Goodbye My Lover | Harry Styles

"Turn your words into wisdom"


2. Niall

As we walked into our hotel room we saw Harry hanging down from the ceiling. Only a little piece of paper was left and as we read it our eyes went wet and we all shed a tear.

Dear Harry, 

When I read your letter I began to cry. Knowing that you've felt like this for so long makes me feel guilty. I should've done something to stop management, I shouldn't have let them push you this hard, I shouldn't have let them change who you are. I blame the management for this. We have decided to continue being a band because of you wish, but we will never be One Direction again, not without you Harry. I remember the time when we went to get drunk and somebody asked you "Are you Harry Styles" and you almost fell and replied "No, I'm drunk" I'll never forget our stupid drunk moments, Styles. You will always be one of my best friends in this world, and I know that I will get to see you again sometime. To infinity and beyond, right? I remember the time when the five of us sat around a fire and gave our selves the promise of never forgetting our incredible moments, and we promised each other that we would never stop being brothers. I'm still keeping that promise. The hardest thing of losing you must be continuing to be a band. Harry, you were one of us, our band is not the same without you, and that's why we can't continue to be One Direction. Harry, you need to know how much I love you. Its unexplainable. I can't explain it, but it's very much. Im gonna miss you like hell, this sure isn't the fucking craic. Im so sorry if I sound mad but I'm just so mad at myself. I feel like this is my fault and I just don't want to be the reason that one of my brothers committed fucking suicide. I should've done something before it was too late, and I will never forgive myself for not doing it. Harry you are and always will be my brother.

Hugs from Niall xx

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