Dark Paradise

Audrey has never felt so alone before in her life. Her brothers have abandoned her, her old friends hate her and bully her, and her so-called Aunt abuses her. What could be worse? Oh, yeah. Justin Bieber. He's head of one of the most dangerous gangs in the east side of town, and his life is already at its peak. When they meet, Audrey despises him. But Justin is somewhat fond of the fragile, insecure girl, so he decides to take her under his wing. For the first time in so long, everything seems to be going good for Audrey. But what happens when tensions rise between another local gang, and Audrey is stuck in the middle of it? Will it be a nightmare, or is it just Dark Paradise? © 2013 by beliebervision & SoccerBieber18. All Rights Reserved.


18. Chapter 17

After Audrey said that no one else in this world loved her, Justin's heart shattered into pieces. He had no idea why but it did. He wanted to tell her how he felt but his voice got caught in his throat and he was scared. 

To most people think Justin is the meanest, coldest, most heartless person in the world but when it comes to Audrey he feels all warm and fuzzy around her and he can't help it. They both have this effect on each other that so hard to explain that they can't even explain it to themselves. 

Justin just watched Audrey run upstairs to who knows where. He hated watching her upset all the time. He wanted her to be happy…with him. 

He rubbed his face with his hands and sighed before following her upstairs. 

Audrey felt so alone. She didn't know what else to do. There wasn't a reason for her to be on this earth anymore. She didn't just feel unloved she was unloved. But she made her decision. She was frowning and upset but her face turned totally blank after what she knew she had to do. She walked into Justin's room and went into the bathroom closing the door. She turned the lights off so he didn't think she would be in there. 

It was still daytime and there was a window in there spreading enough light for her to see. She took a good look at herself in the mirror. You're pointless, no one wants you here, you're a disgrace to the family, it wouldn't be a big loss if something happened to you. Those were just some of the things people have said to her over the years that came rushing back into her mind. 

A tear slipped her eye as all the bad memories came back. 

She took a deep breath before opening the medicine cabinet looking for anything. She saw an electric razor, cologne, and aspirin. She took the aspirin out and put at least 25 tablets in her palm just starring at them. 

Justin went upstairs looking in everyone's room for her. He thought she wouldn't be in his room because that would be too easy. But he sighed feeling stupid that she probably was in his room. But doing what? 

He walked in to, not see anything different and he furrowed his eyebrows. Then he looked at the bathroom. It didn't look like they was anyone in there but she had to be. He slowly walked forward to it trying not to make a noise. 

Audrey was now sobbing looking at herself as she brought her shaky hand closer to her mouth. She's never tried this before or even came close to it. It seemed so stupid before because she thought as she would get older something good will come out of her life. But nothing got better it just got worst. 19 years of living on hope. Nothing else. 

By now she put her head back and was about to pour the 25 little tablets in her mouth but the door busted open. 

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" Justin screamed. He looked at her in shock. Why would she do this to herself…to him. When Audrey saw him through the mirror she closed her eyes and dumped all the tablets in her mouth. Justin was in shock. His eyes got all watery and he couldn't move. 

We quickly wrapped his arms around her from behind laying his head on her shoulder. 
"Spit it out!" He croaked. Audrey didn't swallow one yet. Something was stopping her. With Justin's arms wrapped around her she just didn't have it in her. But she still didn't answer to his request. "Audrey, spit it out!" He yelled at her as a tear slipped his eye. She still had her eyes closed not wanting to see his face. 

"Please." He whispered burying his head on her shoulder as lots if tears started to escape his eyes. 

Audrey felt warm droplets on her shoulder where Justin's head was. She opened her eyes to just to see his hair as his head was bent down on her shoulder. She gave up, she couldn't see him like this. She spit all the medicine into the sink. 

After Justin heard little tablets ding against the sink and a huge spitting noise, it was like music to his ears. He lifted his head and turned Audrey around in his gripped hugging her tightly. 

Audrey was angry Justin made her stop but a little happy at the same time. She felt it sometimes but never really noticed how much he cared about her. She first thought it was only a sympathetic thing but now, she knows he genuinely cares for her. 

She wrapped her arms around his neck pressing her head against his chest. But then the anger took over her body. She unwrapped her arms from his chest and started to pound on it while crying. 
"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you…" she repeated over and over again. She knew it wasn't true and so did Justin. But Audrey wanted to die and he didn't let her. 

As it felt like a newborn pounding on Justin's chest, he let her go on. Only to let her get her feelings out. He still had a firm grip around her waist and still rested his head on top of hers. Even though she didn't mean it, those words coming out of her mouth still hurt him in some way. He didn't ever want Audrey to say that to him. But he couldn't give a flying fuck if it was some else, other than his mother. 

After about three minutes of the pounding on the chest Audrey couldn't do it anymore. She stopped and tried to pry herself away from Justin but he wouldn't let go. 
"Let me go!" She demanded him. 
"No." He spoke quietly but still sternly. Audrey scoffed at his stubbornness. 
"Get off of me!" She said raising her voice. 

Justin's grip loosened at hearing how ungrateful Audrey was. Audrey finally got out of his grip storming into his room. Justin just looked at her in shock. 
"You are the most ungrateful bitch I know!" Justin yelled at her. "I just saved your fucking life and you can't even give a fuck!" He continued. 

Those words stung Audrey but she had to stand her ground she thought. Whatever that might be…
"Why did you 'save my fucking life'?!" She yelled back at him. "It's not like you care about me!" She finished. 

"BULLSHIT!" Justin boomed making the door rattle. 

Audrey was sure people in India could hear him after that. She instantly got scared. 

Justin didn't even know his voice could get that loud but he has never been this mad before. 

"Why wouldn't I care about you?! Huh?!" He yelled. Which was like a whisper compared to what he just did. "Audrey you know I care about you!" He finished. 

Audrey was speechless. She couldn't find anything else to say to him. Partly because he just screamed so loud at her that she as too shook up to say anything else and partly because he just admitted he cared about her. 

Justin sighed running a hand through his hair before walking up to Audrey. She backed away not really knowing what he was going to do. 

Every time she would back away he could take a step closer. Audrey finally hit a wall and Justin was face to face with her.

He still had a furious expression on his face. But that didn't mattered because he did the unexpected. 

He put his lips on hers. 

Audrey was stunned at first. She thought for sure he was going to hit her because of how angry he was. But she soon caught on and kissed him back. 

She couldn't help herself it was almost like a reflex to her. Automatic. 

Once Justin realized Audrey kissed back he took it to the next level licked her bottom lip. Audrey opened her mouth letting his tongue explore. 

Justin moved his hands to her butt as he kept her occupied by fight his tongue for dominance. Of course Justin won. He then lifted her up so her legs were wrapped around his waist and he walked over to the bed. 

He started to leave a trail of kisses down her neck until her found her sweet spot. She moaned not being able to help herself. She smiled and started to lift up Justin's shirt. 

All of a sudden he stopped kissing her. 
"You sure?" He whispered looking at her. 

A/n : CLIFF HANGER!!!!! Watcha think's gonna happen next? ; ) 

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