I Found You

I have known Harry Styles my whole life. After the X- Factor One Direction goes on tour and then he finally comes back for a few months, bringing the boys along with him. One of his best mates asks me out and Harry does something very unexpected.


18. Not losing you

Alexa's POV:
"Niall..I need to see Harry.." I say breaking the silence between us and putting my hand on his leg. Everyone was gone except for us..Torie and Louis went upstairs and I could hear Torie raise her voice every few minutes and Zayn..I think he went outside by the pool. "Go then..I don't really care anymore..I'm just trying to keep you from getting hurt!" he loudly says removing my hand from his leg.  "Stop me from getting hurt...What the hell are you talking about?" I ask him confused. "It's nothing just go.." he says standing up and walking me to the door.  "When will you be back?" he asked. 
"I don't know." I say trying to smile. "Well text me and I will pick you up." he told me. "I can walk." 
I told him.  "Yeah and I can drive." he grunted.  I nod "See you later." I say leaning in to kiss him...he moves his head to the side so I kiss his cheek. I walk out and before I can say anything else he closes the door. Harry's house was about a mile away..it wasn't that long of a walk..it seems like Niall doesn't trust me and I don't know why. I arrive at Harry's house 15 minutes later. I knock on the door and Gemma greets me at the door. "Oh my god Alexa!! I haven't seen you in so long!" she says smiling sweetly and pulling me into a hug. "I know it's been a long time." I say..it really had been. "Well um..come in.." she says closing the door. "Is Harry here?" I ask her..Iooking around. I stop when I see the table that used to hold the vase that Harry broke when we were little. I felt like I was going to cry any minute.  "He's up in his room I think." she says pointing up the stairs. "Thanks Gem..it's was good seeing you!" I say as I head up the stairs. I was kind of nervous about seeing him..if he even wanted to see me.  I knock on the door and wait. "Gemma I told you to leave me the hell alone!" he yelled angrily. "Um..it's not Gemma.." I say back. There's a short silence then he opens up the door crossing his arms. "What do you want?" he asks starring at me. "Haz..you know why I'm here..can we please talk?" I ask looking up at him. His eyes made me melt right in front of him. "I suppose.." he says allowing me to enter his room. "Lovely." I say as I look at all of the piles of clothes that were scattered all over the floor. He mumbles something under his breath that I couldn't understand. "Why do you have to be so difficult?" I blurt out as he closes the door. 
 "Oh wow..me difficult?!" he asks standing in front of me and throwing up his arms.  "Yes you difficult Harry!! You go get drunk because me and Niall are laughing.. and then you totally ignore me when I tell you that I'm dating him!" I yell getting close to his face. "Well do you know how fucking hard it is to watch the girl I love.." he stops.  I look at him with my eyes widened. "What did you just say?" I ask him. "I said I love you...I love you, I've always wish it was me..I'd wish that I could say I love you every night and cuddle up to you all of the time." he says sadly. "Haz.." I say quietly. "I've always loved you Lexa.." he steps closer to me and reaching for my hand. "Harry..no this doesn't change anything..I..I'm dating Niall." I say pushing him away. "Your really choosing Niall over me? I've known you my whole damn life..how can you do this?" he asks sitting down and putting his hands on his head. "You know I've had a crush on you..for a long time..and it killed me when you went away on tour..I would always cry myself to sleep because I missed you so much and you know who was there to make me smile? Niall." I say turning away from him as a tear runs down my face. "Niall has helped me through so much that you don't even know about.." I say wiping my eyes. "I can't deal with this right now.." I say opening up the door. "Wait..please don't leave.." 
he says holding onto my arm stopping me from leaving.
 "I'm not going to lose you.." he says making me look up at him.

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