The Criminal's Journal

"Hey Kid. You forgot this!"
She yelled waving the notebook vigorously in the air.
She was too late, he had already left the bus.
Shianna shrugged, not really caring about the forgotten journal
But little did she know, that journal would change her life


23. Who Am I Kidding?





As I dashed along the sidewalk, I couldn't stop the tears from coming.

Anger and rejection filled my body.


I reached my hand out grasping for the unlocked door knob. I twisted the knob before entering. The house nearly pitch black, the only source of light was coming from the TV. Mom & Dad were asleep, which makes sense, since it was most likely around 4:00 in the morning.

I sighed before plopping on the couch. How could he do this to me? I understand that he was drunk and had only a small bit of control over his actions, but after I spotted him, he acted like he didn't even care. He knew I was watching and he continued making out with her, like I wasn't even there. It would've been different if he followed me home and apologized, but that didn't happen he just sat there. I sat on the couch reflecting on the past event. I couldn't control myself, I started sobbing uncontrollably. The sound of my noisy weeping must've woken up my family because my dad crept down the stairs with mom following closely behind.


'Sweetie?' He called gently 'Are you ok?' He walked over to the couch that I was slumped on. '

What's wrong hun?' He asked noticing my tears



There was a moment of silence as parents were trying to figure out what is wrong and what they should do about it

. 'Justin cheated on me' I said barely audible. There was another moment of silence. I glanced at them. My moms mouth was hung open and my dad stood there as if nothing was wrong.


'I told you' He said, chuckling slightly 'I told you this would happen last week'


'Really?' I said raising my voice 'I'm crying and you're thinking about how you were right?' I asked not believing how he was acting


'Well, I was right' he stated shrugging. I shook my head disgusted with my fathers behavior. I marched upstairs with my mom accompanying behind me. I pulled back my zebra comforter, tucking myself inside. My mom sat beside me caressing my tear stained cheeks.


'Tell me what happened' mommy said curiously. I explained the story thoroughly, making sure I didn't leave out a single detail.


'Oh sweetie' she remarked showing sympathy towards me, making the tears flow again.


'Shh. You don't need him ' she whispered soothingly She was right I don't need him.

Who am I kidding?

I need him more than anything..



















A/N: Omg.. I tried to make this chapter longer..

What do you think? Do you think that it's right for Shianna to be angry with Justin?


Do you think that he was drunk and he had no control over his actions so she has no reason to be angry?



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