I broke. My tears fell.


I grabbed my bag and started walking.


Justin stopped me.


Justin: What did I do? I'll fix it. I promise.


Becca: It's too late.


I pushed him away.


Before I knew what was happening, I was being picked up and carried over to the bed.


Justin: Baby just tell me what I did.


Becca: You hate me.


Justin: I could never hate you, you're my wife, you're the mother of my children.


Becca: You still hate me.


Justin: Baby, please tell me what happened?


Becca: You slept with Dakota.


He froze. His face went blank and he wouldn't move. I got up and icked up my bag and started walking. I started walking to Pattie's house.


As soon as I stepped through the door, Justin was behind me.


Justin: Baby-


Becca: Don't baby me, It wouldn't have even been bad if you told me when I asked you, but you lied to me.


At the thought of it, my legs gave in and I fell to the ground crying.


Justin ran over and sat on the ground with me.


How his towel didn't come off yet? Not a clue.


Justin: Baby I love you.


Becca: Just leave me alone... you slept with my bestfriend then lied to my face.


He was now holding me close.


Becca: Please.. just leave me alone..


I pushed him away. Justin couldn't chase me, because he didn't have shoes or pants on. only a towel.




I arrived at her house and knocked on the door. She immediately opened it.


Pattie: What's the matter sweetie?


Becca: Ju-


Pattie: I understand, come here.


She pulled me into a hug and I held my arms around her.




After I told her eveything that happened, she talked to me. I kept getting calls from unknown numbers, but I knew it was Justin.


That's when Pattie's phone rang.


Pattie answered.


Pattie: Hello?


I heard a muffled voice. I knew it was Justin.


Justin: She left me. I can't go on without her.


Pattie: What do you mean?


Justin: I don't want to do this anymore...


Pattie: Do what?


Justin: Life... she won't even answer phone calls.


Pattie: Justin, you know you can't do that to your beliebers, your friends, your family.


Justin: Becca's my wife and she would be better off with me not here.


Pattie: You have me, and Drew and Carter.


Justin: Actually, right now I have none of you. I'm by meself, with a picture of my wife, probably my ex-wife now.


Pattie: Justin-


Justin: Mom... I-i miss her.


His voice cracked.


Pattie: You shouldn't have done what you did Justin...


justin: I know- Wait.. how do you know what I did?


Pattie: I don't ...


Justin: Becca.


Pattie got up and walked out of the room.


A few minutes later she came back in.


Pattie: I'm sorry- he was begging me- and I couldn't tell him-


There was a knock at the door. I closed my eyes dreading who was about to come through the door. So I got up and walked to Pattie's spare bedroom before she could open the door. I closed the door. I heard the downstairs door open. i heard fast talking, then I heard footsteps.


The door  sung open to reveal Justin's face.


He saw me and started crying.


Justin: It hurts me that I hurt you so much- and I know for sure that you shouldn't take me back, I wouldn't, but i just really need you to. I'm a complete ass and I'm so so sorry.


I just stared at my feet.


He spoke again, more weak this time.


Justin: Please.


I felt my chin being lifted. I looked him directly in the eyes.


I was tired of running from him.


Justin: i'll love you, no matter what.


His thumb wiped the tears from my eyes. He kneeled down at the edge of the bed and took my face in his hands.


Justin: Please...


I wrapped my arms around him and cried into his shirt.


Justin: I know- i'm an idiot.




After I cried into his shirt, I fell asleep in his arms.


When I woke up, we were still on the floor. I looked back at him and he was staring at me, tears still in his eyes.


Becca: WHy didn't you sleep?


Justin: I can't risk you leaving...


Becca: I can still leave.


His body stiffened and his grip tightened.


Justin: Please, don't. Just stay with me...


Becca: Why? So you can break my heart again.


Justin: No- so I can fix this... If i were you, I wouldn't come back to me either, but you've always been there and never given up on me, and I need you to...


Becca: I'm not giving up on you, i'm giving up on myself. I just don't have what you need, no matter what you think you want. Obviously im not it.


Justin: You're wrong. You're everything I want. You're the only thing I want.


Becca: If I was then why would you have a reason to cheat?


Justin: honestly, And i swear on my children's lives. I didn't remember it, but when you said it, parts of that night started coming back, and I still don't think i did, I almost did, but i'm pretty sure I didn't. I was high, I couldn't control my actions, or my memory that night... Forever and Always.. right?


Becca: That's what it used to be...


Justin: Please- I just really, I need you. I wouldn't be able to go on without you..


My memory flashed the scariest day of my life to me.




There was a knock at the door.


Melissa: Now, you know this is probably Justin. I'm going to answer it, you stay here and lay down, back facing the door.


I did as she told me and I heard her get up and walk to the door.


Melissa: Hello.


Justin: Melissa? What are you doi- Becca, she called you didnt she?


Melissa: Um.. .no.. Just visiting.


Justin: Liar. Where is my baby.


I could tell he was about  to start crying.


Melissa: Justin, she isnt here.


Justin: If you wanted the best for Becca you'd tell me where she is.


I could tell he was crying now.


Justin: Please.


Melissa: Justin.. I- i can't...


Justin: Who's laying on the bed?


Melissa: Nobody. it's um my suitcase.


Justin: Let me in.


I looked back and he stepped to the right of her and she stepped to the right. She blocked him from getting in.


Justin: Melissa!


Melissa: I can't let you do that!


I locked eyes with him and he stared at me.


Justin: Becca-


Melissa: Okay, by Justin.


She tried to close the door but he put his foot in the way.


I sat up and ran to the bathroom. A few seconds later I heard a knock.


Justin: Becca, I-i cant go on without you. I'll die. I just need you to know I love you.


After a few seconds I heard footsteps away from the bathroom. What did he mean? If he dies? Justin was going to hurt himself.




Melissa: Out the door, he seemed fine why?


Becca: He's going to hurt himself.


I grabbed my Jacket and called Pattie.


Becca: hello.


Pattie: yes?


Becca: Is Justin with you?


Pattie: No, he said he was looking for yo-


I hung up on her and ran out of the hotel. I tried calling him but he wouldn't answer my phone call.


Becca: Justin pick up!


Melissa came after me.


Melissa: You're not going alone, where would he be?


Becca: I don't know. Melissa help!


Melissa: I rented a car, lets drive until we see him.


I nodded and wiped my tears.


We got in the car and drove. I was shaking. Knowing that Justin might be hurting himself. We pulled up to a field. There was somebody standing at the edge where there was a drop off.


Becca: Melissa STOP THATS HIM.


Before she even stopped the car I jumped out and ran over to the male that was standing there.










 I looked him in the eyes and gave him a hug. I didn't let go. He wrapped his arms around me and stood there frozen. I kissed him and he held me close and didn't let go of me. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around him.


Justin: Becca?


Becca: I'm here, please, don't hurt yourself.


He started tearing up and I kissed him again and he held me against him.


Justin: I can't live without you.


Becca: well i'm here so don't hurt yourself.


He looked at me like I was his imagination.


Justin: Are you really here?


Becca: I'm really here.


*End Of Flashback*


Last time, he tried to kill himself.


Justin: Why are you crying baby?


Becca: Because, I can't watch you kill yourself over me.. And I can't do that to our kids.. they need both of us..


He looked at me with hope in his eyes.


Becca: But I also can't teach my daughter it's okay to be with a man who cheats, and i can't teach my son that it's okay to cheat and think he'll get away with it.


Justin: baby-


He stopped talking when he saw my eyes fill up with tears.


Justin: I'm sorry through putting you through hell.


I cried into his shirt.


Justin: Bur no matter what i'll still love you.


I wasn't going to watch Justin kill himself. I knew if I left him that's exactly what he'll do.


Becca: I love you too.





























*AN There you go... does this mean she's talking him back?


Did he actually cheat?


What will Corey say?


Where are Drew and Carter?


Does Lyssa have them?


Who knows?


Until next chapter ;)*












*Okay, I know I deleted it, if i lose more readers, then i'm going to delete it and it's not coming back, I'd rather save the followers then lose them for not updating.... OKAY I GOTTA GO 'OUT OF TOWN GIRL' JUST CAME ON PANDORA.


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