That Loser

I'm such a nerd. A loser. No one likes me. People at every school think I'm just this ugly stupid nerd. My dad has a job transfer about every year. I have no friends. Then of a sudden 5 boys want to be my friend? Then one guy wants me? Will they use me? Will they just want to make a fool out of me? I'm probably just a loser.


11. The Next Week

   All weekend, I stayed at home up in my room, crying for hours. I couldn't stop thinking about it. But the thing that bothered me most was, who brought the CD to the porch? I really didn't know who it could be.

But then Monday came and I had to go back to school. I really didn't wanna go of coarse. But what if I run into Harry? He's in my first period. But I had to stop thinking about it. I went and got dressed. I was so lazy so I just wore blue sweatpants and a T-shirt to school. I put my hair up into a bun, and went downstairs to eat breakfast. I got a granola bar, grabbed my backpack and drove to school. I really couldn't think straight. Too much going through my mind, I almost crashed into one car. I finally got to school and I knew Harry and the boys would be in the cafeteria, so I stayed in the library instead. The bell rang a little bit after i got to the library. I quickly walked to my locker an got my books and then stormed to first period so no one could see me. 

In first period, I sat all the way in the back so no one could see me. I then saw Harry walk into the classroom. Luckily all the seats around me were filled. I tried not to look at him and mat let him see me, but he scanned the room and saw me. He walked over to me and I tried not to pay attention.

"Hey babe! Come over and sit with me love!" Harry said.

I tried not to make contact with him. "No thanks. I just wanna sit back here for today okay?"

"Is there something wrong babe?" His hand trying to connect with mine. I pulled away.

"No there's nothing wrong. I just wanted to sit here."

The bell then rang and Harry walked to his seat.

During class, I could feel Harry staring at me. I felt kind of awkward but I tried to brush it off.


First and second period went by and then I had third period. I walked into the classroom full with people. I tried to avoid Zayn so I sat in the corner of the room. Luckily Zayn didn't see me until class had started. He mouthed to me "Are you okay?" I just nodded to him.


Third period was over and I dashed to my locker to put my stuff up and got my lunch. I decided to go eat in the library today so no one would know where I was. Fortunatley no one saw me while I ran to the library. I got my phone out to text Niall.

Me: Hey I'm eating in the library today... would you mind come eating with me?...

Niall: Of coarse love!

Me: Be sure not to tell anyone though! And thank you Niall.

Niall: I wont tell anyone. And I'll be there in a few.

Five minutes later, Niall walked over to my table and sat down to eat lunch with me.

"Hi Hannah!" Niall hugged me tightly. I hugged back.

"Hi Niall." I smiled. We let go and Niall sat down.

"So how was your weekend love?" Niall asked.

"Horrible. I just stayed home and cried at night and just stayed in bed haha." I said quietly.

"Oh babe you shouldn't cry about that. He is a big dick okay?" Niall said, " I'll talk to him okay?" 

I tried holding back the tears. "Thank you Niall." I smiled. He called me babe. I guess in a friend way.

And we ate in silence.


The week had passed. It was now Friday. School was horrible. I had sat in the library and ate lunch with only Niall. I didn't really want to bother Niall so I didn't  mention if he even talked to Harry yet. But I woke up and got ready. Today I just wore a light blue tank top and skinny jeans. I put my hair up into a pony tail and went down to eat breakfast. Then I drove to school.

When I got to school, I got a text from Niall saying, "Meet me in the library. In the HIstory section. :)"

I didn't reply but walked to the library. I looked for the History section and walked there.

I was in the History section. and right in front of me..... was Harry.

"where's Niall?" I asked quietly.

"He's in the bathroom." He slowly walked up to me.

I slowly walked backwards. "Well I'll just go wait for him." I turned around to walk away from him but he then gripped my wrists and pulled me torwards him. I tried letting go and pushing away, but his grip was to hard.

"Let me go." I said pushing him away from me.

"I would never cheat on you." He said with his raspy voice.

"Yeah whatever. I saw everything. I know you're lying." I pushed away from him.

"You saw what?" his eyes glared at mine.

I rolled my eyes explaining it to him. "First I saw video of you flirting with that blonde girl. Then at Pitch Put Play, I saw you kiss the same girl in the video. There you know now." My face started turning red, my eyes started puffing, I knew tears were about to stream down my face.

And then, thank god. Niall came over. I ran into him and hugged hime as tight as I could.



Today I finally talked to Harry about Hannah and everything.

And yes I thought that Harry was a dick for cheating on Hannah.

I think I've developed feelings for Hannah. Since we have been hanging out all week. I've realzed why Harry fell for her. She's so kind and sweet. And when she was with me in my chest last Friday night, I just knew I had feelings for her.

So back to talking about Harry. I saw him in the library, so I decided to talk about why Hannah ignored him.

"Hey Harry." I greeted.

"Hey mate! Where were you this whole week?"

And then I explained everything to him. Why I wasn't at lunch all week, why Hannah wasn't either, why she wasn't talking to him all week. 

I then had to use the loo. so I left my stuff with Harry and walked over to use the loo. I was actually in there for a while since my friends were there too.

But then a few minutes later, they left and so I just left too. I walked back to the library. I walked to the history section to see Hannah with Harry. But I saw Hannah running into me, hugging me as tight as she could. 

I mouthed to Harry, "What did you do?"

"Shhhh Hannah shhhh. It's okay." I gently stroked her hair.

I looked over at Harry he looked so sad. 



"Shhhh Hannah shhhh. It's okay." Niall said gently stroked my hair.

I felt safe in Niall's arms. I didn't want to do anything else except stay in his arms.

"Look Hannah..." Harry said, "it's not what you think. Her name's Felicity. She used to be my girlfriend way before I met you. We broke up a long time ago also. And when I saw her at Pitch Put Play, I tried to avoid her but, she saw me aand told me to come over. And out of no where she kissed me. I was furious. I had hoped you didn't see it because it wasn't what you thought. Hannah I love you so much. I would never cheat on you." 

I got out of Niall's chest and turned to Harry. I looked straight into Harry's eyes.

"Niall. Is it true that Harry dated that girl he's talking about?" I asked.

There was a silence.

"Yeah it was true." Niall finally said.

"So how long ago was it when you and Felicity dated?" I quietly asked.

"Well we dated last year and I just wasn't into her so we broke up a little later last year." Harry answered.

There was a huge silence for a few minutes. I realized  he really didn't cheat on me. And I did miss Harry. A lot. I ran into him and hugged so tight, so tight I could've killed him.

"I missed you banana." he chuckled.

I turned to Niall. "Thank you so much Niall. You were there for me. You're the bestest friend I could  ever have." I walk to hug him for the longest time, and kissed him on his cheek.

I could see him blush. "Your welcome Hannah. I'll be there for you anytime." He smiled.

I turned back to Harry and gave him a quick peck on the lips. 

Then a huge thought came into my head.

"Who sent me that video?" I asked both of them.


Hey loves! Sorry for not posting as much. School. Ugh. So I'm still trying to update as much as I can. But here's the next chapter!! Hope you like it. give me a like become a fan and comment if you want more! Good stuff is coming up! So stay tuned!!! Thanks lovelies!~Hannah xxx.





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