99 days without you (*Completed*)

*This is not my story this amazing person on wattpad made this story. Her name is Edward Sheeran. I thought I would put it up here for all of you to read*

Louis loses Harry. Louis feels as if he can't go on, but tries to stay strong for the boys, and Harry. Knowing that Harry is actually gone, he slips into depression. But, 99 days after Harry's death, Louis knows it's time to join Harry in the heavens.
- Warning: Do not read if you're uncomfortable with self harming, suicide, etc.


32. Day Thirty-Nine & Forty

Sarah took my journal last night, so I wasn't able to write down the day's events before she grabbed it. But yesterday was pretty uneventful. I spent the day with Zayn and Niall, while Liam went to go visit Danielle. The three of us pretty much just chilled, and spent the whole day in silence.


They suggested going to the park, but aside from being forced to go to therapy, I just don't think I can leave the house yet.


Today Niall found my journal, and when he asked what it was I simply snatched it out from his hands and hollered at him to leave it be. I know I should have been gentler... we're all still in a pretty fragile state. I should have known that I had gone too far when he left the flat in tears, and Zayn arrived minutes later, only to scold me on my behaviour.


"You need to grow up Lous, and move on from the past. We're all torn up about it, but you don't have to take your pain or frustration out on everyone else! You need help, Lou, and we're trying to help you. But you won't let us." With that I had slammed the door in his face, because I was through listening to him lecture me on how to live my life.


I'll let go when I'm ready.

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