99 days without you (*Completed*)

*This is not my story this amazing person on wattpad made this story. Her name is Edward Sheeran. I thought I would put it up here for all of you to read*

Louis loses Harry. Louis feels as if he can't go on, but tries to stay strong for the boys, and Harry. Knowing that Harry is actually gone, he slips into depression. But, 99 days after Harry's death, Louis knows it's time to join Harry in the heavens.
- Warning: Do not read if you're uncomfortable with self harming, suicide, etc.


48. Day Seventy-Six

I pulled out your note again today. It was tucked away to the back of my beside drawer, in my own attempt to hide it away from myself. But I just had to see your handwriting, and read the words printed on the page that I know by heart, words which I could recite in my sleep.


I feel guilty now more than ever, as the pang of guilt is beginning to seep through my soul once more. It's never left, but re-reading your note has hurt me in ways I had never imagined were possible until now.


Eleanor is long gone; she's out of the picture. I haven't called her back ever since I ended things. I can't believe it took you being gone for me to realize she wasn't what I wanted. You could have just told me. I would have dumped her right then and there.


I should have told you, I guess, but I wasn't aware of those feelings at the moment. All I can do is blame myself though. It's my fault and it always will be.

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