If You Really Cared

Carter is a 17 yr. old girl. She has been bullied by 5 boys for years. She has no idea why... Her abusive dad and best friend/little sister have just died. Her mom kills herself over it. All in one day, Carters life is changed forever...

***(the boys are NOT famous in this story... their each around he ages of 16-18...)***


55. Chapter 47

Carter's POV

I wasn't quite sure what to wear to this 'party' but I think I've got the right idea.

Avalon's party= Charlotte and Abby Charlotte and Abby= boys+girls Boys+Girls= beer and dancing

Definitely not your normal sleep over or hang out. The tight jeans I had chosen to wear were the ones me and Kyle came up with our own name for... Skin Pants. I struggled a little while slidling them up my thighs but I eventually got them up. I decided on a off white top that reached just at my waist. It had the quote from The Notebook too, "If Your a Bird, I'm a Bird" is exactly what it read. It had it in black writing on the front with little gray doves flying around the print.

I chose easily on wearing my favorite pair of shoes, they were my black leather combat boots and they went perfectly with my dark washed skinny jeans, (skin pants). Even though I had to convince Louis to take me to my house so I could get them it was so worth it. I curled my hair in thick ringlets that fell loosely a few inches below my shoulders. My makeup was natural but I added a bit of silver and darker browns into my eyes. My long lashes only needed a coat or two of mascara and then I was done after foundation and all that.

I looked at myself in the full body mirror and had to admit its the best I've looked in weeks. I slipped my phone in my back pocket and grabbed my leather jacket, I got this when I was getting my boots. I ran downstairs quickly to find only Niall ready and waiting alone in the kitchen. Although he wasn't really alone... He sat happily at the island, he acted as if he couldn't care less what we were all doing, and he munched quickly on his pizza.

"Microwave heated pizza, such a five star dinner!" I clapped and laughed as I walked in. He flinched and looked up as if I had scared him. He smiled after he took the time to recognize me.

"Shut up!" he laughed and I sat beside him. I didn't know what to do and I was a little hungry but not enough to actually eat. I pulled out my phone and unlocked it for the first time in weeks.

"Oh here..." Niall said while chewing and he took the phone from my hands. He started adding himself as a contact.

"I don't want your damn number!" I joked and he elbowed me playfully. He stopped and read through the only two contacts I had... and they're both dead.

"Umm," I sounded awkwardly. "I guess you can delete them," I shrugged. "Im sorry..." he apologized again.

"Niall... Just delete them... please?" I asked and sympathy entered his eyes. "Fine..." he deleted my mom's and Kyle's numbers from my phone and then handed it back.

"I really am." I was confused. "Really are what?" I laughed at how quickly he could change a topic.

"Sorry... about everything." he added. "Oh," I looked at the ground. I didn't have time to think about what was happening before he hugged me. Not just a hug like when you greet a friend, or a hug that you give your mom before you leave for a one-night trip. This was a hug that only happens every once in a while, a hug that may never happen to some people.

I felt tears brimming in my eyes but I refused to let them fall. If I cried tonight it wasn't just my mascara... I would literally look like Lady Gaga threw up on me. He hands rubbed my back gently and my hands found themselves fumbling with the neck of his shirt at the back.

"Uhh," Louis coughed and stood right beside us. We hadn't even notice dhim.

"Oh sorry," I sighed handing him my phone.

"What's this for?" he held up the thin piece of metal. "Want to take Kyle's place on my phone?" I laughed but it really wasn't funny at all.

"No. I want to take my place..." he stated. "Well Niall just deleted Kyle and my mom so you can be the second contact if you like?!" I shrugged and this time he smiled.

"K!" he unlocked it and put in his number. "I guess you can get the other boys?" he asked. "Yea I guess..." I shrugged and Liam came in.

"Number?!" Niall asked and Louis handed him the phone. "Sure!" he smiled and took it happily.

"Mind if I look?' Liam asked and showed me the phone. It was back on the home page and he was asking to look around on it.

"Whatever.." I shrugged. He laughed and continued to look through my phone.

Liam's POV

"Louis! Where'd you put the hair gel?!" Zayn hollered down the stairs. "In the bathroom mate!" Lou shouted back and Carter laughed.

"Hair gel aye?!" she continued to laugh and slid her fingers through Louis's hair. "Don't mess up the hair!" Louis playfully grabbed her wrist but yet she still winced in pain.

"Oh, sorry..." he let go quickly and she nodded.

Carter didn't have many apps, or anything. She had instagram and twitter and a tumblr. I got on Twitter first and added me, then instagram, and then I did the same on Tumblr so she could follow me on all of them.

I went to look through her photos cous... I guess I was just curious. She had almost two hundred picture... Of all her, Kyle, and a small girl with long blonde hair. She looked about the age of six and I knew it had to be Lizzy.

I smiled at the picture of Carter and the little girl outside in the snow. Lizzy, I guess, was smiling and clinging to Carter's back while Carter leaned over and held her up. Another one was of Kyle and Carter at Christmas sitting underneath the tree. There was also over seventy photos of just Kyle's selfies...

I continued to slide through all of her photos, smiling at them, and also feeling so guilty that I was part of her losing them. Even if I couldn't have stopped this, I still could have been there to help her through it more. A picture showed up of an arm, it had four long and deep slits on the wrist, and blood flowed freely around the skin and dripped to the floor. It sent shivers down my spine and I had to delete it.

Why would she have that? Was it her arm? Wouldn't surprise me...

"Let's go!" Harry jumped into the kitchen and landed firmly on both feet. "WAIT!!" Zayn hollered and his footsteps sounded fast against the stairs.

"Now lets go!" Louis smiled and we all followed Zayn and him out. Louis drove Harry's car and I sat in the passenger seat. Carter sat in the middle of the back along with Zayn, Niall, and Harry.

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