The Criminal's Journal

"Hey Kid. You forgot this!"
She yelled waving the notebook vigorously in the air.
She was too late, he had already left the bus.
Shianna shrugged, not really caring about the forgotten journal
But little did she know, that journal would change her life


24. Regrets

*A Week Later*

   'I'm leaving' my father announced

'Good' I muttered only loud enough for me to hear as I still haven't forgave him. I'm guessing he heard my remark since he sighed angrily.

  The door slammed shut, confirming he exited the house.
My phone rang for about the seventh time in the past ten minutes.

'Finding you was so hard 
But loving you is easy 

Love with you
I'm in love with you
Love with you
I'm in love with you' My Phone Rang

I didn't even have to look at the caller Id, I already knew it was Justin since that was his ringtone. I smiled as I thought of how that song reminded me of our relationship. It was so hard finding him. I searched for him for numerous weeks, finding him was so difficult. But once I did find him, loving him was so simple, and you couldn't help but fall for him

 'And baby
It's amazing I'm in this maze with you
I just can't crack your code
One day you screaming you love me loud
The next day you're so cold
One day you're here, one day you're there, one day you care

You're so unfair sipping from your cup
Till it runneth over, Holy Grail' My phone rang again. I picked up the black phone off the counter. The Caller Id was anonymous. I grasped the phone, clicking the Answer Button.

'Hello?' I called into the phone

'Shianna listen I-' 

'Bye Justin' I said ending the call, interupting him in the process. I sighed knowing sooner or later, I'm going to have to face him. I threw the pink zebra comforter off of my torso, exposing my body to the cold air. I gripped my phone before wandering down the stairs. I opened the cupboard, grasping a pack of shrimp flavored Ramen Noodles. I placed the noodles in the microwave as I was too lazy to boil water and cook them on the stove. My phone vibrated against the glass table, indicating I had a text.


'Come outside' I read the message out loud.


I raised my brow curious to what was going on. I took the bowl of Noodles out of the microwave, pouring in the flavoring, before setting it on the glass table I trudged over to the door, twisting the dead bolt until I heard the click that signaled it was unlocked. I clutched the door knob, pulling it open, exposing my arms to the chilly fall breeze. I glanced around looking for the reason Justin told me to come out here. Just as I was about to close the door a foot blocked me from doing so. Slowly my eyes inched upward, wondering who had stopped me from shutting the door. There stood Justin with a bouquet of flowers, showcasing his amazing smile. I was so confused to how he got there because when I was looking outside there was no sign of him.



'Shianna' he paused to lick his lips 'Can We talk?' I lowered my head slightly shaking it from left to right.


'Please?' He begged. I shook my head once again 'Just give me Six minutes that's all I ask' I sighed, giving in. I stepped out onto the porch, closing the door behind me. We sat there staring at each other  as it felt like I haven't seen him in years, but in reality was only a week, but still, seven days was a long time for me.



'Four minutes left' I said looking at my wrist , tapping it, as if there was a watch there.


'Shianna. I'm sorry' he paused to see if I was going to respond.i nodded my head signaling for himt to ccontinue 'You know I never meant to hurt you. I was drunk. I don't even care about Kira'


'So. I was a bit drunk too, but you don't see me snogging some guy' I argued, thinking about what happened made the waterworks start up.


'That's not my point. '


'Then what is your point?'


'My point is, that I love you and I would never hurt you intentionally' he explained


'But still. You weren't even that drunk, and you saw me crying, and acting as if you didn't care' He remained silent. He knew I was right.


'You know I'm right'


'I'm sorry' he muttered as a tear started forming in his eyes.


'Good bye Justin' I said shutting the door but his foot stopped me again.


'Are you serious!?' He exclaimed. My eyebrows began to rise as my confusion grew. 


'You're just going to let everything we've had go to waste?' He questioned lowering his voice slightly

'You really stuffed up Justin' I cried.


'This is a joke' he whispered throwing the flowers on the ground. He showed no effort in trying to hide his tears.'I knew it'


'You knew what?' I asked lowering my voice to a whisper. My eyes traveled up his body then stoped when I reached his eyes, they looked different. His regular carmel filled eyes had been replaced. they're looked as if they were filled with anger and hatred. Either hatred towards himself or hatred towards me, I couldn't tell.


'I knew I shouldn't have fell for you' he claimed icily staring straight into my dark brown eyes. I felt the wet droplet ooze from my eye. He flashed a sign of regret but then it turned back to anger and hatred.



'I regret the day I even met you' he added, dashing into the street.












































































A/N: OMFB.. I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT OVER 1000 VIEWS. EEEEEEEP. I never really expected this story to go anywhere, but it did. Te amo ♥




P.s: The songs were Austin Mahone- Loving You Is Easy

Jay Z ft. Justin Timberlake- Holy Grail

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