Hushed Screams (A Louis Tomlinson fanfic) ON HIATUS

Abused, bullied, anorexic, yet expected to be perfect. Andrea Russel is abused and bullied, but keeps it all hidden under a mask. A mask everyone is familiar with. A smile. She has an abusive father, and never told a single person. Because if she did, Her life would be on the line...
When a normal day turns into meeting One Direction, everything in her life turns upside down when one boy starts to fall for her.
Louis Tomlinson.
Even though they become best friends, she doesn't tell him about anything. He insists she should tell him, but she doesn't.
Will he be able to save her from the hell she calls "Home"?


6. Chapter 6

3 weeks Later

P.O.V - Andrea

My dad came home last night, and beat me. And has been doing so for about 3 weeks. Can i say something about it? No. Because if i told someone, my life will be on the line. This is why I don't have a mom. Yeah, i used to have a mom. I was 8 when it happened.

*FLASHBACK: 10 Years Ago*

I sat on my bed, not daring to make a sound. He was yelling at her. She tried calming him, which only made him more angry. I got up and opened my door just a crack to see. "Calm down. Just lay down" mother said calmly. He shouted words i couldn't understand. He slapped her in the face, and she fell to the floor. He started kicking her. I wanted to help her, But all i could do was watch. I heard glass shatter. Then, I heard nothing. Complete silence. I turned back to see my mom, laying on the floor, covered in blood...


I remember when she would hug me. She had always smelled like a rose. She used to tickle me, kiss my cheek, and love me. And now look where i am. Living with a drunkard who doesn't know how to take care of a child. I heard his footsteps boom through the house. "Are you fucking kidding me?" I muttered to myself. I got out of my bed and locked my door. I walked to my closet and put on this

I grabbed my phone,climbed out my window, and jumped to the ground. Yeah, i have no idea where to go. I walked around and got to a park. Well, i guess its not a park anymore. Everything's broken. The swings are broken, the slide is broken, and most of the grass is dead. It's more like a graveyard, except without the tombstones. I found a tree, that was kinda alive. It had a few leaves on it. I climbed onto a branch and sat on it. The lake across from me was filled with a bunch of tiny fish. "Hey". I turned around then turned back to the lake. "Hi" I said coldly "Whoa, someone's in a bad mood" Louis said Walking over to me. "Sorry.." I said jumping down "I had a bad morning". "Its okay" Louis said putting his arm around me. "Listen i need to talk to you" He said. He took my hand and we sat on the ground near the lake. He sat in front of me. He flipped over my wrist and held my hand tightly, leaving my cuts visible. He stared at me, straight in the eyes. "Andrea, I may not know what your going through, but I can try to help you. I'll always be here if you need me, Ever. If you ever need a hug or a shoulder to cry on, I'm right here. You mean a lot to me, Screw it, I love you. If i could take all your pain away, and put a smile on your face, I would do it in a heartbeat" He said. A smile grew on my face and I tackled him to the ground with a hug. "Okay then" He laughed. I hugged him tightly.  He sat back up. He gazed into my eyes and started smiling. "Your so beautiful". I giggled."Yeah, right. Even with these?" I said pointing to my wrist, and looking down. He lifted my chin . "Even with those" He said. He leaned over and pressed his lips on mine. We both pulled away. "Hey, um I got you something" He said reaching into his pocket. "Close your eyes" He said softly. I shut my eyes and he took my hand. "Okay open". I opened my eyes and saw this

"Oh wow. What is it?" I asked as he slipped it onto my finger "Its a promise ring" "A promise ring? What's your promise?" "To always be there for you". I smiled. "Thank you" I said kissing his cheek. "No one has ever given me a promise ring before. Its beautiful" I said staring at the ring. "Seriously?" "Yeah. Iv'e never really had a boyfriend before". Louis laughed a little, and a small smile grew on my face. "I really find that hard to believe" Louis said "Well, believe it or not, its true" I said standing up, as he did the same. "So... What do you wanna do?" I asked. He shrugged. We walked along the sidewalk of the park, and started walking to another one. See, now this park was a bit better. Actually, Scratch that, WAY better. This one had green grass, flowers, trees, etc. Louis looked over at me, smiled, and took my hand in his. We walked into the empty park and walked around. "Wanna play hide and seek?" Louis asked. I chuckled. "Sure" I said. I pointed to the slide. "Count there". He nodded and went over to the slide. "1...2...3.." I ran to the other side of the park and hid behind a bush. "...9...10.. Ready or not, here i come!" Louis yelled. I heard his footsteps walk around the grass. I was holding in my laughter. I peeked around the corner, and he wasn't there. "Watcha doin?" I heard someone say behind me. I turned back fast. Louis and I were face to face. I screamed, jumped up, and started running to another spot. He was faster than me. He ran up behind me, picked me up and put me over his shoulders. I busted into a fit of laughter. He eventually fell over, causing me to go down with him. We were both laughing now. It started getting dark, and the stars popped out and sparkled in the sky. We laid on the grass, fingers intertwined together. Louis was staring at me. I turned my head to face him and smiled. "What?" "Nothing" He said with a small smile. He looked to his right, picked a flower, and handed it to me."I love you" He said "I love you too" I said, twirling the flower in my fingers. It was getting late, and Louis went home, while i went to the cemetery. I searched for my mother's gravestone. Once i found it, I got down on my knees and sat in front of it. "Hi mom" I said "I know you may not hear me, but i miss you. So much. I miss the way-" I stopped to wipe away a tear "I miss the way you hug me. I miss the way you would make me feel better when i was sad." I  looked up at the sky. "I just wish you were here" I whispered. I took out the flower Louis gave me and set it in front of her gravestone. I got up, kissed my hand, and put it on her grave. I walked back home, and quietly got to my room. I laid down on my bed. I closed my eyes, and began dreaming.

*In the Dream*

I stood at the beach. I watched as the waves crashed against the shore. I turned around, and saw my mom sitting on a beach blanket. I ran over to her, yelling "Mom! Mom!" trying to get her attention. She looked my way, and smiled. She stood up and took me into her arms, while tears were streaming down my cheeks. "Mama, I missed you so much" I muffled into her shirt. "Its okay, baby. Iv'e always been here" She said, running her fingers through my tangled hair. "But, your dead" I said looking up at her. She smiled. "I know that, sweetie. I meant in your heart" She said. I heard booming. Like dad's footsteps. She had a look of fear on her face. "I have to go" She said fearfully. She let go of me and ran away. "Mom! Please don't leave me! Please!" I called, But she could no longer hear me...

Then i woke up to my door swinging open. "Oh no..." I thought...

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