I'm Never Going to Change... A ONE DIRECTION FANFICTION

AlexNicole Smith is a normal girl. She has a job, works hard, likes to have fun, is very smart, and is known as a "Good Girl". In middle school, she goes goes to the school with the boys of One Direction (before they were a band). They were the popular group and Alex was a regular girl hopeing to get noticed. Well she did... But not in the most positive way by them. She promised herself after that experience she would never change for anyone ever again. 10 years later her crazy sister Sam drags her to a One Direction concert. Will she reunite with the boys? Will she fall in love? Will they fall in love? Will conflict and tragedy arise? Find out in "I'm Never Going To Change".


1. First Day


   AlexNicole's POV:

 "Bye Mom !'' I called from outside my parents' car. I stepped out of the car and smoothed out my white flowy tank top that said, " PERFECT BOYS ONLY '' in bold, black lettering. Today was the first day of sixth grade and I wanted my outfit to seem more confident then I was in my previous school years. I had to make a really good impression because I want to be one of the popular kids which I never was in elementry school. I want to be the girl who when she walks in everyone stops to see what she is doing. I want to the girl who makes your toes curl whether you like it or not. People might get the wrong image of me if I tell them this. I'm not a bitch as it seems from my thoughts. I just want to be noticed because I never was and I hoped that was going to change. I walked closer and closer to the school and I began to get more and more anxious. The geeky school girl inside me from my past began to return and was threatening to show on the outside of me. I quickly snapped out of it and tried to walk as confident as possible. I fixed my black beanie that was sitting comfortably on my head and quickly adjusted my tote before walking into the school, ''Show Confidence...'' I mumbled to myself as I became closer to the auditorium where the incoming middle schoolers were instructed to go. As I stepped into the auditorium and I saw so many kids, no one that I reconized. Everyone seemed so older and mature, well more mature than you really should be in middle school anyway. I really didn't look much my age either since I was ''developed'' and taller than the average kid my age. I began to feel nervous so I decided to sit down before I made an idiot out of myself and mainly to calm down. I brushed out any tangles in my long auburn hair with my fingers as I walked to find an empty seat. I walked to the front of the auditorium  as I gripped my Michael Kors tote that was secured around my shoulder. I was about to sit down when I spotted a group of kids sitting and hanging out on the right side of me. They seemed so confident in their own skin and didn't really care what people were doing around them. 

  Anyone, could easily tell that those kids were "the cool kids".I saw a mixed group of girls and boys about 10 of them. I felt heat rush up towards my face and quickly walked to the bathroom, which was right beside the auditorium. I took a deep breath and looked in the mirror. You can do this. They are only kids. They can't hurt you. Be as confident as them and let everyone know who you are. I was trying to think of more positive reenforcement, I looked at the clock and realized I had only 15 minutes to get acquainted with everyone in the auditorium. Feeling a brand new surge of confidence through me a walked out of the bathroom with my chin up and shoulders back. I tossed my hair and smiled a bit. Maybe this isn't so hard, I thought to myself. I walked into the auditorium and continued my confident stride as a quickly glanced at "the cool group" I was about to walk over untill I realized I was staring when a blonde haired boy with striking blue eyes saw me and smiled. I waved hello and he walked over to me. "Hey, I'm Niall" he said with a thick Irish accent. "I'm AlexNicole. But everyone calls me Alex." I responded. "I recently moved here at the states." Niall said. "That's cool! I love New York there are so many things to do!" I said. "We'll maybe you can show me around sometime" Niall said. I blushed bright red. This is the attention I wanted from boys that I never got. Stop blushing ! You need to be confident around him I scolded myself untill Niall spoke up to break the silence. ''Would you like me to introduce you to everyone?'' he asked motioning to the cool crowd I vowed to myself I would be in. ''Sure'' I replied as I smiled at him. He wrapped his arm around me giving me goosebumps. ''Let's go'' Niall said as we walked over there. As soon as we approached, Niall introduced me. ''Guys this is Alex.'' he said holding me a bit tighter. ''Hello.'' I said as I waved to everyone. ''On the prowl already Ni!'' the curly one exclaimed. I think his name is Harry. Everyone chuckled. ''No we just met!'' I exclaimed a little to seriously. Zayn chuckled ''Chill babe. We are not gunna give you drugs or anything. Your one of the popular kids now.'' I sighed relieved. ''Thanks. I feel a lot better now'' Everyone chuckled. Niall still hung on to me as he introduced me to all the girls. They were all so pretty and... Confident.

  As the months went on , I hung on to the cool crowd with Niall and everyone. I met the rest of the boys and the girls. In my crowd it was me, Harry, Niall, Louis, Zayn, Liam, Perrie, Macey, Eleanor, and MaryAnne.The doubt in my mind got bigger unfortunatly. Whenever chance they could they would try to change me. Make me go to places and do things I didn't want to do.They said I had a reputation to keep so people would look up to me. They weren't true friends. I decided to drift away so I hung out with other people. They all noticed and they left me along all except Zayn and Niall. Niall was one of my REAL best friends. I told him everything besides from my feeling for him and my feelings toward our ''friends''changing me. Niall never pushed me but he never stopped anything either. I don't blame him though. They just wouldn't listen to any protests. Zayn started to follow me around a lot when I tried making new friends. I was stuck in all these thoughts as I walked out of the building. I saw Zayn following me again. I texted my new friend Melanie. 

TO;Melanie    Meet me outside the math wing and we can walk home together ;)    FROM;Alex

FROM;Melanie   Be there in 10 I need to pick something up from Mr.Goldberg      TO;Alex


I put my phone in my pocket and waited for Melanie. I was about to text Melanie and ask her how much longer because I am very Impatient and Zayn approached me. ''Hi Za-''I zatarted to say untill he pushed me against a wall. ''DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON BECAUSE OF YOU! WE TOOK YOU IN ON THE FIRST DAY! MY REP IS DOWN THE TOILET BECAUSE YOU LEFT'' he screamed at me as he kicked me in the stomach. I groaned and started to cry as a fell to the floor. He grabbed me foward and said,'' You better start being friends with us again or I will do so much more,'' He said as he walked away.

       The next day, I ignored my new friends and went back to hanging out with the popular kids. Niall knew something was wrong I could tell, but he never said anything. We started to drift away too. I can't take this.










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