Is It Love? Or Am I Dreaming?

Brianna has had a hard life. She cuts. Suicide attempts 5. She has been bullied. Her father walked out on her and her brother. Her mother is always busy. And she's been through abusive relationships. She doesn't believe in love. Whenever she falls in love, she just ends up hurt. Her only friend, Kristy, is always there for her. And Kristy and her 10-year-old brother, Greyson, are the only one that she cares about. But will that change when she meets none other than Louis Tomlinson?
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4. Chapter 4

*Louis's POV*

Those words struck me like a bullet. She hurried off to her next class. Oh dear god. What have I done? If I just would've gone and sat with Rebecca she wouldn't hate me and I could've stopped them from bullying her. I just went off to my next class. What I could've done to stop this...

*Two Days Later*

*Brianna's POV*

I've gone mad. I tried overdose yesterday, but failed miserably. Why does everything have to happen to me? I was practicing my cover for music on my guitar. Yes I play guitar. But no one has really ever heard me play or sing. Well, except for Greyson hearing me singing in the shower. But that's different. I put my guitar down and reached for my book. I was nearly done with it. I was interrupted by Greyson walking in my room.

"Hey Grey. Whatcha need?"

"Nothing I just wanna hang out."

"Okay. How about we rent a movie and get a junk food feast." I said with a mischievous grin.

"You just read my mind."


"Shh. You wake up mom. AND the neighbors."

"Eh. Who cares?" I said shrugging and getting up and walking downstairs grabbing the keys. Greyson came down the stairs. "Ready?" I asked.

"Yup." he said popping the "p"

"To the store!" I yelled doing a Superman pose.


We came home arms full of junk food. I closed the door and was about to walk to the living room when I saw my mum standing in front of me, arms crossed. I ignored her and walked past her.

"Where have you been?" she asked.

"Since when did you decide to care?" I asked. I could just hear the "Ohhh's in the back of my mind.

"Excuse me? You do not talk in that way or tone with me."

"No seriously. When did you decide to care? Two hours ago? I'm curious."

"Brianna Allison Marks! You are my child! Why wouldn't I care?!"

"Well your BARELY here. You don't seem to give two shits about us. You've been a wreck since dad left. And think of us as a burden! I've been practically raising Greyson!"

"Brianna Marks. You do not use that kind of language with me or-"

"Or what? You'll ground me? Do I look like I care?" I spoke and walked towards to living room.

"Damn. You told her." Greyson said.

 I sighed. "Someone had to do it. Now put in the movie." He walked over and put 'Silver Linings' in.


We finished 'Silver Linings' and all of our junk food feast was gone. I turned off the TV.

"That movie. Was COMPLETE madness." I laughed.

"Your telling me!" Greyson laughed. "It's crazy love!" He yelled. We both finally calmed down. I cleaned up our mess.

"Okay squirt. Bed time." I said.

"Awww." he started giving me puppy eyes.

"Nope. Nope. Not happening." I said looking away. "Bed. No exceptions."

"Fine." he said and yawned. "Night."

"Night." I said, pecking him on the head. I finished cleaning up and walked upstairs. I went straight to my room. I stripped my clothes off and put my pajamas on. I laid down in my bed and turned on my TV. I turned on George Lopez. After a few minutes I felt my eyelids getting heavier. Until I went to sleep.


I woke up to my alarm clock blaring in my ear. Once again. I slammed down on it and sat up. I rubbed my eyes tiredly. I got up out of my bed and grabbed my iPhone. I slowly walked towards my bathroom. I turned the water on and waited it for it to cool down. I put my phone in my iHome and pressed play. The song 'Oath' by Cher Lloyd came on. I quickly changed it. That was mine and Kristy's song. I just ignored it as the next song came on. It was 'Amsterdam' by Imagine Dragons. I smiled as the song came on. Yeah you can tell I'm obsessed with them. I stripped and walked in the shower. I sang along with the song as I showered. I stepped out still singing along and wrapped a towel around my body. I walked out and went into my closet. I found my cross shirt and my cross leggings. I grabbed my undergarments and put them on along with my outfit. I put on my Converse and went back into my bathroom. I brushed my teeth and hair. I grabbed my phone out of my iHome and grabbed my bag. I also grabbed my guitar case for music class. I opened my door and found Greyson about to knock on my door.

"Wow. Your early." he reached up to try to touch my forehead. "Are you ill?"

"Harde har har." I said. "C'mon lets go." I walked downstairs and grabbed a banana. I finished and threw it away and saw Greyson walking down the stairs. "LEGGO!" I yelled and picked  up my guitar case and walked out the door. As I walked out I saw Louis walking out too. Great just perfect.

"Hey Louis!" Greyson yelled. He turned our attention towards us. I shot Greyson a death glare. "What did I do?" he asked.

"Hey Grey, Hey Bri. What's up?" He said walking towards us.

"Er. I was just walking Grey to school." I spoke.

"Want to join us?" Grey asked. I looked down at him and gave him the "shut up before I kill you" look.

"Sure. I'd love to." Louis responded. Shit. Just. Just perfect.

"Well c'mon then." Grey said pulling my arm.

"Okay. Okay coming." I said in defeat. We walked him to school and made small talk until we reached Grey's school. "See ya at home Grey." I said ruffling his hair.

He looked up and smiled and starting walking into school. "Good luck in music!" he yelled while walking into school. Louis and I started to walk towards our school. I put in my headphones. No way I'm talking to him. He pulled out my headphones.

"You know I'm sorry right?" he said finally. Sure you are. I just put my headphone back in. Yet he pulled it out once again. "You can't ignore me forever. Considering the fact we live right next to each other and go to the same school."

"Watch me." I spoke. He walked in front of me and stopped me.

"Brianna will you please forgive me?"

"You ruined my friendship with somebody and expect me to forgive you? Look I don't know how it is in little Popstar Land over there, but this is reality get used to it." I said and tried walking past him. He stopped me again.

"Listen. I know what reality is and have been through it. I sorry Brianna I truly am. I told her you would open up to her. Even if it took you along time to open up about your dad. And I don't know what happened." he said. Wait. Did I just hear him right?

"She told you about my dad?" I asked angrily.


"Stay away from me." I said and started walking into school. I went into my music class so I could drop off my guitar.

"Oh hello Brianna."

"Hi Mr. Collins. Is it okay if I drop my guitar off here?"

"You play guitar too?" he asked.

"Yep." I said with a fake smile.

"Well aren't you just multi-talented." He said with a smile.

"Yeah." I said and let out a nervous laugh.

"Well of course you can drop it off here. I'll see you later. Now go on. Don't wanna be late." he said.

"Thanks Mr. Collins!" I said walking away from the classroom. Oh what is in store for me today....

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