Breath ( Harry Styles fan fiction )

You are best friends sins kindergarten. High school came and he wants to be popular. Suddenly he lets you down. Two years later he is back. Your friendship is stronger than ever, and then disaster hit you. He is the person that put you through the hardest time of your life. Would there be more than just a beautiful friendship ?


16. what if ...

I never thought one single word could have the power to change your enteral life forever. Turning it upside down. I never thought that one word could have such a big influents, could change your dreams, everything you thought you still could do. You think it would never happen to you, that you are strong enough. You’re young, you’re fearless. But it can happen to you, it happens to me. Just an OKAY changed my today, and my forever. I want to do everything that I can, but I can’t. I’m stuck in this bed, in this room.


I just got my first chemo. I’m feeling sick and miserable Harry went eating in the cafeteria. He left me here alone. Normally he needed to go to school but he doesn’t want to, he want to spend as much time together as I have left. I know that’s not much , I know there will be an end soon. I need to stop thinking like that. But what do you expect , I’m 17 my life still needs to begin. There are so many things I want to do, graduate , going to university , having kids , getting married . A normal girl of 17 doesn’t think about things like this because you think it’s something regular , it’s something normal. You don’t think about being not here anymore, dying. But I do because I am dying. They say I can live with it for a couple of years. But what if I don’t want that. I don’t want to live my last years in an hospital. Hospital in, hospital out. The only thing you see are 4 white walls. I don’t want that, I don’t want this. Maybe I’m a fighter but it doesn’t make any sense if the game is already played and I’m the loser.



I'm sorry it's short but I think it's pretty deep. I hope you guys enjoyed it, if you did, don't forget to like it and comment below :D

kisses Elke xx

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