I'm not saying it was your fault,
Although you could've done more,
Oh you're so naive yes so,
How could this be done?
For such a smiling sweetheart,
Oh such a sweet and pretty face.
It's such an ugly world for something so beautiful.
Ill die everytime I look inside.
- The Kooks

Olivia Cline is an average girl wizard. She sits with her friends at the Griffindor table. And is bullied by Draco Malfoy. She's just a pathetic mudblood to him and he's just her bully. But will they ever feel more?


4. Cut

Warning! This chapter contains selfharm. If this offends you in anyway I am sorry and suggest you don't read this.



Draco hates my fucking guys Malfoy has like two thousand copies of my drawing of a dead girl. I stood paralyzed in the doorway until Malfoy turned around to see me. "Fancy you could join us mudblood." He smirked. I could feel rage boiling up inside of me. "Cat got your tongue mudblood?" Pansy sneered. Mudblood. Mudblood. Mudblood. The same word that has been used to describe all years still had the same painful effect. "Don't call me that." I mummered with my fists clenched. "Mudblood, no parents AND emo? What else is wrong with you?" Malfoy questioned maliciously. "Aside form you're terrifying appearance! I mean look at your nose and your hair it's abosolutely atrocious!" Pansy yelled in my face. "I can't wait till the whole school sees these. They'll finally see you for who you are. A PATHETIC GOOD FOR NOTHING MUDBLOOD." Zabini screamed in my face. "DON'T FUCKING CALL ME THAT!" I screamed. Tears were now freely running down my cheeks. I ran to the bathroom and locked the doors. I couldn't escape. I could still hear their laughter and comments. I opened the drawer closest to me and grabbed a razor. It pierced my skin and made a perfect red line. Mudblood. Cut. Ugly. Cut. Good for nothing. Cut. Emo. Cut. I stopped and looked at my arms. I felt tears well up in my eyes as it saw what I had just done. I cried silently until it was 10:30. Pansy, Malfoy and Blaise's voices seemed to have vanished so I snuck out to the common room to destroy the drawings. They were in a pile on the coffee table.
I removed my wand from my pocket and whispered " Incendio." And they bursted into flames. The flame died down and all that was left was a mount of ashes. I cleaned them up and went to sleep. I woke up the next morning late. I had to get ready for breakfast. I quickly took a shower and left my hair curly. I put on my mascara and eyeliner, my lipstick and left my top two buttons undone. I put on my Griffindor robes and adjusted my head girl badge and went downstairs. I walked in to the great hall and looked for my friends at the Griffindor table. I saw a free seat beside and Ginny and took it. I sat down and then Seamus came and sat down next to me. "Hi." He said smiling. "Hi" I replied nicely. "Would you do me the honor of letting me escort on the trip to hogsmeade?" I giggled "It would be my pleasure." I beamed. We ate our breakfast in anticipation of the trip. The whole time Seamus had his arm around me. I lifted my head and looked across the room to see Malfoy to be looking at me with what seemed to be jealousy?

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