I Only Miss You When I'm Breathing

Sequel To It's In His DNA
If you don't read it's in his DNA you wont understand anything about this.

15 months have pasted since the dreadful night Summah can't help but think about every night but the past 6 months since having her beautiful baby girl, she's been receiving weird phone calls and weird letters. she never fully moved of from Niall, although a part of her thinks she should, she just can't do it, Harry being her babies only male figure around, he is more than happy to spend every bit of time he can with her, what can happen to Summah, that forces her to relive that terrifying night where she lost her one and only.


7. Chapter Five

I pulled up in the drive way of my house, not wanting to face Harry, but knowing full well i'd have too, i'd only been gone about an hour and i'm home already.

i eventually climbed out from my car grabbing my belongings and Dakota and began walking inside, i saw the outside light flick on and and the front door swing open.

"I thought you'd be out all night with the way you were talking, did you even end up at Ivy's?" i heard Harry say as i reached the door.

"No i didn't, i'm going to bed" i answered bluntly upon walking inside, i went to Dakota's room placing her in her crib before walking to my room, i closed my door behind me and crawled under my blankets, my eyes began to get heavy but we forced open at the sound of my door swinging open minutes later.

"Summah, you have a visitor, It's Niall, i told you he was alive, i new it" i heard Harry shout.

"what? what are you on about?" i asked, not sure if i were dreaming or not.

"Niall is at the front door, i'm not kidding get the hell out of bed Summah" he demanded grabbing my arm and pulling me from beneath my covers.

i wasn't exactly sure about how to take all of this, but i followed Harry out to the living room, well actually i had no choice i was being pulled out.

"Summah, i'm sorry" is all i heard while i still stood behind Harry, his hand gripping mine, i pulled myself out from behind him the sight i saw standing in front of me, i couldn't understand, i began to squeeze Harry's hand a little tighter.

"Summah, i do want to be apart of her life, i'm sorry, it's just coming back to all of this wasn't, well it isn't exactly easy, i've been gone for so long and coming back facing everyone it was going to be so overwhelming, so i'm sorry, i shouldn't have let you leave before, i should of stood up and took this as my second chance, which is what i think you were offering me, well it's what i hope you were offering me, because i'm standing here right now hoping i can get now a third chance to make this work"

i let go of Harry's hand feeling like my back bone had finally grew i inched myself closer to Niall, but before i could fire up at his selfishness, i sofened my body language towards him, as i got closer, his made me feel limp, i knew he was serious about this, as my lips parted to speak he wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear.

"Please give me this, i promise everything will be the same if not better"

"Wait, what the hell is going on here? what was that speech about?" Harry said awkwardly breaking the embrace between myself and Niall.

"You didn't tell him Summah?"

"No, you said you didn't want anyone to know, i don't break my promises Niall"

"Can someone please just tell me, i'm so confused right now, have you known he was ok the whole time Summah and you didn't tell us? or?" Harry began questioning me.

"No Harry i haven't known the whole time, if i did, do you really think i'd have been that mopey?" 

"She's only known for a few days Harry" Niall said interrupting us, i explained everything to Harry before he was finally caught up, which seemed to keep him happy, Harry went to bed not long after leaving myself with Niall in the living room.

"Did you want to stay?" i piped up, my question seemed to take Niall by surprise.

"Are you sure?"

"Niall if i wan't sure, do you think i'd be asking?"

"True, alright i'll stay" i couldn't help but feel a little excitement about Niall staying the night.

i showed him to my room before i went and brushed my teeth and changed into my shorts and a singlet for bed, i made my way back to my room, upon walking into my room i was startled when i heard Niall begin to talk, i knew he was in there, but i wasn't expecting it.

"It's been a while since, i've been able to actually cuddle up to you"

"Well if you hadn't pulled your little disappearing act, then maybe things would have been different" i said harsher than i'd intended, kind of putting a damper on the current situation.

"Sorry, i didn't mean it like that Niall" i continued, trying to clear up the tension i'd just caused.

"It's fine, you're exactly right though, and i would've been apart of my daughters life from the beginning as well if i didn't do it" he said.

"Oh well, the past is the past, i can;t change it, i can only try and make the future better for you both" he continued before gesturing for me to come and hop into bed.

I felt his arms sling around my waist before a small kiss was planted on my cheek.

"Goodnight Summah-Rose" he whispered into my ear before my eyes began to close.


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