I Only Miss You When I'm Breathing

Sequel To It's In His DNA
If you don't read it's in his DNA you wont understand anything about this.

15 months have pasted since the dreadful night Summah can't help but think about every night but the past 6 months since having her beautiful baby girl, she's been receiving weird phone calls and weird letters. she never fully moved of from Niall, although a part of her thinks she should, she just can't do it, Harry being her babies only male figure around, he is more than happy to spend every bit of time he can with her, what can happen to Summah, that forces her to relive that terrifying night where she lost her one and only.


6. Chapter Four

"Just lay her on her belly, she trying to figure out how to crawl" i suggested towards Niall, he seems to be a little confused as to where to put her now we were inside, he looked at me before saying anything.

"Just here?" he said lowering her towards his living room floor, i nodded in agreement, and he gently put her down.

"Well i didn't have anything really planned for this, it was kind of just randomly planned, but i was thinking, pizza and a movie?"

"It sounds perfect, actually" he pulled his phone from his pocket and started dialling a number.

"Hey, umm can i place a delivery order please"

"Awesome, can i please get two large pizza's one cheese and the other meat lovers please, 20 minutes? awesome thanks" as Niall hung up the phone he turned to look at me.

"You still only eat cheese right?" i smiled at the fact he'd remembered my pizza order.

"Yeah, just cheese" i said with a small laugh.

"Alright what movie now" Niall almost shouted with excitement, pulling me towards his huge movie collection.

"Wow, this has only gotten bigger" i said poking a bit of fun at his movie obsession, he smiled before pulling out his favourite film "Prom Night".

"What do you say? are you game" he questioned.

"Really Niall? Prom Night isn't even scary, it's just a jumpy thriller film" i knew my remark would get a smart remark for him so i was very prepaid for what was about to come.

"I never said it was scary, it's just a good film, but seeing as you seem to want something scary how about we go with" he said running his finger along the DVD's.

"How about this" he said jumping to his feet holding none other than Paranormal Activity.

"Niall, no, you know i wont watch those films"

"To late, you poked fun at my first choice, now you have to suffer"

"I actually wont sleep tonight, please don't"

"Then just stay here with me forever, and i'll protect you, i promise" his sweet, but corny response took me a bit by surprise.

"Only if you want me too, i mean" he quickly added due to my silence.

"I do want that, but only if come back to everything, come back and see Ivy, Liam, Zayn, Louis & Harry"

"I can't do that Summah, i'm not ready to face any of them, especially Harry, i'm sorry"

"So that means it was right to not tell Harry i was seeing you tonight than?" i questioned.

"Yeah, i don't want anyone knowing i'm back, or even that i'm alive"

"Niall, you can't expect me to do this, i can't sneak around, i felt bad enough as it was lying to Harry about where i was taking Dakota tonight, i had to ask Ivy to cover for me with Harry, and now i need to come up with a bigger lie to tell Ivy because you are being absolutely ridiculous, i'm not doing this, i've waited so long to know if you were alive or not, and right now with what you are expecting me to do, i wish i never got you letter i wish i never found out, i love you Niall and i've missed you like you wouldn't believe but, i'm certainly not going to sneak around like this, i need to look out for Dakota now, and if you aren't willing to be apart of her life properly then you don't deserve to be apart of it, Harry has been there for her since day one, and maybe he needs to be her only male figure in her life" i snapped, i could feel the tears welling up in my eyes, but i remained strong for Dakota's sake, i turned on my feet and moved towards Dakota, taking her from the floor and heading for the front door.

"Summah wait"

"No, unless the next few words to escape your mouth are, i want to be apart of Dakota's life, than don't bother" i said storming out of his house and out to my car.


I'm super sorry my chapters are super crappy.
But you all seem to enjoy it even though they are short.
Sorry this one wasn't any longer...

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Much Love Jay-Jay xx

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