Breath ( Harry Styles fan fiction )

You are best friends sins kindergarten. High school came and he wants to be popular. Suddenly he lets you down. Two years later he is back. Your friendship is stronger than ever, and then disaster hit you. He is the person that put you through the hardest time of your life. Would there be more than just a beautiful friendship ?


12. I love you and i need you

When I was outside it felt like I could breathe again. I stumbled down the streets for hours and hours still crying about what the doctor just told me. After almost 3 hours of walking I could finally see my street. I wanted to go home. There is where I just rewind the time. My mum don’t know about everything it was just like a week ago. There is where I was normal, healthy.


I walked in. I saw my mum and LUCY standing in the hallway. This is no good news. I wanted to go upstairs.


“ Where do you think you going ? I want an explanation Ellie ! You told me you would spend the weekend at Lucy’s and this morning she stands at my door asking where you are ?”

I turned around at my heel my eyes started to tear up again.

“ I have cancer “ I cracked out not loud enough to be heard.

“ What did you say ?”


Tears where streaming down my face.


“ I HAVE CANCER ! “ I screamed letting all the anger and tears go.

“ I have cancer mum, I’m going to die !”

I couldn’t breathe I was  hyperventilating   I needed to get out.


“ I need to go mum, I need to tell Harry.”


I run out almost falling of the stairs. Into the dark and the rain.


I was standing at Harry’s porch. My hair was stick to my face, my clothes were socked to my body and my mascara wad running down my cheeks.  I probably looked awful.


I rang the bell a couple of minutes later Harry was standing in the doorway. His lips formed a perfect “O” probably because I looked awful. I was breathing very fast because of the running.

He walked in the rain and just wrapped his arms around me not asking why I’m here or what happened. He know it wasn’t good news.

I started crying. I didn’t know there were any tears left but apparently there are. He was rubbing my bag gently. After 10 minutes my tears made place for soft sobs.


“ Harry, I’m breaking up with you.”

“ What ?! Why ? Ellie , if this has something to do with what the doctors told you. We can figure something out. We will make it through it. Ellie, I need you !”


His tears were streaming down his face. Soft sobs escaped his mouth. While he kept saying we will found something out.


“ Harry, you will get through this but I’m not. That’s why I’m breaking up with you. I don’t want you to see me dying. I don’t want you to go through that pain. I’m dying Harry.”

“ Where are you talking about Ellie.”

“ I have lung cancer, I need chemo. I’m going to be bold and ugly. You deserve so much better than me Harry”

“ I don’t want somebody else then you Ellie. I don’t care you will be bold. In my eyes you always will be the most beautiful girl I’ve ever saw  in my entire life. I don’t want to let you go, not again. Please Ellie, I love you.”

I was running again. Away from Harry, from the pain. Like I always do, like I ran away from the hospital. Not knowing where I was going. I heared footsteps behind me and a couple of minutes later I felt at the ground Harry on top of me.


“ Don’t run away. I love you and I need you.”

His voice was raspier than ever. His breathing was fast from the exercise he just did. His eyes were brighter than ever and I wanted to kiss his lips passionate than I ever did.


And I did


I took his face in my hands and kissed his lips. Our lips started to move in a perfect sinc and fast the kiss got headed Harry get up and carried me home bridal style. Our lips never left each other. I never needed the taste of his lips at mine so much as today. It’s like they healing what’s broken all though I know it’s not healing everything. But right now at this certain moment in time I felt completely happy.



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love you all

Elke xx



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